
In the afternoon Fian went home to pick up Andra. Mom and dad are attending papa's friend's wedding. They handed over Fian's business to Andra. Fian was no wonder. It always has been so. Mama and papa never took care of Fian directly. Always represented to others.
But Fian never took issue with any of that. He knew my mom and dad were busy. He always thinks positively. She was sure her mom and dad would love her too. Just because it was busy so it was never shown.
"Fian, you rest first. Sono entered the room. "
"Yes bang, It's easy later for sure I'll also take a break."
"Keep on doing. I also want to rest. I'm sleepy. I couldn't sleep last night."
"Yes bang, I'm in the room first."
"Yes, I want to go to my room too. If you need anything, call me."
"Yes bang. Thank you for always being there for me."
"Lo my only brother. Whatever I'm gonna do to you."
"Thank you bang."
Fian entered the room. He felt uncomfortable hearing Andra's words. Like there was something she was hiding. But Fian did not want to guess and prejudiced.
Fian opened his closet. He took an old photo album. He opens the first page. He looked at a photo that had been bothering him all this time. A picture of her fifth birthday. The photo in which she was just herself was facing a very simple birthday cake.
Fian sighed. His chest felt a little tight considering the event. The birthday she had hoped for turned out to be a burden for her mother. The desire of a little boy who saw his brother made a party and surely he also wanted to get it too.
Though he is not grandiose. Just want a simple party with a birthday cake and balloons. But for my mom it was very heavy. I don't know why my mom objected. Fian used to be a kid and didn't understand anything. I could only nod when she said I couldn't make her a birthday party.
But now Fian understands. There is a difference between him and his brother. Fian won't take a headache. He just wants to be a good boy right now.
Fian closed the photo album and saved it back. He did not want to get hurt.
Fian stepped onto the bed and laid down his body with his hands as a pillow. He looked at the ceiling. A shadow appeared there. Yes of course Arin's face appeared. Today he has not communicated with Arin.
Fian woke up again and picked up his cell phone that he had put on the table. He wants to call Arin. Arin's clock isn't busy. Fian looks for Arin's contact number and presses the call button. There was a sound of a continuous tone. Soon a voice sounded there.
"Assalamu'alaikum"
"Wa'alaikumsalam. Arin afternoon."
"Fiaaannn. lo evil ya."
Fian was surprised to hear Arin's voice so loud. His ears were a little.
"What the hell is it. Don't yell dong. Shocked me."
"What do you say. you're sick why didn't you tell me last night."
"Hehehe.."
"Not forgiven. Why don't you tell me if you're sick and in the care of. Why stay quiet last night."
"Yes sorry. I just don't want to worry."
"How you are at the moment.What do you feel."
"Gue is okay. I'm doing fine. I'm healed."
"Seriously. Ga kidding me lo. No one's covering up with me."
"Yes. yeah... I'm doing fine. I'm already home. I'm home."
"really... Thanks duh. Take care of dong's health. Don't eat late and get enough rest."
"This is what I like. My attention is the same. Hehe.."
"Because I'm your friend. I don't want to do anything."
"Yes yes. How do you own circumstances. Just be careful if something strange happens."
"What a try."
"You take care of your health too. Let it heal quickly it's a wound. Let's run again."
"Not wrong. Right now I can still win the race against you."
"Arin is talking to who you are. Must be Fian yeah. Dad told me not to get close to him. Still not according."
"Fian. sorry. You heard dad's voice."
"It's okay Rin. My mother's words were even more painful than this. Yes, I closed it. Remember to take care of your health and also get enough rest."
"Lo is also Fian, I don't want to hear the news you're sick anymore."
"Yes Rin. Yes yes . papay Assalamu'alaikum."
"Wa'alaikumsalam.."
They cut off the phone. Fian speechless. It turns out that Arin's father doesn't like him either. But all this time, as long as he's been playing at Arin's house, I've been acting normal. Maybe because my father could not stand the treatment of his mother to the Arin family. So that my father also showed his dislike.
Fian tried not to think about it. At the moment, he is giving up on the situation. He doesn't want to fight, he just wants to live life according to his plot. Following where the current will take him to dock. He will face all the obstacles and obstacles that come his way.
Fian tried to close his eyes. He wants to sleep. He wants to rest. Want to sleep well. These few days his sleep is disturbed by the burden of thought that disturbs him.
Fian still continued to look at the ceiling of the room. Eyes closed. His hesitation far floated on the girl who had accompanied him. The girl who was always near him, during his life up to this second.
He kept dreaming and hoping. Until he fell asleep and began to enjoy his dreamland.
🌸🌸🌸
Arin disconnected his phone. Dad's still in Arin's room. Arin put his phone on the pillow. And sat facing the father who was sitting in front of Arin.
"Son, I'd like to talk to you for a minute. Are you bothering me?"
"No Well. Please Dad. Arin wasn't bothered." Arin looked at the sad looking face of my father.
"I'm sorry, son. I don't disagree you're friends with Fian. I just don't want to see you hurt. You know how Fian's parents behave to us. "
"Yes Well."
Arin was only able to answer with that sentence. His heart hurts. He just wants to be friends with his best friend who has been with him since childhood. He expected nothing from the continuation of their relationship. Apart from being friends and friends. Not more. Because Arin knows himself. But it seems like the friendship is a burden of trouble for the people around them.
"Why are you silent. Are you mad at me, Son."
"Why should be angry. Nothing makes Arin have to be angry. Arin knows what good dad means. Well, Arin won't be in touch with Fian anymore."
Arin's eyes glazed over. He held back the turmoil in his heart. His feelings are very painful. But she can't cry in front of me. He must look strong in front of his father.
"I'm sorry again, son."
Arin ventured to look at dad to prove that he was okay.
"Yes dad. No need to apologize. Arin's okay."
Father stroked Arin's head for a while then got up and stepped outside Arin's room. Dad left Arin's room with hurt feelings too.
After his father died, Arin closed the door to his room and locked it. Arin leaned against the door. He sobs slowly. He had never before felt so broken as he was now. He used to feel strong because there was always Fian beside him. There is still Fian. But after hearing the words of the father, I don't know why Arin felt alone.
Especially after he got what happened yesterday. He felt insecure. Everything felt more and more destroying his defense. Can he get back up?
After sobbing for a while Arin returned to bed. He's laying himself out. He wants to rest. He just wants to sleep. He didn't want to think about anything at this moment. He just wants to forget everything. He doesn't want to care about anything. Arin felt tired of his heart and mind.
The events he had been going through lately were very draining of his mind. He really feels tired. Sometimes Arin thought of giving up. But in the other moment he wants to get up and fight the situation.
Should he lose at this point. The journey is still long. This is just the beginning. The real journey has just begun. The real life story has just opened.
The journey of life to maturity has just been undertaken. Arin and Fian should not have given up. It just has to get more excited. Challenges and obstacles should make them stronger.
Arin is tired of crying, she has to change her life plan. He has to keep moving towards his dream. It's in the middle of the road. You must not stop in the middle of the road or everything will be in vain.
Arin took a long breath. He wiped his tears. His mind began to open after he pondered for a moment just now. What happened cannot make him fall. He believes there are still many people who still love him sincerely.
"Ok Daddy. Arin will stay up."
Arin got up and walked out. He saw the clock still showing ten o'clock at night. He went to the bathroom and washed his face. And do not forget to take ablution water.
After that Arin took a drink of water and sipped a full glass. And back to the room. Because it's night, Arin intends to just sleep. He really wants to go to bed and wake up tomorrow morning with new hope and a new spirit.
When he wakes up tomorrow morning he wants to wake up with a new spirit and new hope. Because I'm sure everything will be fine.
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