The Substitute Woman on the First Night
An Idea

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While I was still struggling with the pain in the bathroom, suddenly Mas Denis came to worry about me. However, somehow I feel like all of that is just a pretense. Yeah, right now my mind's been so bad thinking about everything that's happened. I'm getting the idea that Almira and Mas Denis are playing me. To be honest, I'm starting to think that they have a relationship behind my back or actually this is all just an excessive fear because since Almira's pregnancy, she said, my mind was completely disturbed and I could never calm down.

"Darling, do you want to see a doctor?" Denis asked again after asking about my condition. But I just kept quiet to respond to him.

"No need, Mom. You just walk to the office no need to wait for me, later you are even late again because you have to take Mira to campus first!" I intentionally said that. Intentionally did not feel suspicious about his decision to take my twin sister to go with him.

"Yes already then, me and Mira walk first huh, honey. Anyway if there's anything you just call me!" After Mas Denis said it, I no longer heard his voice in front of the bathroom. But Almira was still there. His little rarity sounded clear from inside the bathroom and it really infuriated me.

"Your satisfaction, Mira!" So upset I said that. However, my voice did not sound too loud because I was still grimacing because of this pain in my stomach. Fortunately I just ate one mouthful, how about I eat more, surely the pain will be more than I feel now.

Feeling so deadlocked that I could think of nothing, I cried. Sobbing in tightness that makes my chest more tied. This shackle of grief really tormented me. Not only hurt by reality, but the sense of regret increasingly hunting to make it difficult to avoid. I could only cry, lamenting everything I had ever done while enduring the pain that never went away.

"Why did it all get like this? What if Mira and Mas Denis are really behind me? Am I strong enough to accept that reality? Oh, my God, how do I know all that they're hiding?" I try to catch my breath that feels tight. Pull and exhale slowly while pressing my chest tightly to strengthen my heart.

Amidst the pain, suddenly an idea entered my mind that had been deadlocked. "Do I have to do that?" I'm back to thinking. Digesting an idea that is actually no stranger to me because I have done it before. "Maybe that's the only way that I can prove whether Mas Denis and Mira have a relationship or not?" I tried to convince my heart that I had to do it. Swap roles with Almira tonight and give my twin sister a sleeping pill after she leaves college.

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