The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Liars

You know, sir, at first I trusted you very much in all things, in terms of your words and words, your sweet promises and your sweet treatment to me but what reality do I accept now sir? what a painful reality I got from you....

How can I trust you again, while you have done a lot of great lies to me, sir.

Try it now, how can you restore my trust in you as before?,,, surely can not kn?....

All the trust that I have given you, all of it is gone sir, there has not been a trace of trust left to you sir.

Either way you think right now, don't you feel guilty for all your actions against me, or you have no regrets and you don't feel guilty for lying to me sir..

You're a big liar sir, a liar.....

How many women out there have you lied to with your sweet mouth with your soft words ha????....

I think there's been countless women you've made sweet promises to, and now you're hurting after I'm gone, funny.

It is not you who initially hurt me many times without mercy, right? then why after I chose to leave you said "why do you have to put this thorn in my heart".

Heyyy realize you master I left you that the pain is not worth all the disappointment I get from your mistreatment of me.

I don't take much responsibility on you, sir, I just you're turning into a better person, a devout religious person,not tempramental and not snapping loudly women then ignore and reject all the kindness women have towards you.

You know mister? how long will it take me to heal this heart wound, the wound of having been lied to by you, and after I know all of it, he said,you still hold on to plain and innocent as if you know nothing about all the events that have happened between the two of us.

Yes indeed I admit we still have a bond of promise between the two of us, a pinky finger promise whose promise "I will never leave you" but I never promised that when you love another woman I'd stay with you, sir.

After I found out you had a surrogate woman in my stead, it broke my heart, sir, when I knew all the truth.

And you were fair to both of them, you met two women on different days you gave her the exact same sweet words that your father told me, sir.

Then how can I trust you again sir after you cut my heart so deeply, how can I still love you with all the trauma you've given me.

You won't know how I'm going through my days with fear, I'm afraid that I myself will lose my mind but I've tried to stay alive no matter what.

Without you by my side now makes me realize that do not expect more from humans because it is the hope in humans that causes the source of pain is very extraordinary.

^^Jambak,11 June 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^