
Faza and I were walking down the hallway of one of my city's supermarkets. The plan wants to buy groceries because the stock at home has begun to run out. Faza was indeed forced to accompany me shopping, after an unpleasant conversation that night brought me closer to Faza. I was just trying to suppress my ego, because I didn't want a divorce in my household.
Initially Faza refused to come with me, the various reasons he took out but my compulsion was much more potent. I pretended to feel dizzy and unwell so I needed to be accompanied while shopping, with a heavy heart she complied with me.
My hand held Faza's hand, for some reason I wanted to do it even though I was sure he didn't like my attitude like this, seen from his face that felt uncomfortable and hesitant.
As I was looking through the beef I wanted to buy, suddenly a woman greeted Faza, I spontaneously looked towards the source of the sound. I didn't know him but in contrast to Faza, the expression on his face turned to be very cheerful.
"Faza, you're shopping too?" greet the girl.
"Hi, Star. You alone?" greet Faza.
I was speechless to hear Faza mention the name of the Star. The star? The star of her ex-boyfriend? my question is in my heart.
My heart fretted, wanting to be quick to ask the Stars who he meant. When viewed from the gaze of Faza, such as explaining that the Star is his former lover. He looks very happy.
"Yes, I'm alone. You today can not accompany me anyway" sedu bintang.
"Who said you could? It's me I also happen to be not busy, why don't you just call me?" ask Faza.
I just kept quiet, confused by the conversation of two people who did not consider my presence. Inexhaustible, I held back Faza's hand to make my presence visible to them. The star who immediately noticed my behavior, he looked at me.
"Oh you're the same as your wife?" tanya Bintang emphasizes the word "wife".
Faza turned his head towards me, his face looking displeased. He hurriedly took my hand off.
"Yes, this is Daisy. Daisy's the Star" Faza introduced me to the Star.
"Hi, nice to meet you" said the Star in a made-up friendly voice.
"Ah.ii.iyyaa" replied the Star slightly nervously.
"Ooh college friend or coworker?" ask me with a friendly smile.
"Hmm. Campus friends first" replied the Star.
I glanced towards Faza who looked increasingly uncomfortable. His eyes were still fixed on the Stars, as if I was like an SPG offering them things.
"Oohs..This star seems familiar to me, is this star the former lover of Mas Faza first huh?" ask directly.
"Eeh.hmm.." looks like the stars didn't answer my easy question.
It seems true that this star is the star of Faza's former lover. Seen from the puzzled expressions of Star and Faza. My heart is very jealous. I finally met him, met my husband's ex-lover who was very hard to forget.
If I am currently in the world of stories like comics, it feels like I want to pull her hair, remember when she still called Faza some time ago. He knew that Faza already had a wife but still he still contacted Faza. Not only the Star was wrong but Faza was also not firm. If he doesn't love me why should he marry me. I was so upset, my scolding was in my heart.
"You're nothing at all, Daisy?" snapped at Faza in annoyance. His face looks angry.
The stars are getting more and more confused with the current situation.
"Faza, I go first huh" said the Bintang saying goodbye.
"I drove to the parking lot" said Faza while holding the hand of the Star.
I was both silent and surprised to see Faza's attitude towards me. See what he just did? He yelled at me in front of his ex-girlfriend and he left me with his ex's hand.
My tears are ready to spill. You've gone too far Faza, my inner self.