The End of the Road
Chapter 48's

Smile Arin

Day went by night. Bara gave the code to Bram. According to what they had planned. Bram nodded. Bram approached her and whispered.

"Mother, eat out with us. Mother hasn't had dinner yet."

Bram said to Mother slowly so that Arin would not hear their words. He wants to take the mother out because Bara will start the treatment they plan. Actually this is Bram's job, but because Arin is seen more comfortable with Bara, finally they agree Bara alone treat Arin. If Bara doesn't make it, Bram will intervene.

"What about Arin. Was he left alone. Don't you need to. You're the only ones eating. I can't leave her Arin alone. If there was a Fian, it would have been him who accompanied."

Bara ,Bram and Bima look at each other to hear the words of mother even slowly. Fian again and Fian again. Not dislike the same Fian, only what they have in mind when Bara can enter the life of Arin. If there's always Fian right next to Arin. So you also rely on Fian. Thought the three of them.

"Bara will stay here mother. I'd like to check on Arin's health condition." Answer Bima slowly too.

"I was helping the nurse. Mother don't worry." Add Bara.

"That's not what I mean. Then okay I want to." Mother said finally. Mother felt bad to hear Bara's answer. He must believe in Bara. And also feel hungry.

"Arin, we invite the mother to eat out, yes, the mother sat right here. Let's take a look out for a minute."

Bram is approaching Arin.

"Yes, Doctor, please. But what's not a hassle." Answer Arin.

"Of course not, take it easy later we put in the hospital fee bill." Arin wants to protest.

"No... No. gabe. Bima is just kidding. Bima was happy to joke Arin. Do not be afraid of us who treat you. As a gift because you have given birth to a child as sweet as you." Bram to calm Arin.

"All right, Doctor. Titip mama ya." Arin was willing to hold the real mother. But hearing Bram Arin's reply was relieved. Arin kasian if you really charged the hospital fee bill.

The three of them finally went to dinner outside the hospital environment. Giving time to Bara to explore the real state of Arin.

Bram and Bima are very understanding. They gave Bara a chance to talk to both of them. While diving drink water. Treating while approaching as well. Very good mode.

It was quite late at night.time showed nine o'clock at night. But Bara wants to take Arin out just to see the atmosphere outside the room by using a wheelchair. All of you want to know the condition of Arin's wounds how if made to walk. Bara brought Arin just in front of the room.

"How does it hurt to sit like this? "Ask Bara while pushing a wheelchair.

"No, Doctor." Answer Arin short.

Stop near the waiting chair. It's already night. So he didn't want to take Arin too far.

"Here we go, tomorrow morning we can take a walk in the park."

Arin was silent. He took a deep breath. There's still tightness in the chest. But Arin should be able to hide all this.

"Sir Doctor, I can go home tomorrow. I don't feel at the hospital." She looked at the doctor who was squatting in front of her.

" Where are people who feel at home for a long time in the hospital. Not certainly. But if you keep smiling like this you can go home soon."

"That's it, but if I smile to myself in people's minds, I'm crazy Doc."

"Haha.. You could have. Smile, not alone. Smile with me." Saying slowly. He hesitated a little to say those words.

Arin was silent again. He shifted his eyes.

"The doctor is not looking for parents. These days the doctor is always in the hospital."

"Of course I have the same permission as my parents. It's an emergency. Not every day either."

"Oh so. Great doctor yes. Not sleeping, not resting."

"Hahaha, that's what you said. I am still an ordinary man. Still got drowsiness and tired. I also need a break." Bara smiled at Arin's words. Arin already wants to talk a lot. has been able to express his opinion. I saw the clock he was wearing. The night is getting late.

"Now it's night, let's go back to the room. Tomorrow morning we will walk to the park. To make it look more beautiful and definitely the air is fresher. Now rest first." Bara. The night is getting colder as well.

She pushed the wheelchair back into the room. Until the room she helped Arin up to the bed.

"No need, Doctor, I can do it myself."Arin refused subtly. He felt he could do it himself. And also he felt ashamed of the same Bara. If it must be carried Bara.

Mother has not returned. Either Bram and Bima bring the mother to eat where. Maybe a little far from the hospital. It's been almost an hour they haven't come back. Bara had not dared to invite Arin to speak too deeply. Afraid Arin will be in shock again. Arin was back in bed. I tidied up Arin's blanket.

"Now sleep. The day is late. Do not forget to pray, may you wake up in a happy mood tomorrow morning. So that afternoon can go home.

Ok .. Ari."

Arin nodded. He closed his eyes. But not asleep. Arin is embarrassed by Bara who always keeps him from yesterday. Bara hasn't moved yet. I was waiting for Arin to fall asleep. But Arin hasn't slept yet. Although his eyes closed but Arin has not really slept.

"Sorry, Doctor, I'm not going back to the doctor's office." Arin was astonished. Bara hasn't left yet.

Confused as to what to answer. He wants to start fishing for Arin's mental state. But I haven't found the right words. Want to talk but Bara is confused about where to start.

"Waiting for you to go to sleep, I just got back. Remember Arin, think positive. Everybody loves you. Don't think of the few who have ever done you any harm. Forgive them. Because by forgiving we will feel relieved."

Arin was silent to hear Bara's words. He was digesting what Bara had just said. Arin began to think. Arin has forgiven. But I can't forget .The pain he felt could not be described. His heart felt so painful and painful. His chest felt tight again. Bara noticed the look on Arin's face. Bara knows that Arin is holding something back, holding everything he feels.

"Arin, take a deep breath. exhale. Pull again, exhale again. If you remember the past that hurt you. Hang in. Beersighfar. If your chest feels tight. Breathe out repeatedly until you feel relieved. Say in your heart that Arin is strong.. Arin strong. Arin won't fall with just that."

Bara. He noticed Arin's body language. Bara knows, Arin's soul is turbulent to withstand all the pain in nature. I intentionally waited for that moment. Because he believes Arin will definitely return hurt. Especially when he is like this. Bara knew Arin was going to experience this. The phase where he was alone and that memory would definitely appear suddenly.

Arin wants to cry. Arin wanted to scream. But he could stand. His chest is getting painful. Breath feels tight.

"Cry if you want to cry. Yell out. Take out all the burdens you feel. I'm ready to listen to what you want to complain about. Crying is not because you are a crybaby. Complaining is not because you are not grateful. There are times when a man is at a point where he feels tired of the life he is facing."

Arin just shut up. Bara knows that Arin is holding back everything he feels. Bara knows that Arin is feeling depressed. Arin looked at Bara. Suddenly Arin. She cried.

"Don't hold it. It makes you feel even more sick. Let go of it."

Arin's getting more and more excited. His crying sounded louder. Fortunately, I told you to come out. Bram had deliberately brought the mother out so that Bara could freely talk with Arin. This is the purpose . So that when Arin cries Mother does not see it. Kasian mother if you know the true state of Arin.

"A.kit. sa.kit. Sa..kit... "

"scream. Let go of all the burdens you feel."

"Babeekkhhh. sa.kit. Sa.kit."

"May hit me. Can kick me. Explain what you feel. Do what you want."

Arin's cry began to weaken. Only his mouthfuls are still heard. It should have been over this Arin fainted. Bara is still waiting. Bara observes Arin's body language. And sure enough Arin fainted again. But Bara is ready. Luckily Arin was in bed. So it's not dangerous for him.

The coals gave Arin eucalyptus oil both his feet and his cold hands. Bara first called the sisters to help him. He does not want to touch Arin's body other than the one seen, so he calls the sisters to help him apply eucalyptus oil all over his cold body.

Bara accidentally doesn't give Arin any more tranquilizers. Bara wants to train Arin to control all the feelings that arise when he feels down. Because according to Bara, the problem is not to be avoided but to be faced. Let Arin stand up to everything. Let Arin get stronger.

It wasn't long before Arin was conscious of his stupor. This time he fainted for a while. It means there is progress.

"Arin is awake, thank goodness."

"I'm why else Doc, why do I feel a little dizzy."

"You fainted again just now. You haven't taken your medicine, have you? Now take the medicine first assisted by the nurse. Then you go back to sleep. It's so late."

Arin just shut up. He's feeling a little dizzy. Arin looked around. He didn't see mom.

"Mother where Doc? Kok no "He certainly wants to sleep with his mother. He doesn't remember what he just experienced.

"Mother is coming soon. He was eating with Dr. Bram and Bima."

Not long after that, the door was knocked. And it turns out that the mother who came with Bram and Bima.

" We are full. I'm wrapping it up for you. Kasian you'll starve." Bima handed over the food parcel to Bara. I am hungry too. He had not eaten at home.

"Thank's, I'm a real laper. Arin wants. How about we eat together?" Bara offered the food he held.

Arin. Actually he wants to but is ashamed.

"Not to be ashamed. It's two packs, we bought for both of you."

Arin smiled and he nodded. Everyone laughs. Rejeki not to be rejected.

"You eat alone or are bribed. Let the Bara doctor bribe you." Bima asked teasing Arin.

"Bet alone to eat Doc." Reply Arin timidly.

"Here help me." Mother prepares the food that will be eaten by Arin.

"Then we go back to the room. Arin you eat a lot. And inget if you keep smiling tomorrow you go home." Bara Saying.

"Mother, Arin the three of us are back in our room. If you feel sad, eat chocolate from Aa Bima. It must be sad to be gone. Ok. agreed." Everyone laughs. Arin just smiled. Bara, Bram and Bima came out of the room. Arin continues to eat. He eats with gourmand. Probably hungry from crying and screaming. But Arin has not remembered the events that just happened. Nowadays it is important to eat and eat. Especially free food. Because the free food was delicious.

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Fian was very agitated. He can't sleep. He wants to know about Arin. Whether Arin is stable or not. Actually, he didn't want to go home. But since Arin forced her, that's why she came home. Arin threatens not to know Fian again if Fian does not come home. Because Arin knows Fian will definitely be in his mother's tirade if he stays in the hospital. It's actually the same. Home or not sure to get scolded too. All the things that Fian had to do with Arin would have been a problem. I don't know what possessed Fian's mother to hate Arin's family so much. I hope the mystery will be revealed soon.

Fian doesn't know what to do. Fian felt wrong. Going away definitely doesn't get permission. He felt guilty for his mother. Not going but wanting to know Arin's situation. Want to call Arin afraid of interrupting Arin's break. Eventually he just rolled around on the bed.

Stupefied wrong. Snorep. Fian was upset by himself. Finally he got up and left the room. Fian's headed for Andra's room.

Tok.tok.

"Abang, Fian's coming in." Andra's room door was unlocked. Fian opened the door and just walked in. Andra was not seen in the room. But the phone is there. There was the sound of water gurgling from the bathroom. Andra was in the bathroom again.

Fian saw Andra's phone ringing. He saw who called. Fian is not familiar. But Fian was surprised. He saw Andra's phone wallpaper. It turned out to be a photo of Arin and Andra as a child. Fian then thought. He knew his brother liked Arin. But whether to make the photo Arin as the wallpaper of his phone. Not wrong, but Andra knows that Fian also likes Arin.

The bathroom door is open. Andra's out. Fian hurriedly put down Andra's phone.

"Your phone is ringing. Someone called me."

Andra's surprised. Andra looked at Fian. Andra was sure Fian must have seen the wallpaper of his phone.

"From who?"

"Ga knows. Don't know me, and it's not important either." Fian replied a little cynically.

Andra looked at Fian. Andra knew that Fian was looking at her phone wallpaper.

"Lo why? Pout so. Ugly knows. But it was ugly from the sonna. Haha..." Andra tried to joke around to melt the atmosphere. He knew Fian was angry.

"Ga nothing."

"Kok sewot so."

"Bang, why is the wallpaper Arin's photo the same lo?"

"What indeed. You are jealous yes. Haha... Just chill. I won't take Arin from you."

"So then, why the wall is a picture of you two?"

"Jeez Fian. It's not both. I want to open. This is a picture of the three of us. You don't remember this photo. I won't take Arin from you. Lo my sister. I'm not that stupid to destroy our relationship"

Andra hush. He likes Arin though. He'll give up on Fian. Let her sister get Arin.

Fian was silent too. He looked at Andra. It is true that Andra has never shown an attitude towards Arin. Andra even always said that Arin would be his sister.

"Thank you bang. Sorry Fian accused brother."

"Yes it's okay. I am relaxed. I also hope Arin and you can unite."

"Amin bang's. Thank you for helping me all this time."

Fian approached Andra and wanted to hug her. Andra avoid.

"You want what lo? Lebays. Don't hug any hugs, rich Teletubbies alone."

They both laughed. Laughter Andra and Fian. Andra who had to give up for Fian.Dan Fian who had to give up for mama's sake. Both of them feel pain.they both give up for the happiness of others. True love does not have to be. Simply see the people they love happy. Let this heart be broken as long as the one we love is happy.

Your love is that big Fian, Andra. May you always have the happiness of another love. Keep up the spirit for you.

Seriate.

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