The Steel-Cared Rose
Longings

There is nothing more terrible than living a life full of dilemmas and wounds.

Her marriage to Dylan was annulled. They were legally considered never to have married.

What about the life they have lived together? All three of their children who may be currently wondering where his mother is? Just disappear?

His recovery was an inevitability. But remembering. She would not be able to see her children from far away. Triggering himself through inevitability.

He was still taking his medicine especially when he was feeling tense. But slowly he began to reduce his dependence. I need to heal for my kids.

Dean himself often felt annoyed with Sinta who did not pay attention to her pregnancy.

"Why haven't you eaten your food? Not taking your vitamins?" 

Dean enters Sinta's study. Look at food and vitamins as well as fruit juice that is still intact.

"I'm not hungry yet." Sahut Sinta is short.

"Recycle your food! After that sleep. Tomorrow you continue your work."

"I'm not a kid you have to set up! Don't tell me what I can and can't do!" Sinta defied Dean's face.

Dean lifted up the body of Sinta who was sitting in her work chair.

"You're happy to be forced?"

Sinta tried to fight but in vain.

"Eat your food!"

With tears. Sinta ate the food that Dean fed until it ran out. Take vitamins and juices without waste.

"Sounds you deliberately seeking my attention? Heh!" 

Sinta did not answer Dean's words. He was tired of everything that happened and had to live. He intends to continue his work. Dean took the pen and paper from his hand. Closing the lap top.

"Sleep!!!"

Sinta is waking up. Walked out of his study to his bedroom. Dean walked behind him.

Sinta climbed into her bed preparing to sleep. Dean covers.

"At least let me be with my kids." Sinta voiced her opinion.

Dean looked at her sharply, "I'm not sure I can take your kids and Dylan. Don't force me!"

"You're mean and cruel!" Sinta's tears came down both sides of her cheeks.

"They're not my kids! His father ran away my wife! What do you expect of me? No. I'm just choking alive is good. I did not separate them from their father. I could've killed Dylan and sent them all to an orphanage!"

Sinta sat down, attacked and pushed Dean to the point of almost falling out of their bed. His eyes looked hatefully at her.

"You're impatient?" Dean grabbed Sinta closer to her body. Reversing his wife's body, breaking down and overpowering her.

Sinta tried to keep Dean away but in vain, "You must not be impudent!" Sinta screamed hysterically. Throw away face.

"Who is insolent? As a good husband. Didn't ignore his wife's code, did he?" 

It is in vain to love against it. His heart hurt so much about Dean's treatment of him. Before he cheated and lied to her. Dean was always nice to her. Honouring him. But now?

Dean seemed to have no mercy at all. Completing her desires without caring for the slightest bit of emotion and feeling Sinta was torn to shreds every time she touched it forcefully.

Sinta picked up her clothes. Wearing it. Pull blanket. His body was trembling and shivering. His heart ached so much to receive all Dean's treatment of him. Dean fell asleep beside him. Covering Dean's naked body with a blanket. Turned her body and tried to sleep. 

Tears flowed from both sides of her cheeks. His heart misses Dylan and all three of his children.

Sinta grabbed her sleeping and tranquilizing pills. Drank it. Not long after he fell asleep very fast.

The sun is shining brightly. Sinta woke up from her sleep. He has not yet bathed and performed his morning prayers.

Dean looked neat and smelled a fragrant smell coming out of his body.

"You awake? I didn't wake you up because you're asleep really well." Dean walked over to his wife and kissed her forehead.

"Bring and pray your dawn. I'll bring you some food." Dean walked out of the room into the kitchen.

His assistant had already prepared the food he would bring to the room.

"your food. You have to spend it!" Dean put the tray on the table. 

"I'm not hungry!"

"Why do you enjoy being threatened, intimidated and coerced?"

Sinta shuts her mouth. Folding his face walking towards the table flanked by two chairs on his left right.

Sinta pushed the plate. He felt full. Drinking juice.

"spend!"

"It's full!"

"Open your mouth!" Dean feeds Sinta the rest of his food up the toilet.

"You're like a toddler. Must be forced to finish the food. I don't want anything to happen to our baby. If you're rash and something happens to him. I won't hesitate to be so hard on you."

Dean opened the refrigerator and took out a drinking bottle filled with mineral water. Refill it from a dispenser located next to the refrigerator.

"Drink your vitamins! You taking your sleeping pills and your tranquilizer again? I counted one less each. You're pregnant. Reduce your drug consumption. I don't want our son to be disabled."

"The doctor said it was safe for pregnant women. If our child is disabled. You check what you're doing!" Said Ratih ketus.

Dean is silent a thousand languages. He did not want his anger to be drawn out. He often regretted every release of being rude to his wife.

Dean walked towards Sinta. Hugged his shoulder, "Don't be angry! Not good for our baby. I don't want him out in his frowning state or any strands of gray hair growing on his nose." Dean tried to melt the atmosphere. Pecking the top of his wife's head.

Sinta pushed her husband rough. Dean walked back to her and hugged her, "Don't be so fierce, dong! Later I thought you were giving a new code to know taste!"

Sinta's body froze. Wry face. He hates Dean so much. Not looking for trouble with him.

He often misses Dylan and their children. Determined to hire a private detective to track their current whereabouts.

Sinta finished her work faster. Means to meet the private detective he rented before his scheduled visit to the obstetrician.

They promised to meet in a private place. A man wearing a skull cap and black glasses.

A Japanese restaurant with its own room.

"You been a long time?"

"Just arrived."

"My time is not much. This is their last address. I wonder if they're still there or not. I want details of their lives. I miss them all so much." Sinta's tears melted from both corners of her eyes.

"All right."

"I have to go now. You order food. The bill will be sent to me."

"good. Thank you." Thank you."

"I have to go now. I don't want my husband to be suspicious. It could all be messy if he finds out, I'm looking for them all."

"All right!"

"Good! Good afternoon!"

"Good afternoon!"

Sinta out of their room. Opening and closing doors made of paper with beautiful cherry blossoms. Hurry to see her doctor. His gadget sounded when he entered his car. The driver closed the car door. 

It's called Dean. Lifting his gadget reluctantly.

"Where are you?"

"Almost briefly. I want to eat."

"Tumbens! So dong! If you are pregnant, you have to eat a lot. Eat for two. Immediately schedule control to your gynecologist."

"Yes, I know. Pri and I are on our way to the hospital."

"All right! Take good care of yourself. I love you!"

Sinta did not reply to Dean's words. Just shut down the gadget.