The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Betrayal of Love

At the beginning I thought everything was fine, but in fact it was very worrying, someone who I had always considered home turned out to be a real form of a very cruel demon, he said,he did not hesitate to break my heart into pieces without mercy.

And I'm always patient in dealing with all the selfishness that is in him, but unfortunately I lost with his emotional.

How is it that I don't get mad at him for now, after he insulted my family on his social media.

Oh my God, what kind of test is this? why is it like this?...

I don't know what scenario you have planned for me, my God.

Forgive myself for going too far with you, and what is all this, God? is this a form of Your love and love.

I didn't expect the man I'd thought of as my wingless angel to have a lot of feelings for other women out there.

It hurts so bad, God, I think, my heart is falling apart and my soul is shaken, just what man should I trust my God.

If the man I consider to be kind and introduce me to his family can also betray my love.

I feel like I have no price, they say, I realize that I am a man who does not have, and he is a rich man's son but at least learn to respect the privacy of others, do not just quip on social media alone!...

Now that her social media accounts have disappeared from circulation, I reply to her, O Lord, for the pain I have received between these lines.

He wasted my love...

I was considered like a puppet that could only be played with at will, how could I fall in love with the same person? it happened so many times, my God?...

I sincerely accept all the sword incisions that he has placed in my heart, I will not avenge all his crimes.

Promise is a lie, sweet speech is just a moment's tranquilizer, your love is a fake.

Like heaven and earth, right? I'm at the bottom of the economy while your family is above average.

From the beginning I have felt insecure seeing your beautiful family and the Cemara family, who still get the full affection of their parents,unlike me who is always hurt by my parents.

The wounds you have inflicted on my heart will not heal until whenever I will keep remembering that the cause of the heart ache is you.

Though I have given more effort to me but priceless in your eyes, which you know I am evil to me but you forget that you have put a sword in my heart and heart.

It's cruel the way you treat me.

I really didn't think about all the things you did to me.

Thank you for all the wounds you have given me, I take a step back from your life, so that you may be happy with my own choices.

May you become a better human being in the future, so that only one woman will survive in your life.

^^Jambak,19 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^