The End of the Road
Chapter 35's

It finally happened too

I'm Arin. Why my life became like this. What is my fault, actually? Maybe in my past life I have committed many sins and mistakes. Should I redeem in this life? But why am I living now so bitter. I was wrong if I wanted to be happy. I was wrong if I wanted to laugh. I'm wrong if I want to have friends. Am I wrong if anyone likes me? I never asked to be liked. All I know is arranged the same, the Almighty. All I know is that this is my destiny. I just have to go with my chest. But why do people who claim to love me even hurt me. It is not my fault that I refuse. I have a reason why I rejected them. And I have the right to reject them. Where there is said dear to hurt people in love. So they like to lie. Their love is fake. If it really was dear it wouldn't hurt. They came because of destiny. But why did their presence leave a wound. Why their presence has ruined me. Wh why? Wh why?

But I have to get up. I have to get up. I can't give up just because of them. I have to be strong because of all of that. I don't want to remember Adit anymore. About Omed. I am I. I'm Arin. I have to live by my own strength. I had to forget all the things that hurt me. No. gabe... Adit don't come any closer. No. gabe...Omed don't come any closer. And whoever it is cannot come near. I want to be alone. I don't want to have any more likes. No. I don't believe what love is. I no longer want to deal with love. No one ever said they liked me. Don't. don't. don't. Mother Arin is afraid. Mother please Arin. The Mother....

"Whether...Arina... Astarghfirullah's. Arin why again. The doctor...Doctor." Mother was surprised to see Arin screaming. Mother panic. He immediately pressed the switch button.

Arin is seen opening her eyes to hunt. She cried. Breath gasping. Like running away. Mother tried to hold Arin's body. But Arin dodged.

" Arin's..Want you to realize, son."

"Don't.don't come any closer.don't." Arin kept shouting. This time with eyes open. Mother advanced again to reach Arin's body. But Arin refused.

"Hiks.. Arin's afraid. Don't come any closer." Arin is still hysterical. He got up and sat in the corner of the bed. Mother is getting panicked. Arin doesn't want to be touched by mom. Fortunately, it came soon.

"Why mother?"

Bara and Bram and Bima are present. They ran in waves hearing an alarm from Arin's room.

"Look at yourself Doc, look Arin's conscious." Mother replied with a trembling body while crying. Bima calms Mother. Mommy wants to get close to Arin, but Arin is away, Arin looks scared. Mother is confused what to do. Mother can only cry. Mother sad Arin refused mother.

"Bima please take your mother out first." Bara gave the order. Because he wants to calm Arin down.

"Aryn. Looky here. Look I remember the same I do." Bara tried to approach Arin who was sitting curled up in the corner of the bed. Arin inched more and more to the corner of the bed. Arin scared. Arin shook his head. He just kept saying. " No, no. Don't come any closer. Distant . Lo who. Don't. no. don't." Arin's voice has weakened. Bram just watched from far away.

"Arin remembers me. Arin still remembers not being the same as me, I'm not going to hurt you. Don't be afraid." Bara tries to persuade Arin who still looks scared.

Arin looked at Bara. Without blinking. The look of the frightened eyes fading now live my eyes without any passion of life. His voice is getting weaker. All that was heard was the sound of his stuffing. She kept walking closer to the bed. While Bram has prepared all the possibilities that will happen. Bima had already entered the room.

Arin still looked at Bara without a blink. The bar is also getting closer.

"Hiks.hiks..no. Don't come any closer. Get far.. Don't come near me. Lo who?"

"Arin, look at me. Don't be afraid I won't hurt you. I want to help you. Still remember with me. Remember with him." He pointed towards Bram. Arin looked towards Bram and then towards Bara again. So changeable. Arin shakes. A sign that he has not recognized Bara and Bram. Arin was still frightened.

" Arin don't be afraid of us. Remember the same with both of us. Try ringing again?" Bram says to convince Arin. He tried to distract Arin. But Arin was silent. He said nothing more. Only a sound is heard.

"Don't be afraid anymore. We won't hurt you. Trust me the same. Ok."

Arin remained silent. He looked at Bara with a look that began to dim. This is a chance to get closer. He wants to inject a sedative. Suddenly Arin wakes up and hugs Bara. Arin kissed Bara's lips like before. Bara surprised. Bara's confused. He can't think of anything. He almost fell. Fortunately, his feet were strong. Bram and Bima were surprised. Bram grabs a syringe in Bara's hand and injects it into Arin's. They hold their breath. Arin just briefly kissed Bara. Shortly afterwards Arin falls drooping in the arms of Bara. I was ready if it would happen again . Bara immediately laid Arin's body on the bed. He checked all of Arin's vital organs and organs. Bram helped. While Bima only pay attention because he does not know medical science. After all the examinations were completed the three of them looked at each other. Bara let out a long breath. He was a little relieved to see Arin's already calm state back.

"How is Arin doing." Ask Bima.

"Alhamdulillah is stable. He woke up from his dream. Now he's asleep again. Hopefully after this he can wake up and be conscious." Answer Bara.

Bram and Bima can breathe a sigh of relief.

Bara is unaware that Bram and Bima are looking at her with strange smiles.

"Hey..What's wrong with you two? Why look at me like that. Smiles are not as obvious as that." He looked at his two friends in wonder. Then he saw his own body. Up and then down. Is there something wrong with him. Both of his friends looked at him with strange mimicry.

"He was not aware of Bim. Ahaha.." Bram just kept laughing. Bima too. Bram blinked his eyes at Bima. Bara just looked at Bram and Bima alternately.

"What exactly is it. Why look at me like that. Something is wrong in my body. Don't make a riddle. Don't make me curious." It still looks confused.

"Finally the snow princess drama happened as well. Finally the ice prince kissed as well. Ahaha.." Bram said while hugging Bara.

"How does it feel, man. Ahaha.." Bima seduces Bara. " Uhui. The prince should have kissed. This is even the princess who kissed. Duh who just felt a kiss. "

"Why are you guys. Hm.. " Bara felt embarrassed when remembering the unexpected incident. Suddenly, Arin hugged her. Then kiss her lips. The scene that used to happen, repeated itself. Exact same. And so fast. Even Bara had not noticed it.

From behind the door a pair of eyes watched it all. He looked at the scene with a wounded heart. A drop of tears fell. He hastily removed it. He doesn't want to look sad. It turned out that it was Fian who was peeking in the doorway. So shocked at the scene that had just happened, he was stunned. But he can't do anything. He just resigned. Feeling pain in the chest. "So this is the answer to the anxiety I have felt since. This is the answer to the sense of tightness that was so felt earlier. So this is the reality I have to see. Is this as bitter as it feels? Maybe my destiny is to be just friends. Butno. Arin was unconscious. Maybe it was just spontaneity. Because the one closest to him was only the Bara Doctor. No, he's my Arin. No one can take my Arin. But earlier. It's all happened." Fian is still a monologue himself.

"Fian what's wrong?" Fian surprised. It turns out that Mother noticed Fian's behavior.

"There is nothing bund, Arin again is being treated Bara Doctor.Hopefully Arin is fine.And will soon wake up." Said Fian slowly. His heart is still broken. Her feelings are still uncertain.She approached the mother and sat next to the mother. Eyes closed. His head was slung against the wall. He took a very long breath. Slightly reduced the tightness in his chest.

"Fian why are you? Go home when you are sleepy. You must be tired. From yesterday accompany mother here."

"Yes bund in a minute. After dawn." Fian replied with his eyes closed.

Door opens. Bara, Bram and Bima are out. Mother got up from her seat.

"Doctor, How is Arin. Is he conscious?" Ask the mother impatiently.

"Thank God Arin's condition is stable. Hopefully after the effects of the medicine run out he'll wake up soon." Bara Speak calms Mother.

"Amen. Mother is happy to hear it."

Fian just shut up. He looked at Bara with a dislike feeling. There was jealousy in Fian's heart.

"Fian, Arin's gonna wake up. Thank goodness for Fian. You're listening to this news." Mother approached Fian and shook Fian's arm.

"Yes mother, Fian was happy to hear this news. Mother is also. Now you can't be sad anymore. Mommy should smile when you see Arin consciously ." Fian clasped Mother's hand. He was happy to hear the news. Although his heart still hurt, but treated with the news. Fian must be able to side his ego. All for the sake of Arin's recovery.

"Mother,Fian. Excuse me first. Adzan is dawn. We're gonna take a break. Mother also rest. Don't change a sick mother."

"Yes Doctor, thank you very much. Are we allowed to enter Arin's room?"

"Sama-sama mother, this is our duty, please if you want to enter, let's mother, Fian we excuse you first." Bara Saying. Bram and Bima just nodded at Mother and Fian.

After all the doctors moved away, Mother and Fian entered Arin's room.

"Fian, you want to pray first. What are you praying in Mushola here?"

"In mushola aja bun, all buy breakfast for mother. Fian still wants to wait until Arin realizes, can you bun?"

"Of course you can, you're like family to mom, Fian. So don't look at the mother."

After seeing Arin for a while, Fian pamit went to the mosque to perform the dawn prayer. Mother praying in the room. Finish praying mother asleep. Mother is very tired and sleepy. Semalem Arin has been delirious several times. Mother can't rest. Finally fell asleep on the couch.

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Bara headed to his room, while Bram and Bima had gone home after the dawn prayer in the mosque. Working hours are not over. That's why he hasn't come home. And it looks like he won't be coming home again this time.

Bara threw himself in the bed in his room. He had to think how to get Arin to wake up quickly and also because of the idea of Bram being very silly. Last night Arin was delirious. Not as usual. Arin's brain is being reworked all the events he's ever experienced. An event that makes it what it is today. He closed his eyes to sleep for a moment. To rest his very tired body. But it's hard. Eyes closed, but lips smiling. Still clearly reflected in the eye. Happened an hour ago. The incident that made a strange feeling grow in his heart. His heart was beating faster than usual. He has been reunited with the girl who has disturbed his heart. The taste that has grown since five years ago, now began to bloom again. Will spring like the desire of the heart. Will they share the same taste. Will the puja have the same taste. Will they be united in a bond of love. Will Arin be able to accept Bara. Or even getting closer to Fian.

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