Under Sun
18. I Licked Her So She Is Mine
Tonight is the twentieth night since the Federal Bureau of Investigation's arrest of Jeffrey. The girl had tried her best to return to Washington DC, but her efforts were in vain as some FBI intel seemed to be watching her. Even he was like a fugitive who could not go anywhere. For example, he could not use a sea vehicle because the ship refused to take him.
After the incident, Jea was sent back to Toronto, where she lived alone in Jaehyun's house.
Speaking of Jaehyun, Jea also did not know clearly how the man was doing at this time. Because of what Jea believed, Jaehyun would definitely wake up during the day.
But fortunately, Jisung, one of Jaehyun's subordinates often visited him and brought food ingredients for the girl. Jisung said, Jaehyun told him to take care of Jea when Jaehyun disappeared suddenly.
It seemed like the man was already planning to prepare everything perfectly.
As Toronto knew at this time, Jaehyun disappeared. It completely disappeared without the slightest trace. Even the top military brass who were close associates of Jaehyun did not know at all where the man was going.
"Thank you" Jea slightly bowed as Jisung placed a basket of fruit and vegetables on the table.
"No problem. These were all also bought with General Jaehyun's money."
Hearing that, Jea fell silent. For whatever sake, he felt like he really did not want to hear that name anymore. Jea did not want to hear the names of Jaehyun and Jeffrey.
Because every time he remembered the man, Jea would just keep crying.
Even for almost two days he had not eaten anything if not forced by Jisung.
"Eat, the fruit will I peel," Jisung moved to take the swiss army in the pocket of his police pants and peel the peach skin that had just been washed.
Jea is now leaning her back on the head of the bed. Himself fever. His body looks thinner than the one before.
A little made Jisung grimace.
"The general will return. Don't you worry."
Not wanting to be re-contaminated by bad thoughts, Jea simply assented with a nod.
The peach was cut into small pieces, then Jisung placed it on Jea's thigh covered by a thick blanket, "Eat."
Drowning, Jea could only grab the piece of peach limply. Although there was no appetite at all, Jea forced herself to devour the fruit due to Jisung's stern gaze.
"Other times if I'm not around, please keep eating. I don't have much time to take care of you if you keep getting sick" said Jisung ketus while cutting new fruit again.
But even so, Jea kept smiling. For almost three weeks meeting Jisung, Jea knew that the man was nice. It's just that his words sometimes sound a little harsh, "Yes, sorry."
"Then. I'll take your medicine for a minute."
To be honest, Jea felt bad for bothering Jisung, "Yes, thank you Jisung."
Afterwards Jisung disappears from behind the walls of the room, leaving Jea alone with a piece of peach.
The atmosphere in the room was quiet for a long time. Along with the slow clanging of time.
Jisung's been gone long enough.
Actually, his body feels really crumpled. But fortunately thanks to Jisung, his body felt lighter than the previous one.
Jea wants to take a shower, it's hot when it's night. Just as her steps wanted to go into the bathroom, Jea turned the bow. Remembering something he had to take.
Jea quickly opened the door and looked down. Sure enough, again a letter was placed there.
No, the girl also did not know who was mysteriously giving her a letter every two nights.
No way... That guy?
His head turned to all directions, making sure that not a single human had seen his action at this moment. Other than her, no one else knew about the letter.
Except the author and the sender.
The initial purpose of wanting to wash themselves is immediately undone. Hurriedly the girl went to the room, opening the letter in a hurry.
09.13 pm
in my dream, I kiss your neck. you are so wet
down there. in my thoughts,
we make love all night long.
His body bristled slightly after reading the letter. Somehow, the crumbling sentence addressed to him made him remember a man he had missed.
It was not enough to be just one letter, Jea re-unpacked the contents of the drawer and then took out the letters that were constantly on the doorstep of Jaehyun's house.
10.28 pm
I really want to do all the dirty
things inside my head to you like,
right now if I could.
11.11 pm
and I don't want to forget
how your soft voices sounds
8.19 pm
I've been craving for you
and this is so bad
9.17 pm
and if heaven could speak,
it will sound like you
11.12 pm
last night, the,
I talked to some guys that interested in you,
I said, "i licked her, so she is mine."
His blood felt great. Jea never felt this except when the man's long fingers touched the surface of his skin. Touch it gently. Smells every inch of her body.
Jea closed tightly. Trying to remember what it was like when the man was doing things that were beyond the threshold of rationality.
Jeffrey, uh,
Jeffrey, uh,
Jeffrey.
Jea called that name over and over every night.
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Jea let out a long sigh after having drowned most of his body in a small pond formed from a bunch of rocks that were not far from Jaehyun's house. Located next to the forest, there are rarely humans who pass here so the girl is not afraid to take off all her clothes and soak there.
After tired of guessing who the mastermind behind the letters, Jea finally decided to take a break while enjoying how cold the pool water was not too deep. Maybe only his thighs if he stood up.
His head feels a little dizzy. Jea closed her eyes tightly after she leaned her head against one of the damp stone walls.
Is Jeffrey still breathing tonight?
If so, what is that man doing?
Is Jeffrey thinking about it like Jea was busy rummaging about Jeffrey in his mind?
For whatever sake, the girl did not understand this feeling at all. What was wrong with him to the point that he felt so lost that creepy figure?
Jea doesn't understand at all. It shouldn't be like this. A child is just a child. You have no right to fall in love with someone like Jeffrey.
Is he worthy of being with that man?
No one knows.
There are probably no more appropriate words to describe how much Jea misses Jeffrey. No one could match that man, until at any time.
Apparently, Jea was too busy talking to herself to the point of not realizing the slow movement of the bushes there. The footsteps were so silent, approaching without whispering.
The girl's heart almost stopped beating when suddenly her eyes, which had been closed earlier, were wrapped by a long piece of cloth that had now completely closed her line of sight.