
Memories of the past
The room was empty only Rama was waiting. He was also cursed. Because it was not able to bear Rama finally fell asleep too. Arin is still loyal to his dream world. He's not getting up yet. Still happy in his comfortable world. Still with all his delusions. A lot of things he's been through. Many things made him reluctant to wake up. Maybe because she never expressed her feelings, so she felt depressed . Maybe here is the point of saturation in his life. Don't blame Arin for not waking up. Because it was a trial of his life that was too heavy for him to go through. People can only comment, they can only judge, they never experience themselves. Even many people who blaspheme. He said too thought out. Because they only see from the outside. They did not experience the incident themselves. They do not know how they feel. Once in a while think of it as an object of suffering so that they know the taste.
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Bara has arrived home. His body and brain are tired. He went straight to the bathroom . Soaking with warm water is the right choice to reduce fatigue . Added to aromatherapy. Relaxing his body and mind. Indeed some days his mind is focused on Arin's health case. He just started working. But the case he handled made him have to think extra. It's been an hour of soaking. He thought enough. He's out of the bathroom. When he looked at the bed, he was surprised to see that Mama was already sitting there. There must be something her mother wanted to say.
"Mama, I'm here to shock you. When in. It wasn't the key bara door. What's up Ma. I want to be the same as me. Sorry Ma, some days are busy. There are patients to deal with. Just change clothes first." Bara walked to the closet and took a change of clothes. And go back to the bathroom. She was embarrassed to have to change clothes in front of her mom. Mama looked around. Bara's room is so neat even though he's a boy. Bara had changed clothes and approached her and sat down next to her.
"Yes,Nak . Miss kangen . Just started working so busy . Until Mama is forgotten."
"Don't forget Ma, but there are patients with special treatment."
"You've just come home from abroad . Why not take a little time off? I miss you dear."
" Later Bara will take a special time for her beloved Mama. ok" Bara kissed her Mama's hand.
"Yes, my mother came out, and you went to sleep. It's night. Take care of your health, son."
"Of course Ma. Sorry, Mom slept too. My mom takes care of my health."
"Sure dong. Mama still wants to take grandchildren away from you."
"Yes Mama. God willing, I will give you the grandchild that you asked for. But you have to be patient. Can't be instant."
"Haha..Yes, Mama knows. My mom went back to the room. Go to sleep . It's the night."
"Ready Ma."
Mama is out. Closing the door and locking it. He took the cell phone he had put on the table. Bara put herself in bed playing with her cell phone. "Is this fate, the girl I helped turned out to be Arin. My first kiss he's taken." Bara touched her lips. He smiled in light of what happened five years ago. An ABG girl suddenly kissed her lips. He was surprised but he did not dodge because he saw the condition of the girl who was so sad. Open the cell phone gallery. He looked at the photos. He remembers five years ago he once took a picture of the girl. In the way he took a picture five years ago. It turns out there's still. It is fitting that he felt familiar when he met Arin for the first time in the hospital. It was fitting that he felt there was something else when Arin fainted in his arms. It turns out the same girl. Three times with Arin. He was always in a miserable state. Maybe this is a mate, he was sent by God to help the girl. Hopefully this time he managed to also save Arin's life like before. Yawning . She's tired. She was already unable to endure her drowsiness.At last Bara fell asleep with all thoughts about Arin.
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A bright morning. Everyone has their own routine. A morning full of hope and enthusiasm to celebrate a beautiful day. No exception Fian. Semalem came home from the hospital, he pondered. He realized that he had not been a good friend. He recalled the events five years ago . Where is the devastated Arin who feels no self-respect. Arin is accused of seducing Adit, even though he is the victim. And all because of her mother. Why did her mother not like Arin. What's wrong, Arin. Is there any other reason that has happened in the past. From small big Fian with Arin. As he remembered, only that incident had a connection between his mother and Arin. But there Arin is the victim, Why is she the one who was blamed by her mother. It happened three years ago because of my mom. Arin has always been a victim of injustice from her mother. He feels partly responsible for everything that happens to Arin including Arin's recovery. He's determined to help her until Arin is cured. Fian remembered what happened five years ago. How for six months Arin did not dare to go out of the house. All that time he was just sitting in the room. Not going out of the room. Go out to the bathroom. Eat him in the room. Not interacting with anyone. He didn't want to say anything, but fortunately he still wanted to eat. So that his body still gets intake, even though it must be forced by the mother. She remembers every day secretly visiting Arin's house. Seeing Arin through the window. Both Nando he always monitor the condition of his best friend. He still clearly remembered those times.
The Flashback
Five years ago
Tok.dok. Fian knocked on Arin's room window. There is a small hole under the window . Fian and Nando peek inside. Arin sat on the floor.
Tok.tok.tok.fian knocked again. Although during the day Arin's room window remained closed. Arin doesn't want anyone to see him. Arin wouldn't open the window if there were people.
"Whether...Arina...Arina.."
Fian and Nando called Arin in turn. There's no answer. But they are not desperate.
"Arn ...Arina... Arins. Open the window dong. I have a flower. Remember you like to pick on the edge of times. Let's go there again. But no need to ding. I've been picking up specifically for you."
Fian is not desperate . He continued to persuade Arin. Every day he came up with all sorts of stuff they had played with. Just to remind them of their good memories. Arin was still locked up in his room. The teachers had also persuaded Arin. Many sympathized with him. But he still did not want to leave the house. Don't leave the house, open the window he won't. Except at night. He'll open the window wide. He was happy to see the stars that were always shining. He was happy to see the moon hanging in the sky. Only that could amuse him all this time. Even Arin never sleeps all night because if he sleeps, he will remember the incident again. He would be delirious and yell hysterically. It happened for four months. During that time Arin lived with his own world. Father and mother could only look at Arin with a sad look. Already all things and efforts are made to restore the former Arin . But it hasn't shown any results at all. They all almost felt desperate. Fortunately there are Fian and Nando who always encourage.Tendally they both persuade and comfort Arin. They both never get tired.
And by the fifth month Arin had begun to open himself, he was willing to open the window. due to the persuasion of Fian and Nando who never gave up. Until one day when Fian came knocking on the window.
Tok.dok-a.tok. No waiting for the window to open. Arin looked at his head.
"There's a Fian. "
"Hi Arin's. What are?" Fian greeted Arin gently. He smiled happily to see Arin open the window.
"Gue wants a flower. You bring it." Arin replied with a shy look. But this has shown progress.
"I'm sure I brought it specifically for you. Is that Ndo?" Fian handed a flower to Arin. Nando just smiled and nodded.
"Thank you Fian and Nando." After receiving flowers from Fian, Arin immediately closed the window. He's still embarrassed. This lasted for a few days. And the next week when Fian came again, the window was no longer closed. The window is wide open. No need to knock again.
"Wheel..Arina.."
"Yes Fian." Not waiting for long, this time Arin immediately replied and was not down anymore. He had dared to stare at his interlocutor even if only for a moment.
"Thank you Fian." Arin received the flowers with a smile and already looked happy.
"Wanna talk to us under a guava tree?" Fian tried to get Arin out of the house. Arin shakes. "Yes already, it's okay. Let's just talk here." Fian and Nando patiently serve all of Arin's will.
And it lasted a month. Arin just wants to talk through the window. Father and mother are certainly happy with this progress. Arin was about to open up again. Even if only in the home environment.
A month later Arin was out of the room. We ate together in the dining room. I want to talk to Rama and Nia. He dared to ask for something he wanted. He can laugh even though he is still stiff.
This time Fian and Nando came and it was no longer through the window. It's coming in through the front door. Arin was willing to meet and accompany them to talk on the porch of the house. Arin has made a lot of progress . All thanks to the efforts of those closest to him. Fian and Nando who never gave up persuading and comforting Arin.
In the sixth month, Arin was going to school.
"Fian, Nando help me yeah, cave misses a lot of lessons."
"Sure dong, later I pinjemin all my books to lo and lessons that you do not understand later I help explain." Fian said excitedly.
"Who can?" Arin asked quietly, Because as far as he was before Fian was not so smart.
"Hehehe.." Fian just laughed."You can mock me."
"Not ridiculing but you used to be no pinter."
"Haha...." Nando laughed a lot. He knows for sure who Fian is really mediocre. It was Arin who always helped Fian.
"Why laugh. Now I am different. We'll prove it." Said Fian patting his chest arrogantly.
"Haha..." Arin laughed at Fian's behavior.
"Company now." Nando smiled. He knew lately that Fian had learned to die because there were no more friends asked for help since Arin was sick. Fian and Nando were so grateful that Arin was able to laugh again. Arin does not repeat the semester because Arin is a smart boy. All the lessons are assisted by the teachers and their friends. Arin could get up again by then. I can come back cheerful. But there is something different. Since then Arin so often daydream if alone. Fian who always pay attention to Arin knows very well the habits of Arin. Hence Fian and Nando always accompany Arin wherever and whenever they can. But they don't know that Arin is good at hiding his feelings. At least in front of the Arin people looks ordinary. And Fian knows it .
Flashback off
Fian took a deep breath. This time he was determined to be able to restore Arin's consciousness. His brain thought hard in what way he would wake Arin up.
"Woii, daydream a boy, why." Andra was suddenly in her room. "Lo ga college?"
"Eh yes . It was noon. Take a shower first. " Fian woke up from his sleep.
"I want it for a while. Is Arin sick? In the care again?"
"Yes bang, it's been four days. The Sari Asih hospital. "
" It's been four days? And you just said it now? It's very much lo. Arin also met me. "
"Sorry, I forgot and you go home the night away. When do we meet try,? You know who it is?"
"Mama said that."
"Mama? Know who it is from? Or maybe Aunt Mia who . Oh yes yesterday Aunt Mia said call Mama. How did Mama bang react?"
"Know for yourself what your attitude towards Arin is. Yesterday aja. Maybe it's not time for Mama to get guidance."
"Pea lo bang. Mama herself lo katain so. Should pray that Mama will open her heart soon."
" Yes, don't tell me that. When are you going to the hospital? How's Arin doing?"
"Later noon after college. Why indeed? Arin's condition is still not awake. I take a shower, Sono is out." Fian pushed Andra's body out of the room. He was bad luck. Too late reminiscing about the past makes Fian forget time. The past is so sad. He had to refresh his brain in order to think clearly.
"Fian wait for me yes I'm coming." Andra shouted from outside. Fian just shut up.
"Can do it alone."
No sound from Andra. Fian headed to the bathroom and took a quick shower because it was already noon. He should be prepared to do his activities as a student. He must go to college and pursue his ideals and love. Congratulations on Fian. Rivalmu. Don't be discouraged.
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