The Wedding
32. The Crisis of Trust

"Get out of my house right now, Star" I said firmly.

After the Star left my house, I rushed into the room located on the lower floor. Faza followed me from behind, still trying to explain everything for the umpteenth time. I don't want to hear the explanation anymore, right now it's too sick to listen to any explanation. I felt so hurt and betrayed.

Indeed my relationship with Faza has only been improving these past few months, but I had never thought of betraying him at all since the beginning of our marriage, although Faza's attitude towards me can be said to be far from good.

But what does Faza do with the Stars? She betrayed me for so long in our marriage and now that Bintang claims to be pregnant with Faza's child, it's beyond the limit I can accept.

I sat on the floor, silent. I try to think clearly. What am I supposed to do now? Surviving or suing Faza for divorce? But I'm pregnant, I can't just get divorced. Wait until this child is born. Do I just go home to Mama's? My brain seems unable to think anymore, I sighed softly.

"Daisy.." call Faza tired, he's behind Daisy's room door and sitting on the floor leaning against the room door.

"I beg you, Daisy. It's not what you think it is. I was wrong, I cheated on him for a long time. But believe me, I only had sex with him once, because he set me up, at the beginning of the month of our marriage, and that for the first and last time, the boy was not my son, the child in the womb he's not my son, Daisy. For God's sake I swear, it's not my son, if you really don't believe it, we can do a DNA test" Faza explained for the umpteenth time.

I just fell silent, sinking my head into my hands. I had to make a decision, I was eager to believe in Faza but the evidence was too strong that it was difficult for me to accept this reality and the explanation from Faza.

The next day, I was busy putting my clothes in my suitcase, all night I had been thinking about the decision I took to go home to my parents, I felt if I continued to face Faza, he said, I can't stand it.

I opened the door of the room hoping that Faza wasn't around. Sure enough, I did not see Faza around the room, the house looked empty. I hurriedly pulled my suitcase, arriving in the living room, my right hand pulled the doorknob and opened it, not having time to leave the house when I was about to pull my suitcase, from the outside I saw Faza's car enter the courtyard.

I immediately took out a suitcase from inside the house, Faza immediately realized my whereabouts and he immediately caught up with me, his right hand carrying a shopping bag and his left hand carrying a box filled with food.

Faza immediately placed his groceries under the window of the house located not far from where I was standing and he immediately held my suitcase.

"Where are you going?" sergeant.

"I want to go home to my mom, ma'am" I replied without looking at Faza, I was still busy pulling my suitcase which felt very heavy.

"Daisy, let's solve this problem properly. I've explained everything to you what happened and there's nothing I've covered up. Believe, Daisy. The child that the Star contains is not my son" explained Faza, I had seen his eyes, he looked very earnest.

"Mas, I need some alone time, besides I didn't expect your affair to have come this far, ma'am" I replied slowly.

"Please don't go home, what if your mother asks you this question, Daisy?" faza said in confusion.

"The story as to why I should cover this matter to Mama" I replied a little cynical, somehow the sentence that Faza made me feel even more upset.

"Daisy but your parents will be very worried, I don't want it to further aggravate the atmosphere" said Faza still continuing to look at me.

"Mas, don't be selfish first yes this time, I need time alone, continue with you to make the wound in my heart deeper, the wound is also because of you, mas. Now you're forbidding me to go home? Is this fair?" tanyaku.

"You must follow your husband's orders, Daisy!" said Faza annoyed.

"This time I don't care, ma'am. This incident alone has left me very hurt. I have the right to calm my mind and myself in my own way" I said trying to remain calm and patient.

"You can, you have to stay with me!" faza's orders.

Before long the taxi stopped in front of my house, the taxi I ordered arrived. I smiled at the taxi driver and my hand signaled wait.

"I'm saying goodbye, mas" I said as I pulled my suitcase and passed by.

Faza turned his body around and saw me off, it seemed like he wanted to snap my steps but he could do nothing. A minute later, a taxi drove up the road to my parents' house.