The Wedding
3. Introduction or Application?

Reina asked me to meet someone she would introduce me to. Faza Biantara's name, Reina's friend when I was in High School, just at a glance I heard about Faza from Reina, actually I don't really care about this meeting, I really don't care about this meeting, were it not for Fariq constantly asking me to find a replacement, I would never have done something stupid like this. Reina told me that Faza is a handsome, kind, not arrogant and diligent man saving, haha. It's not like that. Faza is notoriously friendly and good in the surrounding environment.

Today I will meet with Faza at one of the dining places that serves all the soto menu, for some reason Reina chose this place, maybe she was wanting to eat soto. I ordered Banjar soto and Reina ordered Betawi soto.

Half an hour I and Reina waited for Faza who never came, before long a man wearing a white shirt approached us, ah.this is the person, finally came also, my inner self. Faza smiled kindly at me as Reina mentioned my name, my first impression when meeting Faza, he was indeed handsome, friendly and kind but I couldn't judge more. We had a conversation, it was still very awkward and at the end of our meeting, he asked for my phone number, I gave him my pleasure. Consider it to add friends.

Arriving home, without me noticing, I waited for Faza to call me, but no message came from him. It seems that he is not interested in me, if a man is interested or likes a woman at the first meeting, then he will quickly contact the woman after, while Faza does not do that. Let, interiorly. I threw away my thoughts about Faza. After all my heart is still very well planted for Fariq, I don't want to replace it with anyone.

I unlocked my phone lock screen, my thumb was already walking around and around looking for Fariq's contact and started sending him short messages.

To : Fariq

Today I met his friend Reina, his name is Faza. But honestly, I can't help replacing you from my heart, Fariq. I should how? Am I wrong if I just love and love you? It makes me really feel depressed. How can there be someone I love so much, but I have to find someone else? Love me the solution.

Thirty minutes later, Fariq just returned my message.

From : Fariq

I'm the same, Daisy. It's hard for me to let go of you, I'm jealous you met another man. I'm sorry, Daisy. I'm sorry for my stupid act of asking you to find my replacement. But I still can't give you any certainty for our relationship and it's very hard for me to hang our relationship without direction.

I sighed, I felt my head hurt thinking about this. I was always arguing with Fariq about the matchmaking that his parents would make. Fariq really can't do anything about it, he's in the wrong position. He has to choose my parents or me.

I was silent for a moment, staring blankly at my phone screen. Then I replied to Fariq's message lazily.

To : Fariq

Staywith me. I just love you, Fariq.

I put my pink phone on the table next to the bed. Before long my phone rings again, tinngggg..

From :+628123****

Hi, Daisy. Here's my number. Fazas.

My eyes flickered a few times, making sure my net was not misread. It wasn't Fariq who just sent me a message. After confirming it was Faza who sent it, I came back lethargic. It's not Faza I need right now, but Fariq. I just need Fariq in my life.

Suddenly tears were already dripping down my cheeks, this time my heart really felt tired. My desire to marry Fariq was strong, wanting to spend the rest of my life with her. Like a food package, Fariq was already a complete package, all were complete meet the criteria to become my husband. But this desire is very difficult for me to achieve.

My phone rang again, one message came in.

From : Fariq

I will fight for you as much as possible, Daisy. I'll be with you.

Finally my tears really broke after reading the message from her, it felt like I was hugging Fariq at the moment, we loved each other but we were hard to be together, I sobbed, I cried, my chest ached holding back my biggest desire right now that the possibility of happening was only zero comma by a few percent. I love Fariq very much, very much, but what should I do, my inner self.

This morning the sunlight did not enter my room but was replaced with black clouds and heavy rain. I opened my eyes, crying all night put me to sleep. My feelings are much better now, it seems like I can control myself and my emotions. I slowly opened the lock screen of my phone, I just remembered that I had not replied to a message from Faza. I typed as much as I could, only feeling bad if I didn't reply.

To : Faza

Hi, Faza. My number is :)

I threw my cell phone quietly on the bed, today is a holiday, I do not need to rush to run my activities. I tried as hard as I could to get rid of the laziness that stuck to me, slowly I got up and sat on the edge of my bed.

I was just about to go take a shower and my phone rang again, I opened the incoming message.

From : Faza

Daisy's off today, huh?

I read it at a glance, locked my phone screen and went on to take a shower.

Faza? my question is in my heart. Good, handsome too, but still my heart is only for Fariq, how is this, I replied inwardly. I began to get busy with questions between my own heart and mind under the cool shower.

After I finished the bath, I grabbed my pink phone and started typing in a reply for Faza.

To : Faza

Yeah, I'm off, it's weekend. Faza off too?

A few hours passed my message has not been answered by Faza. I don't give a shit. On this holiday, I spend my free time reading novels and watching my favorite movies, occasionally replying to messages from some of my friends.