The End of the Road
Chapter 80's

With a steady step and strapping Fian stepped towards his motorbike parked in the garage. Actually his chest is churning. But he has to be strong. This is his decision.

Fian drove his bike slowly. The distance of his house with Arin's house is only 300 meters. actually close. He usually walks. This time, though, his feelings were uncomfortable. He better use the motor. That was Fian's thinking, of course.

After arriving in front of Arin's house, Fian fell silent. He saw a car parked in Arin's yard. Fian stopped and turned off the engine a little far from Arin's house. Fian got off his bike. He walked slowly towards Arin's house. He wanted to know who was visiting Arin's house.

The door of Arin's house was wide open. Fian easily looked inside. Fian saw Bara inside. Arin is also. They both look happy. Engaging very familiar and close. Arin looks happy laughing. Fian could see all of that. Arin who could laugh so wide and looked relaxed was no burden.

Fian took a deep breath. There was a tightness felt in his chest. He was happy to see Arin laughing. Fian felt his decision was right to choose Bara to accompany Arin. They both look good.

Fian was silent for a moment. He looked at Arin from far away. Arin looked at him. I don't know if it was intentional or not. But it looks like Arin doesn't see that it's Fian. Maybe because it was far away and in the dark of the night too, Arin would not have expected that there was a Fian there who was watching him.

The two of them seemed to be talking while laughing. Fian just watched. He had no desire to enter. He no longer wants to see Arin. Fian just decided to go home. But when he walked two steps, he met with Rama.

"No, I'm not going in."

"Eh.. Ram.. No Ram. Your sister still has guests. Next time."

"Whose guests are there?"

"Look at Ram.. Yes, I did say yes. Don't tell your sister that I'm here."

"Why bang.. Why if Arin's sister knows."

"It's okay. Just please don't tell me I'm here. That's it. I pamit ya. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa' alaikumsalam."

Fian returned to his parked motorcycle. He no longer wanted to see Arin. Already seeing from afar how Arin was, he already felt calm. Arin is happy with Bara.

Fian turned on the motor. He drove slowly. Fian was riding his bike in no direction. He has no purpose. Everything planned is destroyed. But this even made it easier for her steps to leave. He's been getting out of town.

Fian stopped at the square. He stopped right in front of the meatball tent. He wanted to vent out everything he felt by eating a super spicy meatball.

"Bang. pesen meatballs one yes. Just drink warm oranges."

Fian looking for a seat. Thankfully, there is still an empty place. He chose to sit in the corner. More comfortable than people's views. Fian. Heart's wet. Slightly feel claustrophobic. He felt his life journey had always been not to his liking. But he must be able to accept everything. He must be sincere. He has to keep doing what happened. Because the more we resist, the more painful it will be. The only way is to accept and live what is supposed to happen.

"This is my order."

"Thank you very much."

Finally the order came. Fian added sausage and sambal. He pours three spoons of sambal. Fian tried his meatballs. And everything suits his taste. So pedes. Until Fian let out a tear.

This is Fian's goal. He did not want others to see his sadness. He's not a whiny. But his heart was really not good. But he doesn't want people to know. He disguised himself by eating very spicy food. Tears and sweat mixed together. Face's wet. But no one will think he's hurt. No one will know that she is crying.

"Mas. To shed tears."

Ask the buyer sitting in front of him. It turned out that he noticed everything that happened to Fian.

Fian just smiled as he nodded. He finished a bowl of meatballs quickly. He's already venting all of his taste. He was already feeling a little relieved. Fian finished his drink and left after paying for everything he ordered.

Fian was still sitting on his bike. He hasn't run his bike yet. Fian took a deep breath. He doesn't want to go home yet. It's not night yet. Still at ten. He still wants to spend his night outside. He doesn't want to look pathetic. He didn't want you to know what he was feeling. Fian does not want to be pitied. This is his destiny. He doesn't want anyone to know his pain.

After feeling all right, Fian began to run the bike. He just wants to go home. He just wants to sleep. Fian didn't want anything to happen to him. He wants to stay fine.

"Home home.."

Fian surprised. When he entered the house, the house looked lonely. Andra was not asleep. Andra sat in the living room in the dark.

"Udah bang.."

Fian replied while still walking towards his room. He just turned his head for a while towards Andra and then walked again.

Andra just shut up. He knew Fian wasn't okay. Toni told me that she saw Fian enter the meatball stall alone. Andra finally woke up. He couldn't bear to see all this. Andra followed Fian. But when he opened Fian's room, the door was locked. Andra knocked on that door.

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

"Fian. open the door dong. I'll talk to you for a second."

Andra tried to call Fian. But there was no reply heard. Andra knocked again.

Tok..

"Fians.. Fians.."

Andra was still trying to call Fian's name. He waited a minute. Before long, the sound of the key in the swivel. And the door opens.

"Lake bang. Sory was I in the bathroom. Ga. denger you call."

After opening the door Fian turned to walk towards the closet , picking up a t-shirt to change his shirt. He casually undressed and changed clothes. His face looked fresh after washing his face. All the traces of sadness were gone on his face. He didn't want Andra to see it. That's why he rushed to the bathroom. Fian had expected Andra to follow him into the room.

"What a bang."

Fian approached Andra who was sitting on the bed while playing mobile phone.

"Where was that. That's why.."

"Yes bang.. It's usually Sunday night."

Answer Fian casually. Fian also took his phone and opened the WhatsApp app. There's an incoming message. He looked at it for a second. It was from Arin. But he did not want to answer. She thought it would be later after Andra came out of her room. Fian turned off his phone and put it on the pillow.

"Why bang..Strange brother . What the hell is it. Tumben asked that."

Andra looked at Fian for a moment. Then rise. He patted Fian's shoulder slowly. And then walk out the door. Before opening the door Andra said.

"Spirits.lo can definitely.."

He said while clenching his hands. Fian picked up the pillow and threw it towards Andra.

" Lebay's brother.. Ahaha.."

Andra dodged while laughing. And they both laughed loudly. The night was quiet so it sounded a little noisy.

"Bang Andra is not clear. What's up with me. It turned out that he didn't recognize that his sister was so powerful and powerful."

Fian fell back to sleep in bed. He opened the phone he had put down. He wants to reply to a message from Arin. He sees Arin's status still online. Fian believes that Arin must be waiting for a reply from him.

Fian: Wa'alaikumsalam.

And sent. Before long it was seen that Arin was typing.

Arin: You went home. How come in.

Fian thought for a moment. Did Arin see it earlier or did Rama tell the story.

Fian: Who said I was to your house.

And immediately replied by Arin.

Arin: I heard the sound of your motor. No one can match the sound of a typical motor lo. Why don't you come in.

Fian: Who goes to your house. Lo puckery.

Arin: Dih ga ngaku too. Beware of the fall of tai cicak lo if boong.

And after reading Arin's message. Suddenly it felt warm in his hand. Fian wonder this lizard doesn't know manners. Lay out. And Fian smiled. Typing Arin is not wrong.

"Dam.. "

Fian put his phone still on. He went to the bathroom to clean up the lizard dirt that fell earlier. After it was felt to be clean Fian again forwarded a message with Arin. Apparently there was a message coming in.

Arin: It's true. You must be from the bathroom. After washing the traces of lizard dirt that fell.

Before replying Fian smiled. How could I forget everything about Arin. If only trivial things could be very effective

Fian: Sok tau lo.

Fian laughed at the end as well. There is always something simple that can make him laugh when with Arin.

Arin: Still not admitting. But it's a fall of lizard shit.

Fian : Yes. hehehe. You can guess anyway. Lo cynang yes.

Arin: Not dong. I'm not a psychic. But dearest. Yes.haha..

Fian laughed reading Arin's message. It is true that Arin is his favorite.

Fian: PD once you.

Arin: Sure dong. Arin is lhoo. Haha..

Fian; Laughing continues. Watch for mosquitoes to come in. Uh haven't slept. It's already night.

Arin : Not yet. Reply to messages again. Later if not in the bales tomorrow there will be a lick.

Fian; who's been. Why should I snatch.

Arin: It's. It has started to sulk. nahlo. don't sulk oruh. I will buy some leg candy. Haha..

Fian : Dih. ga very nice foot candy. I want your lips.

Fian surprised. Duh is sent. He's kebablasan. Long time no reply. He regretted writing that sentence. But the message came in.

Arin: Fian lo has no time. We'll meet yuk tomorrow.

Fian thought for a moment. He's leaving tomorrow afternoon. There's still time to meet Arin.

Fian: Ok then. I'll pick you up at ten in the morning.

Arin : Ready. But where are we going.

Fian: Where is tomorrow. Yes, I slept. It's night. It's almost twelve.

Arin; OK then. You also rest. Don't stay up.

Fian: Yes cayank.lo also sleeps. Bye Assalamu'alaikum's.

Arin: wa' alaikumsalam

Fian looked at reading the messages for a while. He smiled happily. Always give your own happiness when replying to messages with Arin. Fian then turned off his phone and put it on the table. He's breaking his head. He looked at the ceiling. There's fret there. Should this be the last memory for her. Will all hope about his love with Arin only get to this point.

Fian's getting restless. There is a sense of unwillingness to take off Arin just like that. He did not want to part with Arin. The defense began to falter again.

" Can't. should be able to. My decision was unanimous. All for mama. I'm sorry Arin. I gave false hope to you. But this is all for the good of us and our families."

Fian covered his face with a pillow. Her chest feels tight. Throbbing head. Feels very sick. Is this how love feels unreserved. So hurtful. Fian wake. Then take headache medication. He did not want his pain to continue. Tomorrow we have to go. He does not want to delay any more. Everything is prepared carefully.

Here's ideals. Fian wanted to deepen the business knowledge he was passionate about. He wants to be a businessman and there is time and opportunity, He will make the best use of it.

The headache that Fian felt was already reduced after taking the medicine. He closed his eyes. The sleepiness had also attacked him. Fian fell asleep too. Even if still in doubt.

Hopefully Fian can determine which path he wants to take. Everything has consequences. There are good and bad effects of course. He could not choose both.

Fian could only leave everything to Fate. If his destiny is to match Arin will definitely be reunited. Fian put it all on the will of the Divine Robbi.

Fian must be able to make his decision. He can't worry anymore. He has made a decision with great consideration of course.

Tonight Fian's sleeping looks restless. He changed positions many times. Seems to always be moving. Maybe in his sleep he still thinks. Still thinking about the things he should have done. Wasn't he already incited by the decision he took.

Hopefully everything goes as Fian thinks. Congratulations on Fian. The best prayer for your life. May all that you aspire to be achieved. What you love will be yours.

Seriate

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