The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
The End of Our Story

You have a thousand ways to end all our stories, so many times you dodge me until I you get confused what you want, and without me knowing all this time you're just curious about me.

And there is not the slightest taste towards me, you only make me a puppet in your life story, while I consider you my darling.

What a pity, why do I always fail in love, Lord what is this destiny? this is how hard it is to find someone I want.

Is this really the way, O Lord, I do not want to be hurt again for the umpteenth time, how do I stay patient in the face of various trials?

I don't know God I love him so much, but his parents don't like me.

I was so sad and devastated that the promise we made was now gone, I was broken God how I recovered with my own wounds.

I've been cape..weary with all this, lantas which other man should I trust o god.

He hurt me many times but I tried to stay and stay but for this time I chose to go and fulfill his wish, I was very unfortunate.

Oh my God, I erased all my beautiful memories of her, I lost all of her God I don't want to see her, I don't want to remember all the painful things, enough for all this pain.

I can't bear my pain anymore, I don't need the money but I need his honesty, good God if this is what's best for me, I surrender to you, how good.

But I will never impose my will on anyone else

If my love fails, Lord, at least my education succeeds so that I can lift my parents' degrees.

Give the servant a new spirit of life, O Allah, give the servant steadfastness in facing all the problems of life.

Very tired, and cape..

It is true to have to fight for Your love first, O God rather than love one of your people who always hurts my heart.

Forgive me for being far from you, and for breaking your prohibition, O God, forgive myself for this sin, I regret God for all the wrongs I have done on this earth.

Give the servant support, O Allah, to be steadfast in the face of all the trials, obstacles that are on the face of this earth, all my love I will give to you, O Allah, I promise, I promise,and keep me from the wicked, O Allah, that I may always be in your protection.

And thank you for hearing, O Allah, that you keep the servant away from the wicked around the servant

As it should be, this is the best destiny that you have chosen for your servant, O Allah

Your love and your love is so great, my God, so real and beautiful I feel in my heart and soul all your love and love.

What a power you have, O God, thank you so much for the love and love you have given me.

^^Jambak,18 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^