The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
The unexpected

When night comes I always wait for the star to appear above the clouds, it is the same as waiting for your presence beside me, I can not be without you, I can not live your sign.

As we must need each other, when you are there in pain then I also feel the pain.

Why so? since we are well, I always promise God to always look after you in every step and my do'a.

If indeed you are the best destiny, believe that someday will be united at the right time.

You will be the "Queen" in the hands of the right man, believing you will be guarded by him like a diamond.

He'll keep you and there's not the least bit of pressure in his mind to hurt you, but what's my power? I was full of trauma and great fear.

My current fear made me not dare to take any steps carelessly, how could I walk on my own feet without anyone's support?.

Mister?

I had a father but I lost all the fatherly role in him.

I lost all his soul and body, my heart, my mind, how can a father, decide his living against this first daughter?.

I don't know, maybe this is how God matured me with a helping hand from my father, to make me a better person, but what is my day? I'm just a little girl who lacks the father's affection from childhood.

I never felt love in his heart, his behavior was very different to mine, is he really my father? or isn't? I don't know.

Only God can guide me in every life problem I have lived from the past to the present, how can You believe in me God, I am not as strong as You imagine God,I'm just an ordinary human being who can be destroyed anytime and anywhere.

O God, how can I face all the trials in this world? I cannot bear God, but You always send good people in my life, who help me in doing all things, easing my way in all affairs of life.

O God, my Lord, I thank You so much for sending millions of good people in my life, I am just a man who has not escaped wrong.

If your hand is always with my life journey God I am so grateful to be able to feel my presence in my soul and heart.

My love is greater for you, O God, how can I not love you so much, while You always help me in my every difficulty.

You always guide me through others indirectly You are always in the depths of my heart, O God.

My love will never fade against you, my God.

I will promise to always improve myself to be a better person in the future.

So that one day I will not disappoint you, my Lord.

^^Jambak,10 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^