The Beginning of My Story Journey With My True Love
Reasons That Don't Make Sense

Sometimes I see you so silent, but dangerous!!!...

Why can I say that? yeah, because I've seen who you really are.

You don't want me to go but your attitude tells me to go, your selfishness ruins everything your obsession ruins everything.

What kind of love is this? why in every problem in a relationship is never talked about well, you are silent always so silent no matter what is in your mind at this time.

When I try to fix everything you say like swallowed by the earth do not know where it is lost?...

Which man can I trust, even as you introduced me to your father.

"I'll wait for you midwifery graduation" those words are a lie, aren't they? we lied to me, there's been a lot of lies you've created.

Honesty is a major milestone in a relationship, if indeed the selfishness between us is greater then the separation that wins.

I struggle to pursue my own love, while you always run away from the love I give.

Am I that bad in your eyes, sir? aren't you being too naive? how can you put this much hope on me that ultimately hurt my heart deeply.

The immeasurable pain, made me pensive and think what had happened, how could all this have happened.

I don't know if I'm dizzy thinking about everything myself until I'm lying limp in my bedroom.

What I regret the most is why did you dare introduce myself to your father? that's it that makes me sick, the relationship with family interference is difficult a lot of rules and we're what exactly? dating is not but a relationship without status.

It is as if I were chasing you, sir, when you first gave me this much hope until I finally got sick lying weak in my bedroom.

It is only fitting that many women are not at home with you because of this stubbornness of yours, I feel rejection in you as if you were saying "who are you?".

All the promises we both made were LIES, RIGHT?...

I didn't expect at the game to be so poignant like this, the pain of Tara no pain was so painful, that I cried every night.

Behind me you've dared to communicate with a lot of women, because you used to be a playboy, right? and you cannot keep your eyes on women!!!.

I love a loser like you, who is good at playing the scenario of love life very well, your evil will still be remembered until the end of my life.

Thank you for the hurt and be happy in your own way, I believe my loss this time is the most painful loss you feel.

Playing a sincere woman the same thing you invite karma in your life, so be careful of all my words and do'a do'a.

I will always be with my God who loves me.

Until I go home in the lap of my god.

^^Jambak,18 May 2023^^^

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Mediana Utami^^^^^