The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
The Outpouring of Your Heart Pain

After I cut off my relationship with you and said I already have another man besides you, I know how broken your heart is, I know.

But I have considered everything as well as possible and Semarang, there is no way I will make a decision before I consider everything.

From the beginning of the relationship there are lies, and the second is betrayal and the third is your abusive nature.

I don't blame all your treatment on me, sir,maybe you are less educated than your mother then you grow into a child full of obsession with yourself without thinking about the feelings of others in the slightest.

And I know all the things that you do when I'm not with you anymore, sir, you're venting all your heartache in the gym, you're giving me a very heavy load, you're,you're so fouling your energy there.

There was so much anger on your face when you lifted that heavy weight, but what can I do, I can't go back to you anymore, because you asked me to stay away from you, right?

And I would never have come back to you if you hadn't asked me to come back,I wouldn't be this angry if you were honest from the beginning and you had the desire to deal with all our problems.

Solve all problems in a good way instead of his even vague blurring of existing problems.

At this age is not the time to play around again master for a woman because at the age of 21 years is the ideal age of married women.

And if for men it is their ideal age to marry about 25-27 years, I know you are not mature in any way, sir,I'm moving away from you now so you can process in your own way without any interference from me.

I will never forget the kindness you have given me, sir, but I will also never forget the pain you have given me.

And now that I'm afraid to look back at you, sir, I honestly don't know you now that you've changed, my true self has come to the surface.

I don't see that soothing look anymore and I don't see a pleasant face for everyone.

I know it was your pain that turned me into what I am today, I know all my mistakes I've done to you, I know I've made the fatal mistake of breaking your heart.

But all that I did was because you broke my trust first and broke my heart.

I can't keep wishing for you, sir, I can't keep depending on you and I can't always ask you to take care of me when I'm in a weakened state.

Yes, I am a woman who hurts a lot, but why do you keep hurting me as if you don't care about my health,you know, sir, when I decided not to bother you again, my heart and soul were broken to pieces, sir.

I can't speak anymore, the disappointment I received was deep...

^^Jambak,15 June 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^