The End of the Road
100 Chapter

Today is Saturday. Arin works only until half-time. After work he had promised to meet Bara. Arin wanted to give an answer to Bara immediately.

Although in fact Bara does not demand an answer immediately. Because Bara knows how Arin feels. But Arin felt he had to give an answer immediately.

Arin did not want to give false hope to Bara. Arin wanted to speak honestly to Bara immediately. About everything he felt so far.Arin thought, as soon as Bara must know everything. Knowing everything he felt.

After work Arin went straight to the place he had promised Bara. Where else if not in front of the hospital. Because the hospital is always passed if he wants to go or after work. It saves time and is a strategic place. At once in front of the Hospital many hawker sellers are very good.

Arin arrived at the hospital at three. He promised to meet Bara at four o'clock.

" It's still three o'clock. Hm, good to do first yes. Than to go home first."

Arin Till too early. He deliberately did not return home first. He only waited an hour from the time he had set. Free home is not allowed to rest.

"Mending muters first in the hospital area. There is a beautiful garden inside the hospital. Just meet there."

Arin entered the hospital area and parked his motorbike in the parking lot. Before that he gave a short message to Bara, that he would wait for Bara in the park in the hospital area.

Arin took a walk in the hospital corridor while humming softly. Actually to reduce his nervous sense because it will meet Bara. To be honest, Arin felt bad. He was still confused as to what to answer later. He believed in only one. That what spontaneously came out of his mouth was the answer to his heart. He already did not want to think about what risks he would get on his decision later.

On the way he stopped. He's woken. It was like seeing someone he knew. Someone he had not seen for three months.

"It wasn't Fian. Uh yeah, what the hell." Despite his doubts, Arin still follows Fian from behind. Arin sees Fian pushing the wheelchair

",Who's sick?"

Arin continued to follow where Fian was. Still within safe distance. Arin deliberately did not want to reprimand Fian. Because Arin still felt disappointed at the departure of Fian who was without saying goodbye and did not give the slightest news.

Actually Arin wanted to know the reason Fian was staying away from him. But not now. Later when the time comes he will ask Fian himself.

From far away Arin sees Fian stopping in the same room as himself while in the care first.

",That's the ICU room. Who is sick. I didn't hear any news."

Fian stopped long before the door. But a moment later Arin sees Fian coming in by opening the door a little rough.

After Fian entered, Arin immediately approached the room. Arin looked inside through the small window. He saw Fian standing there and Andra too. But the sick person is invisible.

Suddenly Arin sees Fian walking towards the door. Arin is hiding. Thankfully, there is nowhere to hide. Otherwise he must be a wit. It's not that Arin doesn't want to meet Fian. But because there is something strange in Fian lately.

Turns out Fian was just taking a wheelchair. Arin came out of hiding. I will return to my original destination to the park. But until in front of the room that Fian entered earlier, Arin heard the voice of a woman who was angry. Arin stopped his steps when he heard his name coming along.

Arin gasps. That voice was a voice that people were very familiar with. Yes the voice of Mary. Arin listened for a moment to what they were talking about inside.

"Arin again... Arin again..Only that poor girl is in your brain. He used pellet science anyway. Until you can't get away from him. You're in touch with that damn girl again. You don't think of me as a child."

Deg. Arin's heart was pounding very hard. He was really surprised to hear Mama Fian say. The water of his eyes came out. He felt very hit. Although he was actually used to hearing the swearing and the curse of Mary, but only this time he felt very hurt. This also affects Fian.

Arin came to understand the reason why Fian had stayed away from her lately.

"My fault what. So this is what keeps Lo away from me. Fian I understand. I'm not going to see Lo again."

Arin ran away from the place. His heart hurts. Not because of the meaning for him, but also he felt kasian with Fian. He was sure Fian also felt as devastated as he was.

Fian's parents hated him so much. Until it all becomes like this. Arin believes Fian is very depressed with all the words of the mother.

"Is this our friendship Fian? It was a mistake in our relationship all along. What sins were in the past. So your mom hates me so much."

Arin saw Fian walking towards the door. Arin hurried away. He did not want to meet Fian at this moment. Although in fact he also wanted to give support to Fian. But Arin thought it was much better if he avoided it. He did not want Fian to be further angered by his mother.

Arin walked in haste. Sometimes he looks back. He saw Fian following him. Arin immediately went into hiding. As much as possible he wanted to avoid Fian.

And succeed. Fian is no longer visible. Fian must have lost track of him. Finally, Arin walked to the park. He wanted to find a comfortable place to just calm his mind. Arin sat on one of the park benches. Arin spilled his grief there. I don't feel her tears coming out.

Actually he's not this cute. Actually Arin did not want to spill his tears in vain. He's not a whiny man. She rarely cried in public places like this. But this time, her feelings really hurt. Arin's a little sobbing. But suddenly he saw a handkerchief outstretched at him.

"Why.. What's crying like this."

Arin surprised. He didn't realize there was anyone in the place. Arin looks up. He wanted to see who was holding out the handkerchief. His sight immediately saw the figure of the person he wanted to meet. Arin stood up and subconsciously hugged the body. He hugged the man and shed his tears on the man's chest. The man returned Arin's embrace. He stroked Arin's head gently and affectionately.

"What's up. hm.. Why? Someone hurt you."

Arin shook his head. He broke his embrace. He looked at the man.

"Aa. Can Arin ask?"

The man wiped away the tears dripping on Arin's cheek. Arin blushed. She felt ashamed. But his heart was a little comforted.

"So how the hell."

Arin remained silent. But he's down. And gather the courage to bring out what is on his mind.

"Anywhat's really Aa's feeling for me."

"certainly true. And I have long kept meetings in the depths of my heart."

Arin is still down. But a moment later he dared to look at Bara.

"Well, don't you mind Arin's social status? Arin is just a poor man. Arin doesn't have anything Arin can be proud of."

Bara covered Arin's lips with her index finger. Arin surprised. He did not expect Bara to dare to do so.

"Don't think so. I never disputed that. My love is sincere to you."

Arin was silent again. He was at a loss for words hearing Bara's words.

"What about Aa's family. Doesn't matter either."

"No, I'm sure they'll accept you too."

Arin was silent, though his heart was still doubtful. But this time he dared to step up. Because he saw Bara's sincerity all along. And also because of the incident he just experienced.

"Well, if you're sure, will Aa marry Arin any time soon?" Bara surprised. He's never going this fast. He did not expect at all with Arin's words just now.It was like a dream. Totally beyond his estimate.

But now it is Bara who is doubtful. There can't be anything behind Arin's words just now. This must have had something to do with Arin's previous situation. Because Bara knows how to fill Arin's heart all this time.

"Are you sure of your words. You've been thinking."

Arin remained silent. But then he nodded as well.

"Yes there, Arin is sure."

Bara was happy and at the same time confused why it could be so fast.

"Ok ready princess. Later after bang Arkan gets married I'll propose to you."

Arin quiet. Right now he doesn't want to think anything more. He just wanted to get away from Fian. Perhaps this is the path God has shown for him.

Not Arin in a hurry. But he had no other way but to show people that he and Fian were only friends. Arin wants to show the world if not just his Fian world.

It's all for the good of everyone. The kindness of him and his family. And also for the good of Fian as well. Arin doesn't want Fian to always get nagging from his parents. Arin Kasian sees Fian always living under pressure if he still remains friends with him.

Actually Arin knew that from a distance Fian saw what he was doing with Bara. Arin deliberately shows Fian their togetherness so that Fian is more confident to be away from him.

Even Arin also saw a look of sadness on Fian's face looking at the thing he was doing. Seeing as Fian walked away from the park area with a very sad face. Not him, but Arin had to. So that everything can go as it should. Arin did it intentionally. He did have to see the reality that he would never unite with Fian.

Not only Arin, actually Bara also knows the existence of Fian. Even Bara realized that Arin deliberately showed affection in front of Fian. Just follow this game. But Bara will still investigate the background of all that Arin did. So that he can take the next stance.

"Arin, I'm hungry. accompany me to eat yuk. We'll just eat meatballs how."

"alright. The front of the hospital. Come on I'm hungry too."

"Then wait for me to finish my work for a while. Something was left in my room. Come into my room for a moment. Just a moment and we can eat meatballs as much."

Arin nodded. They both walked together. Bara smiled happily even though there was actually still a big question mark in his heart. But he doesn't want to ask anymore. Bara just wants to follow Arin's wishes. He just wants to make Arin happy.

Next let's think about it later. Bara just hopes everything can go as he expects.

While Arin walked with light steps. He can answer the statement. Even though his own heart was not sure. But the incident showed in the direction of which path he should take. Make Arin in which direction he should step. Arin felt grateful to have been able to witness all these events. Things that can make him open his eyes and not hope anymore.

That his feelings all this time made the people around him hurt. Although Arin had actually realized it a long time ago.

Yesterday Arin still had hope to soften Mama Fian's heart with the highest possible school to align her social status. Although it can not be the same at least a little can be seen from him. But it all turned out to be in vain. He is still not considered.

He is still being demeaned. Whatever he does is always wrong in the face of those who hate him.

Whatever we do in front of those who hate us will never be appreciated and certainly seen one eye. Whatever we do will always go wrong in their eyes.

There is no need to explain anything to those who hate us. Just waste energy. Whatever we say will never be meaningful and only looked down upon. And they will hate even the good we do. Arin's Spirit.

Seriate