The Wedding
13. Make You Happy

"Actually I don't love you at all, Daisy. I'm sorry" said Faza, his face looked regretful.

I was shocked to hear the statement from Faza. I can't believe my husband said something like that.

"What do you mean, mas?" much

"I don't love you at all, Daisy, I don't even like you. You're not what I imagined you to be" explained Faza.

"Mas hasn't loved me since when? What's wrong?" ask me again

"From the beginning I didn't love you. I tried to love you, but it was hard for me. I always didn't manage to achieve that. As long as we're married I'm trying to get Daisy to like you. But it can't. You're not wrong, it's my fault. I don't love you at all. I'm sorry" said Faza, his hands clasping my hands tightly.

The first time Faza held my hand tightly without me doing it first. My eyes were hot, tears were ready to spill in a moment, it seemed like my heart was in pain.

"Why, mas? If I don't have anything wrong why are you like this? Why did you marry me?" I asked, tears coming down my cheeks.

"I can be honest?" ask her carefully

"Honestly everything, my mom. If it makes everything better. I appreciate Mas Faza honestly really" I explained while erasing my tears trying to strengthen my heart.

"Actually in my heart still loves my ex-lover, the Star of his name. I really love her. It's just that my parents don't like it. If only I could whine, I only wanted to marry the Stars, she was the only woman who could make me feel comfortable and understand me. That's why I really fell in love with her" explained Faza, then she suddenly hugged me.

I was just speechless hearing Faza's explanation, my gaze was blank, I didn't think anything, all of this reality was too bitter, it was too confusing for me. Faza's embrace doesn't mean anything to me. This fact is too much to hurt my heart.

"Is the Star married?" much

"Yet" Faza shook his head

"Why don't we fight for the stars?" much

"Why did you marry me?" I was a little annoyed, I let go of his embrace.

"My parents like you, they're sure that you can be a good wife to me, but sorry, I can't love you, Daisy. You are a very nice woman, but you are not what I expected. I've been trying to love you, but I can't" Faza explained.

"Mas didn't want to disappoint his parents but consciously or unconsciously, he dragged me into a miserable married life. I hurt me, your wife" I said sadly.

Faza did not reply, he hugged me again, his embrace was very tight, I could feel this hug like a form of regret Faza had for revealing this all.

"I'm sorry Daisy, I'm sorry" said Faza softly, he tightened his arms.

"Mas, I shouldn't have done this to me. If you didn't like me from the beginning, you shouldn't have married me. Who married me for what?" much

"My parents urged me to marry you quickly, Daisy. I didn't want to disappoint them so I followed their will, I didn't care about my feelings" she said

"Don't want to disappoint your parents but hurt others, is that wise?" ask me again

"Not" said Faza sadly.

"Till now still love the Stars?" I asked, when I mentioned the name of the Star there was either more pain that I felt.

Faza nodded then replied slowly.

"I still love the Stars so much today and it's hard for me to forget the Stars, she's really in my heart, Daisy" Faza replied.

I could only be silent, looking at my husband's sad and depressed face, I stroked his cheek gently, I knew that I loved my husband, but my husband did not love me.

I used to love someone, love him so much, maybe even now there is still in my heart, but I try to keep and lock the memory of him neat in my memory not my heart. Right now my main focus is my husband, I do everything for my husband, my heart is completely for my husband. But my husband loves another woman.