The End of the Road
Chapter 84's

Fian poured the juice into the two glasses that Arin brought earlier. Then he handed one glass to Arin. The one he drank until it ran out. Fian was thirsty.

Hot atmosphere especially after traveling, must be very delicious to drink cold and fresh juice.

Arin received Fian's gift. But he did not drink it straight away. He just looked at the glass. Suddenly Arin smiled. Face reddened. I don't know what Arin is thinking.

Fian only noticed Arin's attitude. He saw what Arin was doing. Fian thought Arin must be remembering something beautiful. It was visible from his smile and his reddened face.

"Aryn..."

Arin just shut up. He didn't hear Fian's call. Fian called again. This time, he patted Arin's hand.

"Aryn..."

"Eh..."

Arin surprised. Almost the glass he was holding fell. Good thing Fian sprightly. He catches the glass as Arin wakes up.

"Good to fall.. " Said Arin who felt surprised.

"Lo thought what the hell. Smile at yourself like crazy."

"Who said."

Arin's face was flushed again. She felt ashamed. Fian's perplexity is daydreaming a no-no.

"In the first drink the juice. the hunt is not cold anymore. It's not fresh anymore."

"Eh yes.."

Arin drank the juice. His throat feels cold. Very fresh in a hot drink.

"Drink like a child."

Tau-tau Fian was already nearby. And suddenly also Fian kissed his lips that were smeared with juice. Not just kissing. Fian also ******* Arin lips. Arin surprised. He was still glued. He was really surprised. But he remained silent. Fian is still******* Arin lips with full tenderness. Long-time Arin looks to enjoy and even reciprocate the treatment of Fian.

They kissed long enough. Suddenly, a rock hit the bamboo tree. They let go of their kisses. They both look at each other. Arin. She felt ashamed.

"Sorry.." Fian lirih.

"For what.." Arin replied slowly. He didn't realize what had just happened. Arin still felt the sensation of the kiss earlier Her chest was still pounding. He was sure that his face must be very red. Arin was embarrassed. It could be this afternoon in the yard she's kissing. What if someone sees. There will definitely be rumors that will shake the world .

"Sorry .." Said Fian again. "Your lips are sweet. Sorry if I wanted to taste it."

Arin is getting down. He was more and more embarrassed to hear Fian's words. There was fear, shame and happiness mixed in.

"Hm.. It's okay Fian."

Arin was still down as well.

"Elo anyway. Drink like a child. Spots in the mouth. It will be redundant if on a rag with a tissue. It's a pity that the freshness of mango juice that you make hard just thrown away."

"Ikh that mode."

Arin patted Fian's shoulder very hard.

"Pooh. sick tau. It's the same with Aa Fian."

"Elo the hell. Bummer.."

"But like it. I want to go again.."

Arin just shut up. He looked around. What sound did yes. It was like someone threw a stone. Arin was afraid of the father or mother who saw the scene.

"Fians.."

"Hem..yeah.Why?" Fian looked at Arin.

"What sound was that. Like someone deliberately threw a rock."

"Yes indeed. Rama did it. Look at the yard door. There's a father and a mother. Maybe Rama reminded us of us on purpose."

"Oh.." Arin. " Uh.. Fortunately, it's not the same father who saw. Oh, and nyosor."

Arin hits Fian again. This time it was hard.

"Kok me. Elo enjoyed it too."

"Dihh. where is there."

"Lo's face is red. Signs true. Ahaha.."

"They.. Fiiaann..."

"Hahaha.shame but want to.. Ahaha.."

"Fians.. Ikh males. Keep on temptation.."

"Yes yes . Not so good anymore..."

They throw taunts at each other. It was their custom to meet. There must be something that makes them tick at each other. Suddenly Fian and Arin fell silent at the same time. I don't know what's on their minds. They wander with their own minds. Fian was at a loss as to what to say for this farewell. He didn't want to make Arin sad. He should be able to pick the right words that don't hurt Arin. But it also implies that she loves Arin too.

Fian was really confused. Fian thinks it's better not to say goodbye. She must not be able to see Arin sad. Fian looked at the watch on his left hand. It's five o'clock. Time to stay a little while longer. He will be picked up after that. Fian should be able to make the most of this little time.

Suddenly Fian held both hands of Arin. Of course Arin was surprised. Arin looked at Fian. Fian looked at Arin. They both looked at each other. Meaningful. Full-on wounds. In Fian's eyes implied so many wounds he was holding. So did Arin.

Arin felt Fian was acting strange today. But he didn't want to ask. He did not want to hear an answer that could hurt his heart and would definitely hurt Fian as well.

"Fians.."

"Aryn.."

"Ehh.."

"Ehh.."

"Haha.."

"Haha.."

"Why is it always the same.."

"Lo's following me.."

The two of them finally laughed together. All the things that you want to say. Out of their mouths simultaneously.

"Yes, you were Fian."

"Lo was Rin.. I'm okay lately."

"Dih. I'm not important. I'm just saying, I peed.."

"Diih pe a. Dah sono hunted to the bathroom. If you wet the bed, I deket the same lo. The smell of Pee."

"Wait a minute, I peed first."

Arin got up from his seat. He walked into the house. Actually, he didn't really want to pee. Just don't know how she feels about feeling something different about Fian.

In the bathroom, Arin let go of everything he had withheld from earlier. Suddenly, tears came out without her knowing.

"Eh. Why do I feel bad yes.From that pounding on. But it doesn't feel comfortable like this. I hope it's not a bad feeling."

Arin washed his face. Don't get caught crying. He returned to the courtyard where Fian was.

"Uda.."

"Uda.."

"Yes, sit down again. Why stand there."

"Fians.."

"Lo ain't mad at old mama here since. There's gotta be a report that's the same nyokap lo."

"It can't be if you don't have to talk about your mom. Here is just us. No need to talk about anyone else."

Fian looked at Arin intensely. Because right now he just wants to focus on Arin.it's time to stay another hour.

"Yes, yeah.."

Fian held both of Arin's hands and grasped them very tightly. Arin looked at Fian clingy.

"Why...?"

Fian shakes. He was no longer able to speak. He was afraid that his defense would collapse. Fian did decide not to tell Arin that he would go far.

"Wheel.. "

Arin looked at Fian. Arin did not understand why Fian had become so serious. Fian always asked her to argue. Fian always invites him to war arguments. It's always a bulian war. This is what it really is.

"Wheel.. You have to take care of your health."

"Heh. What is this Fian. Lo why the hell. It's weird.."

"Kan Lo really likes to be bored. Remember it can't hurt anymore."

"It hurts who loves God. We can only try."

"Yes, you know Arin.." Fian was very anxious to hear Arin's reply. It was very desirable for him to pull Arin in his arms. But he was afraid that suddenly his father or mother saw them. Finally Fian just pinched Arin's nose hard.

"Fian's Pain.. Wicked ikh..It must be red."

"Hahaha.yes it's red like a guava.."

"Lo mah is so like me.."

"Lo nyebelin"

"Where is. I'm sweet like this."

"Sweet from where. There's gonna be ants in the pit."

"The ants don't dare to poke me.."

"Sok iye's.. Haha..."

They both laughed loudly. From inside the house Rama just shook his head. No wonder he saw all of this. Because indeed every time the two of them met would always be very crowded.

"Eh, it's afternoon. Look Arin the twilight light has begun to appear. Such a beautiful orange color. Even if only for a moment, twilight always gives a beautiful impression. Like us. Like our friendship. Our friendship will always be beautiful."

Fian took his phone. Then blame the camera.

" We selfie yuk.. The atmosphere is very beautiful. Set in the twilight sky that began to fade."

Arin just complies. Several times Fian took photos of the two of them. It was a twilight setting that did look very charming that afternoon. The clear sky is also very supportive. Orange and sun color that will soon drown will add to the atmosphere to become more syahdu.

Suddenly Fian hugged Arin so tightly. Arin surprised. But he's quiet. Arin just followed what Fian did. I don't know why he didn't want to refuse like he always did. He's just enjoying what Fian's treatment is today. He had a feeling that Fian was leaving him. And Arin just kept quiet. He didn't want to ask.

Arin realizes that his relationship with Fian will never get the blessing of Fian's parents. So Arin was resigned if at any time Fian left.

The friendship he's had so far, might just run aground. Arin can only stop. All for the common good.

"Thank you. I'm going home.."

Fian rubbed Arin's head feelingly. He quickly looked away. He did not want to look sad in front of Arin.

Arin just shut up. He didn't want to say anything. He was sure that one word said, his defense must have collapsed.

Fian stepped away. He no longer wants to look. He kept walking towards his motorbike in the parking lot. Fian turned on his motor and immediately ran it quickly. He did not dare to look again. He was afraid he would change his mind.

Fian hastened the pace of his bike.He must arrive home soon. Mama must have waited.

And sure enough as soon as she got home, mama was already at the door.

"You go home once a day."

"Sorry ma.."

Fian kissed Mom's hand and immediately walked into the house. He rushed into the bathroom. He didn't even take off his shoes.

Once inside, Fian locked the bathroom door and did not forget the door of his room as well. Fian turned on the shower. She stood under the shower still in full clothes. He doesn't care about his shoes and clothes getting wet. All he was doing right now was just wanting to vent his feelings.

"Wheel.. Arin.I'm sorry I didn't fight for you. Forgive me for giving up. I don't want to fight. But I don't want to hurt you if you know what the truth is."

Fian punched the bathroom wall hard. Hand's hurt. It hurts but he doesn't feel it. More heartache at this time. Many times Fian punched the bathroom wall. Bloody hands. Should have felt sore. But he doesn't care.

"Aakkhhhh...."

Fian shouted loudly. He doesn't care if anyone hears. He just wanted to let go of the tightness in his chest.

"Abkkhh..."

Once again Fian shouted. This time it was harder. Her chest is getting tighter. Fian took off all his clothes. He filled the bathtub and went into it. Fian closed his eyes. He wants to sleep for a while. He wanted to forget for a moment.

Adhan Maghrib has been around since. Fian realized that he had not prayed. In a hurry he finished his bath. Because after that, he had to leave. He'll be picked up by Mr. Adam himself.

Soon Fian changed clothes. Then perform maghrib prayer. Because Maghrib's time is running out. This was because Fian had soaked for too long.

And it turned out to be true, as soon as Fian said his greetings, Adzan isya had reverberated. Fian directly connected it with prayer isya.

after the prayer Fian prepares everything. And soon he was ready to leave. Waiting for an invitation.

Tok.

The sound of the door knocking. Fian woke up and turned the key and opened the door. It turns out there's Andra at the door.

"What a bang."

"Lo where you're going. It's been neat."

"You'll take a walk."

"Lo don't lie.Why do you have to lie to me." Andra's eyes look red. Between sad and angry. Angry at Fian and also at the situation.

"Gue ain't gonna lie to you brother."

Fian walked away from the door. He walked towards the table opening the drawer and took out a photo album. Then put it in the suitcase.

Andra was just watching over Fian's actions from the side of the door.

"That's what's in the suitcase. Lo where.Lo is ready to go far. You must leave me." Andra went into the room and approached Fian. Hugged tightly. While banging Fian's back.

"What a bang. I'll just go for a minute." Fian returned Andra's embrace. He must be for the good of all.

Andra let go of her embrace. He looked at Fian . " May you succeed in achieving your goals."

"Thank you bang." once again Fian hugged Andra.

Fian exited his room while pulling his suitcase. Fian only carried one suitcase and one backpack. He didn't bring much stuff. Only the important ones.

Under the mother the same papa was waiting in the dining room.

"Let's have dinner first. Mama has cooked your favorite food."

"Yes ma.."

Fian pulled out a chair and sat down on it. Andra behind him. Mama ate all the family members. There's no conversation. Everyone eats without a sound. All that was heard was the sound of spoons and forks clashing together. They all dissolve in each other's minds. Enjoy the food provided, but the mind goes nowhere.

What a burden this is a farewell. Is this pain a journey. What a relationship is this.

Seriate