The Wedding
20. Bestfriend or Enemy's?

This afternoon, as Faza said this morning, he picked me up after work. He kissed me on the forehead when I got in the car.

Today he looks handsome, actually he is handsome just that his attitude that sucks me not realize his good looks. His hair he slightly tied around the back, using a long-sleeved shirt and he rolled up to the elbows. I turned my eyes out the window, if I continued to look at his face I could have been hypnotized lag

The song Can't take my eyes of you sounded soothing in my ears, I happen to like this song very much. Suddenly Faza held my hand, he purposely grasped my hand tightly. His gaze was still focused on the road but his hand was not wrong to pick and hold my hand.

"Tomorrow the day after tomorrow we get an invitation to dinner at Om Hary's house" he said

"Where is Om Hary?" I try to remember.

"That's mom's cousin, you forgot?" ask her.

"Well that one, all right" I said, lying if I remember the guy.

"As usual we're fake again?" my many.

"How do you mean?" ask Faza confused.

"Yaaa pretending to be romantic, pretending that our relationship is harmonious, we should be so again right?" my clear.

"Necessary, ordinary. I'm also used to having you around me, so there's no need to pretend anymore" explained Faza.

"What the hell do you mean?" ask again.

"We were married for almost a year, I was getting used to your presence, you were always looking after me, when I was sick you took care of me until I was healed, you are also patient even though my attitude is also good. So to hold or kiss your forehead is not awkward anymore"0 explained Faza, now his car has started to enter the yard.

"But if love doesn't, does it?" I asked, actually my heart feels dag dig dug, I don't want to expect anything, I don't want to be disappointed but still it seems I hope he answers that he loves me.

"Mas, do you still love me?" resetting.

"Still in love with the Stars?" manyu continue.

"Yes" he answered briefly.

My heart feels hot, I really feel annoyed and played with by him. Just these few days he was acting so sweet to me, let alone this morning that kiss.kiss is what does it mean to him? my grumbling in my heart.

Without saying anything else, I got out of the car and left Faza. Why was my heart so weak, I tried to make a defensive wall when Faza tried to force me back then, I had almost managed to make a solid wall, already, just because that kiss the wall I made collapsed again and now I have to swallow the bitter reality again without a wall of defense.

I went inside the house and followed Faza behind me, Faza was trying to chase after me who was currently enveloped in anger. Jealous, I am jealous that she still loves the Star, as if my presence all this time in her life had no meaning.

Finally Faza managed to pull my hand. My steps stopped and turned to him.

"Don't be angry" said Faza still holding my hand.

"What does this guy want? If I'm angry, why?" many cold.

"I don't like you being angry" Faza explained honestly.

"What is the effect on you?" tanyaku.

"Yes, make my mood go bad" Faza hugged me.

"Already, mas. Just take care of your star" I hurriedly took off his embrace and went into my room below.

Faza. He just looked at me. He did feel guilty saying the truth but that was the truth. He still loves the stars.