The End of the Road
Chapter 50's

Unreasonable

"It's cold"

Arin squirms. He woke up from the cold. Especially when he sleeps in the bathroom. Usually the morning the air will feel cooler. He opened his eyes. He squinted his eyes. He looks around. He remembered last night locked in the bathroom.She smiled as she remembered the sound of the morning prayer reverberating. But Arin did not hear the sound of mother waking up. Arin is still waiting. But there was no sound.

"Maybe you're still sleeping. Must have been tired for a week to accompany me in the hospital. Sorry Arin ya mama. Arin promises to try to accept all the reality that Arin is experiencing."

Arin spoke alone. It feels sad, painful and also disappointed when you remember everything.

"Arin promised mother, from today Arin will be a strong Arin. Arin's sure Arin's gonna get through this."

Arin smiles. He must be able to change. Who else will encourage except yourself. Others have little influence. It all comes from yourself. If you want to change must grow from your own desires, it will be easier to live it.

Since speaking with Dr. Bara last night, Arin's mind has opened up. Maybe we need wise words from others to motivate ourselves. But it all came back from our wishes. Sometimes many people can only blame and assume what happened to us is too exaggerated. There are also people who think that we use our feelings too much. Some people also judge us too much. It all comes back to the point of view of the person in the face of the problem. Maybe we should look at a problem objectively and wisely. Because the nature and personality of people are different.

Back to Arin. Maybe after meeting Doctor Bara his thoughts are open because the Bara presenter who fits with Arin's personality and desires. Because not all wise words can be directly accepted raw. It takes time and a calm mind to digest it.

Arin is still in the same position. He's still sitting on closed. Waiting for a sound from outside. So far there has been no movement. The dawn prayer has been heard. It may have been more than thirty minutes. But I haven't been to the bathroom either. Arin got up from his seat. He wants to call mom. Who knows, you're awake.

"Mother..Mother.mother."

Arin was silent for a moment.who knows the new mother woke up. Arin started calling again.

"Mother..Mommy..Mother.."

Arin called again this time while knocking on the door. But there was no movement yet.

"Mother where. This is the door why everything is jammed. The punishment why long. Arin promised never to cry again." Arin Lirih.

Meanwhile, Mother is still crying. He was sad not to find Arin in the room. Mother panic. Mother is afraid that Arin will do things that are not desired. Bara continues to calm mother.

"Mother let's go find Arin. Did you call the medical personnel?"

"Had doc, I was freaking out I just pushed the switch ."

" Yes, we went to the room first, who knows Arin's back."

Patiently persuaded mother. Bara believes Arin will not go far. Bara also believes Arin will not do anything strange. After reaching the room, it turns out that the doctor Rizal and two nurses have come to Arin's room.

"Doctor Rizal is here.?" ask Bara. He already guessed. Because if the switch is pushed it means an emergency.

"Yes, I heard the alarm sound. And heading straight for here. What happened to the patient?"

"Sorry doctor, Arin is missing. When I woke up, Arin wasn't in bed, I was looking around the room, but he wasn't." Answer mother.

Bara looked around. He found no strangeness at all.

"Mother's checked the bathroom yet?" Ask Bara after looking around.

"Astaghfirullah, Mr Doctor." Mother shouted. He's getting panicked.

"What's up, mom. Mother, don't panic like this. I'm so confused."

"Wheel.. Arins. " Mother is no longer able to speak. His hands were pointing towards the bathroom.

"Why mother? Mother, what's wrong?" Bara also panicked .he was worried that something might happen to Arin.

"What happened to the patient?" Ask Dr. Rizal.

" I'm sorry Doctor. Arin was in the bathroom last night. And I overslept. Waking up I panicked, forgetting that Arin had not yet come out of the bathroom."

"So...."

I ran towards the bathroom. And bang on the door hard.

"Whether... Arin.. are you inside?"

Of course Arin was surprised to hear that voice. He got up straight from his seat.

"Yes, I'm inside. Please open the door. The door's jammed." Shouted weak Arin.

"Arin, Mashaa Allah. Alhamdulillah .. you finally met. Forgive mother Arin." Mommy feels happy and sorry for having overslept.

"Ok I tried to open it." I tried to open that door. But it's hard.

"Kok hard yes, can not be opened also from the outside. Mother did the door was already jammed from yesterday?"

"After I do not Doc, before Arin entered I use the bathroom door can still be opened and closed normally kok.But why Arin's turn to use kok stuck."Answer mother.Of course mother feels surprised. But it's true that for a week being in this room while using the bathroom the door is fine.

"Just busted Doctor Bara. Already from semmem. Afraid of patients for nothing."

Before breaking Bara tried to open the doorknob once again. Indeed stuck. Again, it cannot. Repeated many times still can not. Finally I intend to break down the door.

"Arin away from the door. I want to break down the door." Bara preparing.

But Arin did not pay attention to Bara's words. He did not hear clearly what Bara said. Arin was still trying to open the door as well. Arin tried to turn the doorknob this time why it was so easy. And the door is open.

The door opened right together when Bara broke down. Bara was thrown into Arin. They collide. With a swift embrace of Arin. Fortunately, they did not fall. Thank goodness they're both okay.

Arin was very surprised .Because he's not ready. And know-how already in the arms of Bara. Arin did not fall when hit by Bara earlier. Fortunately, Bara could reach it. And hugged Arin's body. Arin wave in the arms of Bara in such a way. Even though this is unintentional. They look at each other.

Because it felt awkward to spontaneously let go of his embrace. Arin was unprepared, he almost fell again. And Bara swiftly grabbed Arin's body back. She hugged Arin again. Both look again.

This time Bara dared to look Arin in the eyes. Unlike earlier who felt awkward, Bara was already more courageous. Arin avoided Bara's gaze. He now feels awkward.

"Please Doctor. It's okay." Said Arin slowly.

"Hm, Yes."

Bara let go of his embrace. With a limp Arin walked out of the bathroom first. Only then did Bara follow him. Mother and two sisters and Doctor Rizal just watched the show with a smile. It was like watching a scene in a movie. But it's live in plain sight.

Mother immediately hugged Arin.

"Darling, once again forgive mom. Mother teledor. Mother overslept. Just woke up so panicked and ran out. You're forgetting that you're still in the bathroom."

"Ga anything mother. Good thing the bathroom was clean, so Arin could sleep comfortably."

Bara smiled at Arin's words. Pain alone can joke let alone be healthy, Bara thought.

"Now Arin is lying in bed, yes, we will check. I hope there's nothing to worry about."

Dr. Rizal began to examine Arin's entire body. Helped by two sisters.

"Physically everything is fine. Your wound's already got nice stitches. Waiting for dry. Remember not to move a lot and do heavy activities. Let the wound heal quickly." Add Doctor Rizal . He explained in detail the state of Arin.

"When I can go home Doc, I'm not at home here" Arin said.

Arin looked at Bara. He wants an explanation from Bara. Bara knows the meaning of Arin's gaze.

" Waiting for Doctor Bram to arrive. I can make a decision." Answer Bara Finally.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I hope you get well soon Arin. Stay passionate in life."

Doctor Rizal and the two sisters leave Arin's room. Mother approaching the bed.

"Come on, are you ready."

"Who is mother?"

Mother glanced at Bara. Want to speak the truth afraid Bara heard what he wanted to tell Arin. Bara saw the motion of mother.

"It's okay if I can't listen. Excuse me first. Let's mama, Arin."

"Doctor, I can listen." Said mom feeling bad for Bara.

"Sorry mom, I'm going out first. Wanna buy breakfast. Someone wants a nitip. Mother wants what breakfast. If Arin eats hospital food."

"No doctor, I'll go to the cafeteria myself."

"Alright then, I'll excuse you first. Remember Arin, smile and always think positive." Book before leaving.

Bara turned body. He's going out to get some food for breakfast for him and mom. Kasian if you have to go out.

"Doctor's out, what do you want to say."

"Astaghfirullah, mother forgot not to pray at dawn. What time is it. There's still a little time. Better late than not working. Mother is not this intentional."

Mother immediately ran to the bathroom. He completely forgot. Waking up to look for Arin. Luckily I remember and there is still a little time. Not to forget mother also helps Arin wear mukena. They pray together. Although Arin had to sit on the bed because he was infused should not be too much movement of his hands. Pain is not a reason not to worship. It is time to draw near to the Almighty.

Mother prays dawn with khusuk. Finish praying mother praying. Many prayers he offered for the beloved princess. Prayer for Arin, in order to heal his inner wounds immediately. So that Arin is always strong to face all the trials of life. He's still young. This is just the beginning of the exam. The real test is still waiting. The world is so cruel. If we are not strong, we will easily fall.

This world is a stage play. The story is easy to change.The story of the Mahabarata or the tragedy of Greece Every one of us gets a role that we must play. There is a natural role and there is a pretend role.

The higher the tree grows the wind will blow the tighter. Strengthen the foundation of our lives. The road to success must have been waiting. Arin's Spirit. Life is full of twists and turns. Not straight on. Occasionally turn. One time uphill and another time downhill. Arin's Spirit. Stay to be yourself.

The prayers are long and many. Not just for Arin but for his two other children. Rama and Nia.

Finish your prayers and Arin choose out of the room go to the park to breathe fresh air. Arin's in a wheelchair. Mother pushed Arin while talking.

"Mother, you know."

"You know what?"

"So mother prayed for a very long time, prayed for what she was."

"You know what?"

"Bunda, it's like Rama. Remembering the Rama. Arin Kangen Rama. When did Rama come here again bund."

"Hopefully you can go home today."

"Amin, yes mother "

Arin remained silent. He remembered what Bara said. Smile and come home tomorrow. Arin became excited. He must be able to withstand all the tightness in the chest in order to quickly go home. Arin must be able to control his feelings. Arin should be able to control himself as well.

The wheelchair turned slowly towards the park. No longer did she hear her voice speak. Arin was silent too. He's digesting Bara's speech. Review every word that Bara said. Arin smiles. There is peace in his soul.

Arin did not realize that the one pushing the wheelchair had changed people. He's busy daydreaming. Fun to remember every word of Bara.

Suddenly he remembered Fian. How Fian got home. Must have upset her mother.

"Fian's Cassian." Said Arin slowly. Bara frowned.

"It turns out Arin was thinking about Fian" Bara said in his heart. But he's still quiet.

A little more they reached the park. Arin is still unconscious. But he was astonished. Why every time they run into a doctor and nurse they always smile and nod. Arin did not look back. All he knows is pushing. Though it was right near the canteen Bara and mother exchanged. Bara who pushed the wheelchair while the mother returned to the room while bringing the breakfast that Bara bought earlier. Bara sees Arin sitting in a wheelchair at the push of the mother and she has an idea to replace the mother accompany Arin talking in the garden as well as therapy. Bara gave the code to the mother and lucky mother understood.

"At hand. Want to stay in a wheelchair or move to a park bench."

Arin surprised. Not the mother's voice. Arin looked back.

"Doctor, since when?"

"Haha... It's so fun to think of the boyfriend so unconscious that the push has changed."

"Who thinks girlfriend. The doctor is starting to become this psychic."

"That was, who was mentioned. Fians.. Fians. Haha.. " Bara seduces Arin. Arin's face is red.

"Fian's not my girlfriend Doctor, he's my best friend."

"Friends what friends. To the point of being carried away by dreams, too."

"Ikh sir Doctor what the hell. Who dreams of Fian."

"Yesterday, as you sleep, you deliriously call out his name."

Bara accidentally fished Arin. To what extent Arin considers Fian as.

*What's right, Doctor, I'm delirious about calling Fian?"

"Yes, try to ask the mother later"

Arin was embarrassed. He recalled, what a dream yesterday.

"Do not be forced to remember something if it cannot be remembered and do not be too heavy to think. Remember, there is a time. When a memory forgets from our memory it means it's time we have to make a new memory."

"Ikh, Doctor is a freak."

Arin blushed. Though the meaning of Bara is in accordance with the real meaning. But Arin thought of something else.

"Surprising how. Don't you? One day those memories will come back by themselves. For now, don't force it. Love your brain. You just healed. Do not use it to think useless things. Remember whatever happens smile. And stay fine."

Arin smiles. Arin entertained. The morning air is very fresh.look at the blooming flowers. Seeing fellow patients with various illnesses gathered in the park. Arin smiled again.

Keep smiling, whatever your problem. Whatever your circumstances.

Seriate.

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