
With all the good memories we've had, I find it very difficult to forget that, sir, which in the end made my heart hurt and hurt.
And from the beginning you no longer consider me to exist, you just consider me a mere toy sir, you never appreciate my presence, you never appreciate my presence,and you have never seen all the good I have given you, sir.
All you know is I always hurt your heart, I'm selfish I'm selfish.
Without you realizing your own master has become a violent human you vent all your anger against me Sir, when you are exhausted working all day you vent all your emotions against me.
And when you get bored with all my attitude you easily look for pleasure in other women, and you think it is a trivial thing, right?...
You will never realize to master that you have played with my feelings and you have made me your outlet, and you have admitted all of that to me
You don't want any bond between your kuta, because you still want freedom and a life without any rules and I grant all those wishes, I'm staying away from you, sir, because of your request, right?...
Then why do you feel the most hurt in the face of this earth, while you yourself have stabbed me repeatedly how can I still love you sir while the wound that you give so deep in my heart..
I have only come into your life to help you with all the hardships that you have experienced, sir, but it seems to mean nothing to you,you're just trivializing all the help from me taking for granted all the things I've sacrificed for me sir.
How much time have I wasted helping you work from day to night, sir? you don't count all my services and you just remember me hurting you.
And you're proud to have broken my heart, sir, the pain you're giving is not how much trauma you've given me is amazing sir.
So that I dare not be close to any man and I find it difficult to trust all those people because of you master who has wasted my sincerity.
The sincerity that I have given you and you consider me to be just your plaything as nice as you pull it like a kite, if you want to play with me you are very wrong sir,if you play with fire with me then be careful that I can repay you more cruelly than any of the deeds you have done to me sir.
Just once you stab a sword in my heart then I will avenge the thousands of stabs in your life, sir, it sounds unfair right??...
But that's what I'm trying to do to you my master did all the things you've given me that pain is repaid with pain as well,even the tears were filled with tears.
^^Jambak,07 June 2023^^^
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Mediana Utami^^^^^