The Wedding
38. The Missing Killing

Missing, a pleasant disease that often makes many people feel sad, sad and feel tormented. Moreover, when suffering a longing, you have to endure the pain itself. Yes, alone.

Tony drowned his face in the folds of his hands on the table in front of him. She shuffled her hair in frustration. Although his body felt so tired, but he did not want to despair and still continued to look for Cora. He has surrounded Jakarta and the results are in vain. Not even the private detective he hired could find his wife. Tony can't live without Cora, his loss now makes him realize how much love he has for her. He loved Cora and her love for her grew bigger every day, until he could not live without her beside him.

Not being able to live without it is the silliest word a broken heart always says. They say they can't live without food, right? Because a human being can still live as long as his body can digest food, but what if the food the broken hearted person needs is the one who has gone it.

Humans cannot breathe without oxygen instead of losing another human being who fills their lives, but what if the air they need is the one who has gone and taken away all their broken hearted happiness. A broken heart can make a person feel unable to move on because all the reasons they have to move on have disappeared with the departure of their loved one.

Tony turned his face and looked at the night sky that looked so beautiful from the balcony of his house. He imagined the face of the woman who was smiling sweetly. He missed the smile of the woman, he missed everything about the woman. He felt very stupid for wasting the woman who owned his heart. He does not know why there should be such a thing as regret in this life, he does not know that a regret can feel so painful and painful.

"Cora?" Tony turned his body around while listening to the sound of the footsteps of someone walking up to him, the smile on his face disappearing in an instant as he saw the person walking towards him was not the person he expected.

"Jhon. . ." Tony said softly, Jhon smiled sweetly and patted his best friend's shoulder gently.

"I haven't been able to find, Cora," said Jhon. He stared at his friend who looked like the undead. Tony's appearance changed drastically, the handsome and clean face that his best friend usually showed had turned into a very dull and unkempt face again.

Tony had no regard for his own appearance, his sturdy jaw had been overgrown with fine feathers and he was not the Tony that Jhon had known all along. Jhon knew Cora's departure severely tortured his best friend.

"Cora went where? I can't go on like this, I can't live without her beside me." Tony said softly, drowning his face in both hands, pulling his hair in frustration. His chest felt so tight, as if a pair of hands were suffocating his neck and making him unable to breathe at the moment.

"I don't know." Jhon patted his friend's vibrating shoulder gently, "We can definitely find him."

"I'm really stupid" Tony muttered softly, but Jhon could still listen to Tony's murmur.

"Yes, you are stupid. I still remember how you used to be Ton. The famous adult, cute and cold Tony changed when he knew Cora. The smile that never graced your face was always present when you were with Cora, it took you a year to convince yourself that you love Cora and want her to stay by your side. You're so stupid, Tony. The dumbest guy I've ever known and maybe that's what made Cora love you." Jhon said curtly, he stared intently at Tony.

Yeah, that's how the Tony he used to know, Tony who was always cool and cool with everyone around him, changed when the presence of the woman. Cora's presence has changed Tony's life.

The man looked warmer, the man could smile like a normal human, not an alien smile that looked very forced. Her best friend is happy and Cora is her happiness.

"I just want to see how you are today. James said you weren't in the office for a week, you left all your work to James. You look so fucked up, Tony." Jhon looked at his best friend with pity, Tony just smiled faintly at his best friend. He knows that his current appearance and work look very messy. That woman has turned her world upside down.

"I'm still alive, John, if that's what you want to make sure." Tony said flatly, at least he should stay alive so that he could continue searching for Cora and bring the woman back to his side.

"Good, don't die before you bring Cora back to this house." John smiled sweetly, "Have you been looking for Cora to Paris? Cora likes Paris so much, it's possible that Cora settled there." John continued his words.

"Already John, Cora is not in Paris, my gut feeling is that she's still in Indonesia, but I don't know where she is. How do I find Cora? I miss him so much." Tony ruffled his hair in frustration.

"I feel like I want to strangle you right now, Tony. Why would a genius man like you be this stupid and waste the woman you love." John said sarcastically.

"You know John, love is a feeling we can't control. There is no rule in loved and sometimes it makes a person a coward." Tony said softly.

There are no rules in love.The feeling flows just like a river that continues to flow without having to be told where it should flow, like that is also the feeling of love. Love always keeps us drifting along with the flow. Sometimes we can be selfish, stupid, happy and sad when we feel a feeling called love. No one can guess what the end of a love story is and no one can plan for where a love story will end. Tony cannot control himself, the love that has graced his heart makes him a very stupid and selfish man.

"Yes, I know what it's like to fall in love.Love is indeed a strange feeling. Until now I did not understand how the feeling called love works. That feeling we can't interpret with millions of words."

Jhon smiled wryly and let out a long sigh, "Keep fighting for that love of yours. Me and Michael are gonna help you find Cora. Remember my message, don't die before you find Cora. Although your brain doesn't allow you to think about anything other than Cora, you should try to think about your health. Cora would definitely not be happy to see how you are right now" Jhon continued his words and smiled sweetly.

Tony smiled faintly and nodded his head. "I'll go first, take care of your health, Tony." John patted his best friend's shoulder and left. He was relieved to see Tony still alive. Although Tony's appearance is far from good, but he is still alive. It was better than having to watch his best friend do something stupid and take away his precious life.

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