The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
My feelings are losing to my logic

At first I thought you really loved me but it turned out I was wrong you were just curious about me, but it's okay this is all I take as a life lesson.

First I thought why are you so brave to ask me to meet my father when this relationship is really not serious, but you brought me to your family? what the hell is going on? what's on your mind, sir.

You really can't guess, today you could be good as an angel and tomorrow you could be evil like a demon.

Seems silent but very dangerous....

And sure enough of all my guesses, you're very good at manipulating women, you lie and keep lying to cover up everything you've covered up before.

But it's useless for you to cover everything from me, I'm a woman who can't be lied to so much, God has his own way of giving me the right clues about you.

As much as a jumping squirrel would fall too, right? just as you are as clever as you are to cover up all your lies will surely be discovered as well.

In the end I know all of it, with myself already very disappointed to see you who did not expect my presence anymore then how can I survive with you who no longer feel to me?

Regarding family, if the family intervenes in your love affairs then there will be no end to you will always be governed by your family and you will not be able to make your own decisions.

And in the end you will always be controlled by your father who constantly curbs me close to all the women whose goal is just to accompany your hard times and in the end they all give up with your attitude.

And I admit that now that I have returned to my logic, there is no longer any feeling for you, sir.

It's like I'm a piece of trash to me that you never thought was lucky, unseemly the way you kicked me out of your life.

Since then I have been going out of town to calm my soul and body, shaken by your actions, sir.

Now you feel proud to have broken my heart that I have been struggling to keep for 3 years, and now it is broken into pieces.

And in the end I chose to leave you, sir, you died with a million traumas and wounds that I felt I would have healed all my own wounds without any new people in my life.

I will assure you, sir, that I am the deepest wound and regret of your life..

After I leave you you just keep hurting yourself by the way you exercise extreme and all that will not make me back master because you have just as good as breaking my heart sincere love this mu.

I've considered me like my house person but what is my power if your heart is numb to me,which is why my father my father my father kept on so you will never go forward in any case because you are still in the eyes of your father.

^^Jambak, 22 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^