
The wounded heart
"You're bribed papa."
"Papa's not home yet, baby."
"Just want to bribe papa. Tia wants to eat with papa."
"Yes later if papa has come home. Now same sister."
"don't want... Hicks.. .Hiks does not. Anyway want to be the same papa."
Ayu was overwhelmed by persuading Tia to eat. It was usually Arga's dinner that fed him. I don't know why Arga hasn't come home from work.
"Darling, let's eat first. Just bribe. Said Tia wanted to get well."
"No. Anyway Tia wants papa"
Ayu was desperate. He was confused in what other way persuaded Tia.
"Yes, I have no need to eat. But Tia don't cry."
"No, Tia wants papa. Papa.hiks.. hiks."
Tia's still sulking. He was crying even louder. Ayu is confused usually this hour Arga has come.
I wanted to call Arga but Ayu was scared.
Tia kept crying. Tia's crying voice came out.
Fian who had just come from outside heard Tia's crying voice, and she stopped. He peeked out the window. He saw a little boy crying. Fian touched his heart. Fian feels kasian.
"Excuse me why is her son sus.?" Fian came in after knocking on the door. But maybe because the sound of Tia's cry is louder. The sound of her knocking was not heard by Ayu.
"Sorry I went in. Why's the son."
Ayu was surprised to hear the voice of Fian who knew already behind her.
"You've seen his papa, but you haven't come home yet." Answer Ayu.
"May I help persuade."
Ayu nodded. Tia is still crying . He looked towards Fian.
"You are the same Om. What a sweet boy's name is."
Tia's cry eased up a little. Only his stuff remained.Tia still looked at Fian.
"You're in Om's hold. Yuk sat in front while waiting for papa." Fian tried to persuade Tia.
Tia shakes. Of course Tia was afraid that someone new would just enter her room.
"Just get the wheelchair ready so I can push forward." Fian said to Ayu.
Ayu nodded her head.Turn to do what Fian said.
"The name is Tia ya.Tia is beautiful don't cry ya. Yuk ate it while sitting outside how. Want ga. Bring this cake too."
Fian showed me the bag he was carrying. Tia just looked at Fian there was still a bit of stuffing.
"We know first yes.Tia can call Om with Om Fian. We're taking a walk out yuk. But Tia has to eat first. How agreed?"
"Om Fian, Tia wants papa. Tia wants to eat but in papa's bribe."
"Papa hasn't come yet. What if it's just om who's feeding Tia."
Tia looked at Ayu. And Ayu nodded. Tia nodded.
"Now Tia is sitting. About bribe. Open his wide mouth. Pinter Tia ate the pinter."
Slowly Fian greeted Tia. Patiently and painstakingly one or two mouthfuls of food entered Tia's mouth.And finally ran out also a plate of food provided by the hospital. Ayu smiled happily.
"Wah Tia pinter ate it. It's time to take the medicine."
"don't want. Bitter Om.Tia doesn't want to take medicine."
"There is sweet medicine. That sweet is candy. But now it's up to Tia, Tia wants to get well or not. Tia wants to play again ga?"
Tia looked at Fian. And he nodded.
"Tia wants to get well. I can play and see my beautiful sister. Sister Tia wants to drink obet."
Ayu approaching. He prepared all the medicine that Tia should take. Tia painstakingly spent all the medicine she had to drink.
"Tia is smart. Sister there's no dietary restrictions that Tia doesn't eat."
"There are, but if the cake what biscuits can kok Mas,"
Fian opened the bag he was carrying. Fian took out a packet of sweet martabak and halved . He put half on the plate that Ayu provided.
"We share two. The one half for Tia and the other half for me. It's okay, right?"
Tia nodded.She smiled.
"Thank you very much O om Baik.But there have been good doctors om tidak good. Sister, what better Om Fian call."
"There's a special call. Just call me Fian. Let it not be hard. How about we be friends now." Fian brandished his little finger. But Tia was still silent.
"Tia thought first. But tomorrow I'm playing here again, right?"
"Of course Om would. Now go first yes. The food is the same as meen om."
Fian lifted the bag he had brought earlier .
"Bah Tia, Rest yes let me get well. Good night Tia."
Tia smiling .He was so happy that there was another person who loved him.
"Thank you, Mom. If there was no Mas to help me, I no longer know how to persuade Tia."
"Same-sama sus, I'll excuse you first. I've been waiting for this meal."
Fian left Tia's room. Mommy must have been waiting Fian thought. It's been an hour since he should have reached Arin's room. Kasian mom must be starving. If Arin gets food from the hospital. Fian sped up his steps to get to Arin's room immediately.
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Meanwhile in the hospital canteen a man was seen sitting alone.In front of him was presented a cup of black coffee that still emits smoke. Looks new presented. He just stared at the coffee cup. Maybe he has a lot of thoughts. He often takes a deep breath.
It turned out that the man was Arga. Actually, he came home at five. I don't know why she feels so much for her son, Tia. He who always comes home at night only has a moment to be able to gather and joke with the baby. So today he took the time to get home early.
But when he arrived in front of Tia's ward, he was shocked. He's pensive. Tia is with strangers she just met. Tia was seen laughing loosely like a person who was not sick. Tia could be so happy with them. Tia can laugh off with them being with the papa, Tia has never been so. Arga watched them from the outside. Arga accidentally did not enter.He was embarrassed. He whose real father does not even have time for his own biological son. Arga deliberately avoided them.
Tia who should still need more attention he just let go. No he said hello. Even he ignored, he ignored. Because Arga felt Tia was the cause of Sheila's death. The accident that took Sheila's life when Sheila saved Tia from the lorry whose brakes were blown. Sheila sacrificed herself to save her baby's life. And now the baby is sick too. Did Arga have to lose again. No. gabe.
Arga. He got up from his seat. Walk quickly to the princess's room. Arga was half running. No. He can't be late anymore. Arga doesn't want to lose the person he loves anymore. Tia is the only relic from Sheila. The one Sheila left for him. He should have made her laugh. She's the one who should take care of her, not the nurse.
Arga kept running. The actual distance was not far for him. He kept running and running.
But when he arrived at the door. When he opened the door he heard a man talking to Tia.
"Am I late again" he said slowly. Tears dripped from both eyes.
"What father am I that can't make his son laugh. Father can only make suffering."
Arga cursed himself. He's really late. He saw his son laughing with a stranger. When my time comes. Arga did not dare look inside. Heart's hurt. Her chest feels tight. He's leaning against the door. His eyes were soaked he looked down at his shoes. Arga wanted to scream.He hit his chest repeatedly.
"I'm sorry, Dad. Papa's late again."
Arga steps aside when she hears the man in the room saying goodbye and promises to visit Tia again tomorrow. Why other people can easily give love to their children. But he ignored it. Arga pretended to be playing on a cell phone and facing the opposite side of the door. He did not want to look as pitiful as he was at the moment.
Fian was away. Fian got into the elevator. Arga looking for a toilet. He doesn't want to look messy in front of his son. Arga's face looks fresh. He had already prepared himself the best to meet Tia.
Arga opened the door. He immediately entered the room with confidence. Arga has promised himself. He will be a good father to his children.
But once inside, Arga saw that Tia was asleep. Tia had fallen asleep very quietly. Tia's face looked more cheerful than usual.
"Well, has Tia been sleeping since?" Ask Arga for a pleasantry. She knew Tia had just gone to sleep. Because just now when Arga went to the toilet, Tia had not slept.
"Just now, sir, sorry Tia was crying waiting for you to come home."
"Oh."
Ayu was not surprised by his short-lived employer's answer. That is how his employer is very irritable to talk.
"Sorry, I have to go home now or I'm waiting for Tia here." Ask Ayu.
"You just go home in a cab." Answer Arga.
"I went home, sir. Excuse me. Good night, sir."
"Yes, good night."
Ayu actually wanted to nag at seeing her too cold master. Arga who does not talk much, makes Ayu uncomfortable to convey what happened with Tia. Ayu wanted to tell the new people that Tia just knew. Let it be later when Tia wakes up and asks them Arga is not confused. Ayu is confused to face Arga.
"Yes already. Let Mr. Arga be confused himself later. Let him feel it for himself." Say Ayu while walking away from Tia's room.
I can sleep well tonight. He always comes home at night alternating with Arga. The next morning Ayu comes again when Arga leaves for work.
Arga looked at Tia who was sleeping looking very calm. Not like last night. Tia who cried asking to be read a fairy tale first. Of course Arga is confused. All this time she never took care of Tia. To the extent that he had to call Ayu to read the fairy tale via a telephone connection.
Since then Arga has been searching for information about some fairy tales on the internet. He had to memorize that one day if Tia asked to be read a fairy tale again Arga was not confused.
Tonight Arga can rest in peace because Tia sleeps well. Arga slept next to Tia. one bed. Arga had deliberately ordered a rather large bed. The goal is to be able to sleep while hugging Tia. Arga fell asleep too.
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Fian walked towards Arin's room. She's the same mother. Mother was late to eat because she helped Tia first.
"Assalamu'alaikum mother, Arin."
"Wa'alaikumsalam.Yes Fian."
"Sorry mother. Fian later bought his food.Tadi.."
"It's okay." cut the mother. Mother does not want Fian to feel guilty for trivial things.
"But mother went hungry. The food's late."
"Calm down, Fian. There's a lot of bread and biscuits. What you bought yesterday is still there. Don't worry."
"Where cilok, cimol, know my bullet."
"The sick cannot eat strangely. I bought this for myself." Fian hid all the food Arin ordered.
"The evil fish. I'm the one who ordered it."
"But you're sick again can't eat carelessly."
"Already, you two if you meet like tom and jerry. But if you are far away from his eyes.
"Hehehe. Lagian Fian stingy mother. That was Arin the badass." Arin insisted on asking for food that Fian bought. Fian's base also likes to tease Arin. Be them fighting.
"Mother eat first. I bought fried rice. May it not be cold. Sorry, bun."
"Sorry continues. Mommy's okay Fian."
Fian and Arin ate the snack that Fian had bought earlier while continuing to tell stories and joke. There's their joke material. Mutually teasing and teasing each other. Mother sat on the sofa and just watched them. Mother sat down while sleepy. Maybe because I'm tired too.
"Fian was a long time ago from nowhere."
"Oh yes. I want to tell you.So I've run out of children who don't want to eat
The nuns are overwhelmed."
"Little child. It's so cassian anyway. There are no parents."
"Ga knows too. But the nurse said she said the boy was waiting for his papa to come. Ask to be fed to his papa. Kasian cry until as much as he pleased."
"What girl is the boy?"
"girls. Her name is Tia."
"Tia, astaghfirullah.. That I know. Why didn't you call me?'
"Lo himself is sick. Where am I."
"Clearly how? Does he want to eat?"
"Alhamdulillah will, after I persuaded, finally want to and finished porridge plate.
"Thank God."
It turns out that this world is only as wide as a moringa leaf. Where - where to meet the same person.
Arin and Fian continued to talk until night. Mother is asleep.time goes by so fast. Approaching midnight Fian returns home and promises to come back tomorrow to pick up Arin. Arin is very happy to be home tomorrow. May all your wounds heal Arin. Neither your body wounds nor your inner wounds.
Seriate.
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