The End of the Road
Chapter 60's

What's up Fian

Arin fell on the bed. He just wants to rest his body. He didn't want to really sleep. He was still thinking about father's words. Like something happened in the past. Events that may have a major impact on the life of the father. Arin actually wanted to ask what really happened. But looking at father's attitude, he should be able to find the right time. I still look devastated when I was reminded of Aunt Mia. Hopefully father's condition will improve soon. I hope you're okay.

Arin can't calm down. He changed positions many times. He was uncomfortable in his sleeping position. Maybe because the mattress is not soft like a mattress in a hospital. Finally Arin woke up. He chose to sit on the wall.

Arin opened his phone. For almost a week he hasn't opened his phone. There were a lot of missed calls. Lots of sms and short messages from wa as well. All my friends are looking for him. He remembers not telling his boss at work. He also has not told Ocha, and also his other best friend.

But Arin had no intention of replying to any of his friends' messages. All he saw was a message from Fian. Fian's message the night before he was stabbed. Yes the Sunday night he spent replying to Fian. Fian from his home. He also sent a message.

Arin remembered Fian. Fian's attitude and speech last night was very strange. Not as usual. Arin was afraid something might happen to Fian. Arin was afraid that Fian would leave her.

Arin opens a gallery of stored memories between him and Fian there. So many photos are stored there. From being a kid until yesterday, a week ago, before he had an accident.

Arin stopped on one photo. The photo Nando took ten days ago, as they gathered at Arin's house. Fian who was well dressed. It looks strange like it usually does. I don't know what Fian meant to come first with clothes that are not as usual.

Arin remembered, Fian looks very handsome. Arin smiles. Memories that will never be forgotten.

"Fian, if we have to give up because of your parents' dislike, I'm sincere. But never leave me. We can still talk like we used to hide."

Arin took a deep breath.Terasa tightness and pain. Their togetherness during these fifteen years, with thousands of memories created, could not have just disappeared. Long Arin pensively remembers all the memories of Fian. Eventually Arin felt sleepy and fell asleep too. Sleep with all the anxiety and uncertainty in his heart.

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"Fians... Fians... Awake Nak. Why does it have to be like this?" Mama came to Fian's room with a cup of hot tea and freshly bought chicken porridge.

"Fian in his tea. The mump is still warm. Let the stomach feel warm."

Mama persuaded Fian. But Fian was silent. His body is starting to warm. His head hurts. He was still shivering under the thick blanket. But it's not as pale and cold as before when just out of the bathroom.

"Son, what the hell are you doing. Why is it like that in the bathroom? Don't make mama worry."

Fian was silent. He himself was confused. Actually, he was why. All she remembers is that she entered the bathroom and turned on the shower without undressing. Tau-tau was already sitting on the bathroom floor with the extreme cold until he shivered.

"Yes you're sleeping now, son. Rest yes. Don't go anywhere."

Fian could not answer. He's still confused. His body was still wrapped in a thick blanket to the limit of the neck. All he looks at is his head. Mom's out of Fian's room. Andra went up in bed. And fall next to Fian.

"Lo is desperate anyway. He intentionally committed suicide. Your mind is short."

Fian was offended, but he did not want to answer. His head hurts. Body too. Fian felt his body temperature start to rise. Fian's face looks red. Andra saw that. Andra held Fian's forehead.

"Hot, you have a fever. There's-there's just the hell. So take a shower, not for long."

Andra got up and left the room. But only for a moment. Enter again while carrying a basin and wipe to compress Fian.

"Kan Lo became ill. We're not on holiday."

Fian turned to Andra for an explanation.

"Why? Confused yes. Mama didn't tell you that we're going on vacation?"

Fian shakes. She remembers last night that mom just told me to get clothes ready. Fian remembered, what mom said last night. Mama said that Fian must prepare to leave this city.Fian had to prepare a rather large number of clothes because he wanted to be moved to another city.

Fian thinks Mama wants to separate him from Arin. That's why Fian asked Mama to be allowed to wait for Arin last night. But why did Andra say he wanted a vacation. Which is true. Fian did not understand.

Fian's body is getting hotter. His head was also getting painful. He doesn't know what happened. He can't remember anything. Suddenly, she felt cold on the bathroom floor.

"Fian, have some tea. Let the stomach warm."

Andra painstakingly compressed Fian's head. He also fed Fian the warm tea and also the porridge that the mother brought earlier.

"Done the porridge. Cepet. Let's get a vacation out of town. You are using all sorts of show. Where to use cold water again.you become sick right."

Andra nagged Fian. But still while feeding as well. Andra always said she wanted a vacation. Fian just kept quiet. Because Fian had no idea what his parents were really up to. Fian just according to everything my mom said last night. Fian did not want to argue . He doesn't want to be a bad boy.

"Have bang, I want to puke."

"Yes, have a drink of tea. Keep taking the medicine. Don't hurt. I heard Arin came home today ."

"Yes bang, he came home with me and he went home."

"How did it hurt."

"The wound in the stomach has dried up. Staying restored."

"So he's traumatized like never before."

"Almost. He did not want to wake up too bang, but Alhamdulillah he was light. I'm excited to be living my life again."

"Thank God. I hope this is the last bad thing for Arin."

"Hopefully the doctor said that if Arin experienced a similar incident once again maybe he will be a severe trauma that is difficult to heal."

"Hopefully. We can only help prayer. We cannot be at all times beside him. May Allah protect Arin everywhere."

"Mother."

Fian closed his eyes. The medicine he was taking started to react. He started to feel sleepy and eventually Fian fell asleep as well.

Andra fixed all the cutlery Fian was wearing. Also a basin and a rag. All he brought to the kitchen.

Andra saw her parents sitting in the living room. Andra approached them.

"Pa, Mama. What exactly are you planning on doing with Fian. Is it true that we're going this time just for the holidays."

"Andra, what the hell are you thinking. It is pure vacation. We haven't been on vacation in a while, have we?"

My mother answered the question you said. Andra looked at her parents in turn. Andra just wants to know if there's something they're hiding or not.

"Andra, what do you mean. It's true we want a vacation. We haven't been out for a long time. Mumpung papa can apply for leave." added papa.

"Now Fian is sick. Are we leaving."

"Definitely so. As planned, we'll be leaving tomorrow afternoon."

"If Fian's condition hasn't improved, we'll leave." Andra objected to the answer papa gave.

"Whatever Fian's circumstances we'll still be leaving. We'll bring our own vehicles." Answer papa firmly.

Papa thinks, everything should not be postponed. Everything he had planned carefully should not fail.

Andra looked at her papa. Andra knew that papa and her mother were hiding something. There's something they're planning either for him or for Fian.

"Pa, Ma.What's the matter."

"Yes pa."

Andra went back to her room. He still felt suspicious of the attitude of his father and mother. She was sure her mommy dad had big plans they had hidden. Moreover, last night he heard his mother allow Fian to wait for Arin in the hospital, even allowing Fian to stay overnight as well.

Both her parents hated Arin. Where could he have given Fian permission. Without any purpose in it. Andra put her body in bed. He's lazy to clean up. He was not excited to go on vacation. Especially seeing the state of Fian who is sick. Suddenly Andra heard Fian's voice screaming. Andra immediately ran to Fian's room.

"Fian what's up."

Fian was already sitting. Sweat drenched his entire face and body. Andra approached Fian.

"Why Fian. You're dreaming."

Fian looked at Andra. Andra approached and felt Fian's body.

"Jeez, your body is so hot."

Fian was silent. He's like a confusion. He was dreaming. The dream that made him scream was very loud. Fian's eyes glazed over. Red face. Probably because of his high body temperature.

Andra hurriedly walked out of Fian's room. He headed to the kitchen to pick up the basin and the washcloth he had used to compress Fian. On the way, Andra met her mother.

"What's up Dra, you're in a hurry."

"Fian's body is very hot ma."

"That's right, it wasn't down."

"Yes, that was. Fian was also sleeping.I think he had a bad dream deh ma. Now his body temperature is up again."

Mama and Andra rushed towards Fian's room. Fian is still in a sitting position.

"Darling, it's so bad. You why. Your body temperature is hot."

"Would we take Fian to the hospital. His body temperature is very high. Andra was afraid something might happen to Fian ma."

"We compress first. Let's see the progress. If two hours are still like this. We'll take it to the hospital."

"Why not now, ma."

"The horror of mother's words. Two hours to go."

"Yes, ma."

"You compress your sister first. Then give him some heat-lowering medicine. Mama's going to the room first."

"Yes ma."

Andra could not argue anymore. Andra compressed Fian's head again. Andra felt like she was looking at Fian. Fian never got sick. His body endurance is strong. But this time he looked weak. And helpless.

"Fian, what do you really feel."

Fian just shut up. He closed his eyes. Her body feels sad. Head hurts. Actually, he felt bad from yesterday. But he did not feel. And maybe it's time for all the diseases to show up.

"Fian let's talk. Don't just shut up. I'm confused. You take medicine again."

"Yes bang."

Fian nodded. He took the medicine provided by Andra. From the beginning if he was sick, Andra always took care of him. Her mother never waited for her. At least look at it for a moment. Fian didn't understand why mom always behaved like that to him.

If Andra is sick. Her mother will be twenty-four hours accompanying her. Sometimes Fian thinks he's his real son. But all this time Fian had never disputed it all. He always enjoyed what was. Don't want to complain because it will be harder to live it.

"Dude."

"Yes why?"

"Gue wants to sleep."

"Sleep. Brother befriend."

"Abang is not tired of taking care of Fian from earlier."

"No. My brother is the only one. Time to take care of your own brother, feeling tired."

"Thank you bang."

"Not to thank me. This is my dear form to you. Don't talk weird."

" Just say thank you for being weird. There's a weird brother."

" Yes Fian. Cepet. Don't hurt me that fuss."

"Yes bang."

Andra fixed the blanket Fian was wearing. Fian closed his eyes. Whether you are asleep or not.

"Gue to my room first huh. If there's anything, scream. Call me just. As usual."

"Yes bang."

Fian replied while closing his eyes. He felt sleepy, but this time he could not sleep. Something's been thinking about him. The dream he had earlier disturbed him greatly. Is this a hunch.

Fian just closed his eyes. He can only surrender. Last night she agreed to all my mother's wishes. He won't back down. He did not want to disappoint his parents. He promised his mother. And he has to keep it. He doesn't know what his parents' plans are. He just follows the path that will happen in his life.

Not Fian gave up, but just wanted to buy time to be able to find out what happened behind the attitude of his parents.

Fian fell asleep too. The medicine is working. This is better for Fian's recovery. He can rest well if he can sleep.

I don't know what kind of life Fian will meet up with up ahead. Fian is ready. If he had to part with Arin, he would be ready. He knows love doesn't have to be. Making parents happy may be more important.

His life belonged to both of his parents. That's Fian's principle. Not that he gave up on the situation. Not that he doesn't want to try. Yang Fian knows whatever we do if in the ridho of parents all will get also ridho of God.

Fian just wanted to make his parents happy. He did not neglect his own happiness. But Fian always thought. Like his parents are still alive he wants to make them smile.

If Arin is his soul mate, he will definitely be united in an unexpected way. And if Arin wasn't his match, as close as he was to Arin, there must be something that would separate them.

Fian slept in peace. His mind had calmed down as he thought well. If he wakes up later, he wants to wake up with a smile of sincerity for both parents.

Papa Mama, Fian is sincere whatever your plan is. Hopefully this is the best way for Fian. What about Fian's parents' second plan. Have a wonderful plan for Fian's life.

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