The End of the Road
Chapter 105's

Time goes on so fast. The wedding was over a week ago. Bara has returned to his original routine as a doctor. And during that time he had not met Arin at all.

If sending messages often he does when free. Bara is waiting for the right time to speak to Arin. As he promised himself, Bara wanted to unite Arin with Fian.

Plan Bara this Saturday will meet Fian. But he has not made any promises either. He has been very busy this week. There's a lot of work he has to finish. Because the leave he took made a lot of reports that he hadn't worked on yet.

Bara's still in his room. The day has started to twilight. He is determined this Friday his work must be completed so that tomorrow Saturday he can go home on time.

I don't want to buy any more time. He wanted to finish what he had planned. He can't delay any more time. Soon it will be better .

Time is getting night. The bara saw a clock mounted on the wall. It was nine o'clock at night. Thankfully, his job is done.

"It was night. The eyes are tired. Thank God all reports are done. Tomorrow we'll face Dr. Rizal."

Bara packed all his work equipment and put it in his bag. Then look at his phone. And open the WhatsApp application. He's looking for Fian's contact. And then write a message there.

"Assalamu'alaikum Tian. I'd like to meet you. When do you have time. How about tomorrow afternoon at three. We meet in front of the hospital where I work."

And Bara sent the message. And it turns out to tick two. But not read. Just wait a minute. But there's no reply yet. Finally Bara hung up his phone and put it in his pocket.

He packed all the equipment. The work desk is neat. And Bara is preparing to return home. Bara exited the door of his study with a step that already looks tired. The day is getting night.Time has shown at nine thirty minutes. He walks gontai. Arriving at the parking lot, Bara sees someone she knows. Bara is watching closely.

"Eh, that's not Fian. What's he doing in the hospital. What a coincidence."

Bara's approaching Fian. It was seen standing not far from Bara's car in the parking lot.

"Fians.."

The called look. And then waved and walked closer to Bara.

"Eh .. Doctor Bara. Just got home from work. Shift is it?"

"Yes, I'm overtime. There's a lot of work I have to do. Why are you here."

"Look at a friend who's sick bang."

"Oh so, alone. Do you have time? I want to talk for a minute."

Fian looked at the clock on his wrist. Then looked at Bara.

"Yes alone. Can bang . What's up. "

"Then we're looking for a comfortable place to talk."

They both look around. The atmosphere of the parking lot looks empty. Fian saw a long bench under a tree at the end of the parking lot.

"How about it in there. There's an empty bench."

Bara looked in the direction indicated by Fian.

"Alright it looks lonely, suitable for us to talk."

They both walked closer to the place. Then sit next to it on the bench. Fian looked at Bara. He was surprised that Bara suddenly invited him to talk together.

"What do you want to say. Is anything important."

"Fian, I've sent you a message to meet tomorrow. But I saw you and I thought it was a coincidence or a time to meet you."

Fian took his phone and then turned it on . He saw some WhatsApp messages coming in. One of them is from Bara. He set his phone to silent mode. Because in the hospital room is afraid to disturb other patients.

"Eh yes. Sorry I was silent."

"Light hunt, now I'm talking. There's something important I want to say."

"What's important? Is something going on? What's the matter."

I take a long breath. He's already stuck with what he's going to do. He just wants the people he loves to be happy. Not more. He just wants to do his best.

"Dude..."

Bara did not answer.

"Sir Doctor.." Fian patted Bara's hand slowly.

"Eh yes. Excuse me... Fian can I ask you a question? May I know why you gave Arin to me?"

Fian speechless. A difficult question for him. Because actually he did not wholeheartedly give Arin to Bara. Her heart ached seeing the person she cared about close to others.

"Fian. Can't you be honest with me."

Fian is silent . He doesn't know how to be honest. He didn't want to change his parents' names.

"Bang.pardon me. To be honest, I'm not willing to let go of Arin."

"I don't have any other choice."

"Who said?! There must be a way in every problem. You're the only one not trying to find that path."

Fian was silent hearing Bara's words. It's true. He never did anything but just shut up. In fact he never said four eyes with Arin to discuss the matter. He has never even revealed what he feels.

Everything was just Fian's one-sided thinking. He never discussed his heart at all with Arin. Fian only thinks that Arin knows his feelings because of all the attention Fian gave Arin.

"Fian, have you ever told Arin that you like her."

Fian shook his head.

"You're a fool. You love him, but you don't reveal it. It's Arin Cenayang. Can guess the heart and mind of people."

Fian looked down. It seems that his thinking has been wrong all along. Fian's heart was touched. Fian raised his head and looked at Bara.

"Bao.. But.."

"But what..you are hindered by the blessing of your parents, right?"

"Did you know about that?"

"Sorry Fian. I overheard Mama yelling at Arin. It seems like your mama doesn't like Arin."

Fian looked down again. He felt ashamed to the point that his mother was heard by others.

"I'm sorry my mom bang."

"You don't have to apologize to me. I have nothing to do with it. Apologize to Arin. Don't just run away. You're a man. Don't be a coward."

Bara got up from her seat and walked away from Fian. His heart was already burning with feelings of pain and jealousy as well. He could not bear to remember the curse that came out of the mouth of his mother Fian. That setega berated people with vague accusations.

"Bao. Then I should how..?"

Fian pursued Bara's steps. He still wants to talk a lot with Bara. All this time Fian had only harbored it himself.

Bara stopped. But did not look at all and Bara said.

"Think about. Tonight you have to take a stand. Otherwise you will regret it later. Take my words. I'm waiting for the next good news."

After saying Bara continued the steps. Actually, he did not feel willing if Arin returned to Fian. But once again he thought all for the happiness of Arin.

Bara walked towards where his car was parked and got into it. Then start the engine and leave the place, leaving Fian in doubt.

Fian stared at Bara's departure with question marks.He still did not understand what Bara meant. Fian just shrugged his shoulders. Then he went to his bike and started the engine and then ran home.

Fian wants to go home soon. And want to be sag. He felt overwhelmed by the words of Bara. It's true he's always been there for Arin. All women want recognition. And all women want to hear the expression of feelings, and not just guessing.

Fian runs his bike slowly. He's still thinking. Still glaring Bara's speech earlier. Fian confirmed Bara's speech. All this time, he was a coward. He only thinks of kindness to his parents. That's all true. But at all he never asked anything that Arin felt.

Fian thought it was all for Arin's good as well. But Fian was wrong. He never asked what Arin wanted. Fian just followed his heart, without asking for the opinion of others.

Arriving at home. Fian went straight into the room and soaked. His head feels very dizzy. Bara's speech is still ringing. He should cool his head. While soaking Fian just kept thinking. He must act immediately. Before it's too late.

It didn't feel like an hour of Fian soaking. The clock has shown twelve o'clock at night. He just finished his bath.

Fian broke his body. Fian has made his decision. After thinking long enough, of course. His mind is open. He had already found out what steps he should take. And after a long time he was finally able to sleep as well.

All this time he had never really slept well. His thoughts were always about Arin and Arin without any effort to meet him. Had he been able to take a stand, things would not have dragged on like this. May all soon unfold and and may end as desired.

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Car drove his car at high speed. His heart really hurt. Actually he was not willing . But he thinks this is the best way. Bara just thinks this is all for Arin's good of course. They just want to do what they should. Even though he only hopes Arin is his soul mate. But he doesn't want to be selfish. He just wants the best for everything.

The distance from the hospital to the house is only fifteen minutes. Usually thirty minutes to arrive. He runs his car at high speed. Fortunately, the traffic was not so crowded.

Arriving home was very late. He went straight into the bathroom to soak. His heart feels sore. He must be willing to let go of Arin. Fill the bathtub with water until full. Don't forget he gave her aromatherapy as usual. He wants to cool his head. He felt very tired today. A job that takes time and also the mind. In addition to this incident. But Bara was relieved as well. Because he did what he intended. I hope what he does is not in vain. Hopefully Arin and Fian can really unite.

After the bath, the body feels fresh. Even the mind feels light. In addition, the sense of sincerity that arises from the heart adds to the peace of the soul and mind.

Because you feel tired easily fall asleep. As soon as he put his head down, he immediately closed down and slept soundly. It was heard from his regular breathing.

We don't know what's gonna happen next. Whether Bara can see Arin's togetherness with Fian.Would he easily release Arin who is his first love.

How are the days ahead...

Seriate..

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