The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Your Fear

When I try to correct all my mistakes against you, sir..

Why do you feel threatened and afraid to see me? is it because my threat to report you to the police that it's all a lie, sir, it's just a joke so you never insinuate me on your social media status again.

I am a woman who lacks the affection of my father, but I am not a stupid woman that you can play with as you please.

Even if you never thought about my feelings, sir? do you not feel guilty for all the wrongs you have done to me, sir?...

I admit you are indeed a man who was born from a wealthy family, but what is my power that is only a descendant of the royal palace solo....

I'm just a piece of wood for you, sir..

But in the eyes of others I am a diamond that is very difficult to get.

If you have nothing wrong with me, why are you afraid to see me come to your contract, sir?..

By looking at that fearful face of yours I can only laugh in my heart and not be able to talk much directly to you, sir.

If I keep trying to explain all those things free to me you won't hear all my words either.

And it only provokes your emotions, sir...

So what's on your mind right now?..

What is clear is I do not know what is in your head why are you proud to play with all the feelings of a sincere woman dear to you sir?.

And let's just say that my departure is both a wound and a regret in your life..

If you used to be happy to hurt women's feelings then believe me in the future there will be women who play with your feelings, sir,who hurt you so badly and avenged all your crimes so cruelly.

Even though you think I am much weaker than you, you are seriously wrong master I am a woman in whom there are a thousand unequaled powers.

And now I believe this phrase "sincere women are always met with selfless men" and it's all true.

Why all these things that happened to me simultaneously, is this karma from my father who used to play the feelings of women? I don't know how I can withstand all the trials in this world of love God.

I'm sure God will send one good man, patient, religious and loving to the whole family but I don't know when he will be present?..

Everything is still a secret of God and still a very pseudo thing,for the man who will be with me I only hope that you have an ocean-wide sense of patience so that you can be patient with all your changing natures every second.

From the rich and the religious I still choose men who obey religion because what?

Because money is not brought to death while the science of religion will continue to flow its rewards until at any time.

Be a human being who benefits others and do not be a human being who harms many people because your behavior is very impudent to the good of a sincere person so be prepared God will send a reply which is very painful for you and for your family in the future.

^^Jambak,02 June 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^