The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Complicated

To you I am but a wound, but do you realize that you have thrust a sword into my heart?? it is very painful and painful sir, but you are angry when my little blood hits you.When it is the result of what you have done to me, sir.

You are the one who gives hurt but I who hurt you, but that is the true nature of human beings, they will never realize that they also often hurt others, he said,and he only knew that he was hurt by someone.

It is hypocritical to hear but that is the case, sometimes we have to be self-injured human beings to hurt the feelings of others, and if your heart and your presence are never thought to exist by that person,then make your departure the biggest regret of his life.

It's a pity that your master lost a woman like me who would never come twice in your life

you're so good at manipulating all the women close to me that you initially make them feel safe and comfortable then you let go of all your curiosity towards them, you know,,after all 4th of your curiosity is answered then you will not hesitate to throw the women at the bottom of the deepest abyss

Very cruel not but that's who you really are, sir.

I am you can be changed into a better you and it turns out can not be at all, it is very difficult to change yourself who from a very stubborn first.

I alone cannot handle what else new women will enter your life.I don't think they will be at home with all your very confused attitude.

They will choose the path of peace that is to leave you and they prefer other men who are more mature in their thoughts than you whose thoughts are still very much different like a child.

Please destroy me right now until you are wide god so that after all that you will not see my face without a sweet smile again.

My misses are gone, my kepos are gone, my jealousy and chatter are gone then believe me you have lost me with the version I love you so much sir.

Now I focus on improving myself in terms of worship, achievement, finances and family I keep trying to raise my own parents with my own accomplices without the help of others.

I still believe that God is always with his people who want to try and continue to pray in living various obstacles and obstacles in his life.

All the things that are happening right now, I will stick to my principles and there will always be the name of God in my body and conscience, until the end of my life, until the end of my life,,I will always remember the name of God in every step of my life, for the peace of my own soul I shun all that makes me sick.

^^Jambak, 26 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^