The Wedding
22. Medusans

I rushed down from the car, I wanted to get away from Faza, it was so hot to be around all day. Recollecting when Faza received the phone call at Om Hary's dinner and Bintang trying to get close to Bianca made my heart fall apart.

Faza was confused to see Daisy's attitude from just being quiet, not talking in the slightest while on the way. He tries to catch up to Daisy but Daisy steps very quickly, now she has entered the room and locked the door of her room. Not stopping there, Faza knocks on Daisy's door.

The door of the room was knocked and occasionally Faza's voice called out to me. I ignored her, I took off my clothes and prepared to take a shower. At least the water running through my body will calm my brain because of some annoying things that happened from yesterday.

Faza is still bitter to knock on Daisy's room door, it has been a few days that I and Faza split the room, precisely since the incident he wanted to meng*sa me. I don't think I'm ready to go to room with him anymore.

Not even getting into the bathroom, I heard Faza say something.

"Daisy, I know you're inside and don't want to open the door. But what's the problem? Why are you suddenly silent?" ask her.

What problem? It's really yes it's a creature one don't know if he hurt me yesterday by saying that he still loves the Stars, it's obviously his ex-lover and now he's asking what the problem is, what the problem is, really not sensitive to people, I grumbled.

"Daisy open the door or I break the door" Faza threatened.

I just kept quiet, however much I seemed to be in love with my husband, it felt like I could not ignore him like this even though he often ignored me or my feelings.

I finally lost again because of it, I opened the door. Faza's face looked upset, probably because he had been about fifteen minutes standing in front of my room and knocking at the door.

"What the hell are you?" ask her.

"Care what?" I asked back, only this time I did not call him mas during marriage to him.

"Are you talking to your husband like this?" said Faza annoyed.

"His husband? What kind of husband? A husband who constantly loves his ex-lover and ignores his wife?" ketus.

"Oh my goodness, what's the matter, Daisy?" said Faza trying to hold back his regret, he lowered his voice until it sounded soft.

"Who's on the phone today at Om Hary's?" I asked directly to the point.

"Star again?" my many.

"Yes" he answered, he lowered his head.

"Yes, there's nothing we need to talk about anymore. I've had enough of your attitude" I closed my door again but Faza held him back.

"Daisy, I'm trying" he said, holding the door open.

"What effort?" many confused.

"Love you" he answered, his eyes showing that the words he said were earnest.

"Love is not forced or cultivated, love from the heart. Like I love the stars, without any coercion or effort to love them, right? Everything is sincere from the heart. Don't you?" my clear.

Faza was silent, just looking at me, I no longer held my door shut, I was tired, I was tired, just to endure the pain in my heart that I felt right now just felt so exhausting as if it was draining all my energy.

"Daisy, maybe without me realizing I really needed you in my life, you brought a lot of changes in my life. I'm trying to take the Star out of my heart and I can love you with all my heart. But I need time for all of that. I beg. Give me a chance to really love you. I've hurt you too much, Daisy. Surely you are very unhappy with me, but allow me to really make you happy and make you the queen of my life" explained Faza, his eyes still straight looking at my eyes which now have tears in their eyes.

I turned my face away, it felt like I could not linger looking into Faza's eyes. He is like a person who can hypnotize, if you look into his eyes for a long time it could be falling in love. Besides, I don't want him to know that my tears are ready for freefall on my cheek.

"I want to take a shower, if you still want to stand in front of the door, I leave the door open" I said coldly and left Faza wiping my tears.

Just a few steps I headed towards the bathroom, Faza hugged me from behind. Not saying anything, just shut up and hold me tight. I kept quiet, allowing my husband to give her a hug.

"You're driving me crazy, Daisy" he said.

"I really couldn't get away from you, at the beginning of the marriage, I thought I'd be able to pull myself away from you even though you were my wife, because I only loved the Stars back then. But I was wrong, you are a very good woman, you take care of me, take care of me, serve me very well even though I ignore all my obligations as a husband, but you still do well. Until I finally realized that I really needed you and me..." Faza did not continue his sentence.

I was just silent to hear and listen carefully to what Faza said at this time, although still the wound in my heart still feels real pain.