The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Your Heart Care for Me

And you just kept holding my hand, sir, kissing my hand, and you got more anxious when my body cooled down like ice.

Oh God how is this? you keep wondering sir, I can't just cry and hope I'm always okay.

Within 30 minutes of me fainting earlier you whispered to me "bus, I'll just work for a while to take the cart martabak, then I will return the book keep you, hold on, not until you are gone".

I tried to gather strength to answer your words, sir, and I answered "iyaa" with my hoarse voice and began to say.

And you clasped my hand, kissed my hand and you took care of me, "later home for you to open".

And you gave me my blanket and hijab covered my whole cold body and the door to your house you locked master, I waited for you with hope and I waited for you with anxiety.

All I thought at that time was, am I strong enough to endure this pain without anyone standing by me?....

I waited for you for 2 full hours master and my body grew weaker and ginier, and more and more,I shiver in the cold and I try hard to always breathe when you are nowhere near me, sir.

I just felt my body stiff and there was no blood flow all over my body, and I could only listen to the sounds of the wind outside.

My consciousness is declining, sir, when you are not there I have gone to my Lord, if I am blessed here I sincerely God but if this is not the end of my life story then strengthen me from the pain that I have.

And before long you came home, sir, and you ran to open the door of your contract, and sure enough I was getting weaker and colder, you tried to get me to communicate so that I wouldn't lose consciousness.

And you forced me to sit up and lifted my body in your lap, you massaged my whole body from hand, shoulder, head to foot.

You left a trail near my nose, sir, there's a trace of redness in my upper nasal bone, you're forcing my pain out there, really, the trail in my nose is not lost mister remained flushed for three days.

At that moment you kissed my head and said "don't be weak anymore ya buk, don't cry my heart is broken if you see a cry woman".

But I cry because you sincerely take care of me at my weak state sir how can I forget this one of your kindnesses?...

I will never be able to forget that I will never be able to, and I will never hate you.

I will remember all your kindness, sir, until the end of my life, I will remember you as the one who took care of me and loved me with all your heart.

^^Jambak,15 June 2023.^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^