The End of the Road
Chapter 91's

Fian stepped up with a gontai. It has been a month in Surabaya not the least he got a clue. He's been looking for Sister Ika's whereabouts as per the clue she got. But I haven't met yet. I don't know where the nurse is hiding.

This time Fian got a leak that Sister Ika was in Siloam Surabaya hospital. Fian just went right there. Fortunately, his job was done and his class was off.

And luckily Fian also get vehicle inventory from the company in the form of motorcycles. So Fian can use wherever he wants.

Fian drove his motorcycle to the hospital. Actually she was still hesitant as well because the photo she got was a photo of sister Ika was young. And now twenty years have passed. Whether she could recognize the face of Sister Ika.

But Fian was not desperate. He has to keep moving. Whatever the outcome, he did not think.

In front of Fian Hospital stopped his vehicle. He's looking for a parking spot. According to information Sister Ika worked as the head nurse at the hospital. Fian focused on stepping. He thought about how he could meet Sister Ika. If you directly ask in the information section, whether the officer will tell you. Or he'll have to find it himself.

Because walking while daydreaming, Fian accidentally hit someone.

"Nooh.."

Fian surprised. He hit a woman who was walking in front of him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't intentionally. Is anyone sick."

The woman fell down because Fian was hard enough to hit her.

"Akhs.. Its alright. Just a little surprised."

"Let me help you stand up."

"Thank you, I can do it myself."

The woman tried to get up from her seat. Suddenly fell again.

"Nooh.."

"Why mbak, does anyone get sick. Let me help you."

Fian helped the woman. He was astonished too. Should be in the position of fall there can be no injuries. But Fian just kept quiet and kept helping.

"Does anyone feel sick."

"Eh. Yeah my ass hurts still Mas. Feels a little pain. " The woman grimaced like she was enduring pain.

"Let me drive you to check."

"Eh. no need to. I can do it myself." The woman looks embarrassed. It seemed like the area of pain was embarrassing him.

"It's okay. I have to take responsibility because I hit you."

"Eh, it doesn't have to be . I can do it myself."

The woman was kekeh did not want to be delivered by Fian. Fian was curious. Finally Fian gave up.

"Yes if you don't want to. Again, I'm sorry, ma'am."

"Yes, it's okay. It's also my fault for walking in a hurry. Come on, I'm first."

The woman walked a little. Like holding back pain. Fian felt unbearable. He followed the woman from behind. Walk slowly by giving distance to be invisible.

But suddenly the woman stopped and looked groaning in pain. Fian accelerated the pace of catching up with the woman. Fian couldn't bear to see it.

"Mom, let me help. I see the mama in pain."

"Eh..Is it still following me?"

The woman was surprised to hear Fian's voice behind her.

"I just can't bear to see her Mama grimacing in pain."

"Eh, I'm fine. Ow.."

"That's why complain. Is there a wound?"

The woman looks confused. It's true he's in pain. But he's ashamed to say the same to Fian.

"That's Mas. That's what hurts my ass. I'm a whisper."

Said the woman while looking down. She looks embarrassed. But he was really in pain.

"Let me take you to the check room. Don't be embarrassed."

The woman thought for a moment. He felt ashamed that his illness was a disgusting disease. But he really needs help. He has trouble walking. The wound is painful.

"Okay Mas, thank you in advance.Eh.sorry whose name is. If I could know."

"Oh yeah. I'm Fian."

"Call me Ran.."

They shook hands while mentioning each other's names.

Fian takes on Ran. He feels good about Ran. Although the pain looks trivial but it does feel quite excruciating.

"That's the checking room. Just get here. Thanks very much. Sorry to bother."

"Yes Ran the same."

Ran stood in front of the check room. He waited for his turn to be called. Actually he felt tired, wanting to sit down to rest. But his ass hurts. Feel pain and frown. Of course he can't sit.

From a distance Fian only noticed. He feels so cute. It must hurt and not be able to sit. Fian came back to Ran.

"Roman.."

"Eh.. Mas Fian hasn't left yet."

"You don't sit. But it must hurt to sit."

"Yes Mas. I am confused by my illness. Why is it growing in the back. Hehe.."

"Wait here for a second. I'm out for a second. Eh maybe if used to sit a bit oblique can Ran."

"Yes, I tried it.."

Ran tried to sit slowly. It feels sick indeed. But he also forced. His sitting position was lifted slightly in the affected part. Also pretty. His legs felt sore and finally Ran could rest.

"Well so. I went to the cafeteria first. Wait for me not to go anywhere later if for example it's been my turn to check."

"Eh Mas, what do you want to do."

"Just follow my words. I'm just a minute."

Fian stepped away. He went to the cafeteria. He wanted to buy drinks and a little food. He pityed seeing Ran who looked a little pale and endured the pain.

Not long ago Fian had gotten what he wanted. Two bottles of bottled drinks and also a few bags of snacks. Fian had not seen Ran there. Fian peered into the check room. Although it doesn't look like he's sure Ran is inside. Fian sat waiting. Maybe Ran is still being examined inside. Ran couldn't have gone that fast. Fian squeezed in the hospital cafeteria for a while.

While waiting for Ran to come out of the check room, Fian played his phone. He suddenly remembered Arin. Especially this Sunday night . Usually, the two of them will sit in front of Arin's house with his friends. Fian missed the mood. She misses mom, misses dad and brother Andra.

Fian deliberately did not give any news to them at all. Not the heart of Fian, but Fian promised himself that if he had not met Sister Ika he would not contact his family and friends.

As long as he hasn't found any evidence he'll never come back. That's determination. He has also promised to release Arin. Whether there is evidence or not.

Although his affection for Arin is so great, yet somehow he is afraid to have it. The love that grew since childhood even made him afraid could not make Arin happy. That's why he handed Arin to Bara.

Fian believes in fate, if he wins the match with Arin, he is sure there will definitely be a way for them to stay close.

Because his focus was looking at the photo of Arin, not realizing there was a person sitting in front of her, and from earlier noticed him. A middle-aged woman continued to watch Fian. Fian didn't realize that. Fian still looked at Arin's photo while daydreaming.

Suddenly there were two little children running around and tripping over Fian's leg. Fian surprised.

"Sorry to you. sorry."

"Yes, um."

The two children passed. They both ran away from where Fian was. Fian raised his face. The person in front of Fian was shocked. He hurriedly left. The woman recognized Fian's face and immediately moved away from Fian.

Fian was unaware of all that. He immediately put his phone in. Suddenly though.

"That was like Sister Ika. Uh yeah, not ya."

Fian looked towards the woman leaving. Fian got up and chased after him. Fian ran a little to catch up with him. But he lost track. Fian looked in all directions.

"Where did it go. Go right or left. Straight is not possible. It's still visible."

Fian finally turned left. He continued walking down the hospital corridor. His eyes were watching in all directions. But the woman was not seen either.

Finally Fian gave up. He decided to go back to the check room. He sat back in his place. Waiting for Ran to come out of the check room. However after fifteen minutes of Fian waiting, Fian felt he had waited too long.

"Times haven't come out yet either. It's been an hour like he's inside."

Fian looked at the clock in his hand. It turned out to be four o'clock.

"It's four o'clock. Doctors practice until what time."

Fian looked to the right and left . That place is deserted. No more patients waiting.

"Don't Ran be out. Don't let him go."

The door to the doctor's room opened. A doctor and two sisters came out. Fian hurriedly approached them.

"Sorry Doc asked, There are no patients inside."

"No mas, the last patient was out about twenty minutes ago."

"Oh. Thanks for the info."

The doctor and the nurse left Fian. Fian speechless.

"So it's true Ran was out when I was chasing the woman earlier."

Fian finally left the place. He stepped up with a gontai.

"Yes already. What matters is that I was in charge of delivering him earlier."

Fian finally decided to go home. Maybe tomorrow he'll come back for information. Given that, Fian hurriedly headed for the information room in the loby section. He thought he could ask about Sister Ika there.

"Sorry to ask. What's in this hospital is a nurse named Sister Ika."

The guard turned to look at Fian.

"Sorry, who is it. We can't just give out information about our employees here."

"I'm her brother, I came all the way from Jakarta to find Sister Ika."

"Suster Ika, just got home. That's the guy, the one who walked toward the parking lot."

Suddenly a doctor answered Sister Ika's question. The doctor smiled.

"Thank you Doctor."

Fian immediately ran towards the parking lot. But it was too late for the person, had already advanced his vehicle quickly. It seemed like he realized that someone was chasing him.

"Damn it.. Be late. It's impossible to get caught."

Fian's back in the loby. He saw that the doctor who had given the information was still there talking with his partner. Fian hopes to get information about Sister Ika from the Doctor.

"Sorry my doctor interfered, can I ask."

"Eh you were asking about Sister Ika right. What's the matter with Sister Ika."

"Sorry doctor can I know where the nun lives?"

"Sorry, who you are and what you need to know about sister ika."

The other doctor asked Fian. Fian was confused as to what to answer. Does he have to be honest. It doesn't feel possible.

"I'm a distant relative, I've long lost contact with him. It's been twenty years."

The two doctors looked at each other. Then nod.

"I'm sorry I couldn't provide employee data before giving permission."

"Help me. It's very important to my life." Fian looks desperate. It turns out that it is very difficult to find people who know about the background of the chaos of his life.

The two doctors looked at each other again.

"I'm sorry, I still can't. Please if you want to meet just make an appointment with the officer."

"Maybe Monday Sister Ika will return to work. Please meet on that day. Excuse me."

"All right Doc ."

The two doctors left Fian. Fian stepped gontai towards the parking lot. He wanted to scream loudly. Why is it so hard to find facts with him. He's been trying so far. But they have not yet had meaningful results. It seems like he was being twisted by circumstances. Always meet a dead end.

Fian came home riding his bike at high speed. He hasn't wanted to go home to his boarding house yet. He still wanted to swirl around the city to vent all his feelings.

Adhan Maghrib sounded. Fian stopped his motorcycle at a mosque. He participated in congregational prayers and and also rested in the mosque until the Isya prayer. Fian complained a little about what he experienced to the Creator. Fian told everything he felt to the Khalik. Fian Mamang always looks tough on the outside. But he is fragile too. Only people would never know because Fian could hide what he felt for himself.

Fian holds everything to himself. Even Nando as a friend did not know. Fian never told me. But Nando knew what Fian was feeling. Nando could read from some of the things that had happened during this time. And Nando never asked because he didn't care. But because he thought that Fian would share the story if he wanted to. Although forced in any way Fian will not falter.

After prayers Fian intends to find dinner. His stomach is hungry. But suddenly his chest ached. Something feels like something is stabbing.

"Ouch.ooh.."

Fian held his chest. Feels very tight and painful. Fian leaned against the front wall of the mosque. Fortunately, he had not yet boarded his bike. Fian closed his eyes as he continued to say Istighfar. That's all he can do. He had never felt such pain before.

"Son.nak. Why do you want to."

It turned out that the ustadz saw the incident and approached Fian.

"My chest hurts Ustadz."

Fian was still holding onto his chest

What is it with this pain. He never felt this kind of pain. The ustadz gave a bottle of mineral water to Fian .

"It's in the drink first, son."

"Thank you Mr. ustadz."

Fian drank a little of that water. Now it's been somewhat reduced.

"What to bring to the hospital. Let Udin deliver the boy."

"No need to Ustadz. It'll be better soon."

"Yes well then. If you can tell why, son. I see from the prayer magrib you solemnly pray even after the prayer isya still diligently pray."

Fian looked at the Ustadz. The tightness in his chest had already diminished a little. The pain was not as painful as before either.

What really happened to Fian. Does this have anything to do with what happened with Arin. Or Fian has a disease.

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