Wedding Dust's
48. Other Side's Garden (Decision)
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...And here, we decided to split up...
...Momentary,...
...To start over from the beginning...
...3...
This third meeting was the culmination of their relationship. Serious talks have been going on for a long time, and the two are still unable to find a bright spot for their relationship.
“Tempati only that house. I'll be out.”
Nadya smiled obliquely hearing that. “Are you crazy? They will call me what if until I say your words, Gas.”, said Nadya, shaking her head in disbelief. “Women are not ashamed? So?”
“Nad,”
“One more time I reiterate to you. No one will come out of that house.”
Selfish, but Nadya did not want Bagas speech that time materialized and made it worse.
He realized, he had no rights to the house which actually belonged to Bagas. But two years ago, Bagas had changed the name of ownership of the house on his behalf. So, Nadya used that to pressure Bagas not to get out of their house. Or else, Nadya threatens to sell the house.
“If you force me to go, I will also go from there. That house is not mine.”
Bagas stared straight at the atmosphere of the afternoon and the sun that refracted the light above the lake water which now looks more maintained than previous years. His mind was muddled, and the house was not his goal to go back to this moment. It was too stifling if he had to come face-to-face with Nadya for quite a long time.
“Then, do.”
Nadya looked harsh. His jaw hardened with strong teeth. His eyes were trembling, misty clouded by tears.
“Do. I will not go home there.” said Bagas while bowed lethargic. “Ah, but sorry, I want to take the car. I have to keep working, and I need my car.”
Nadya shook her head without Bagas' knowledge. His heart was broken because of his own mistake.
“A~h. You can also use your car. the SIM is ready, and I put it in the nightstand drawer.”
Nadya lowered her head quickly as her tears fell in succession.
“Once again sorry I couldn't get you to the end. Please don't tell anyone until we get through this. Until we find a way out for our relationship.”
Nadya was stunned, but Bagas was unmoved. He did not put his eyes on Nadya at all.
“Sorry to behave like this. But I can't force myself not to be disappointed, Nad.” said Bagas as he grabbed the handle of the trolley bag and prepared to leave.
“Don't go..” pinta Nadya lirih barely heard.
“Sorry.”
***
Nadya decided to return to Jakarta today. Choosing an existing flight to catch Bagas who an hour ago has left Surabaya to Jakarta.
Let him be considered as not knowing himself. Nadya just didn't want to lose Bagas by wasting time just passing by. This is indeed his fault, for that he will ask for mercy and pursue Bagas. If necessary, he would bend his knees under the man's feet in order to apologize and the man did not leave.
To hell with the friendship, she wanted to confess her feelings from now on. He does not want to lose Bagas, or he himself will be destroyed if Bagas does not know his true feelings .
Plane landing in Soetta at nine p.m. Nadya rushed to find and pick up her suitcase, then headed home in a taxi. He chanted the do'a in his heart so that Bagas would melt and be willing to wait for him to get home before he actually left.
Almost an hour stuck in traffic, Nadya had also strafed Bagas with a message to stay home to wait for him with terrible threats. Suicide, among.
And when he arrived in front of the house, Nadya breathed a sigh of relief because Bagas' Pajero car was still in the garage of the house. His steps then he paced quickly to reach the door bar and opened it hurriedly.
He saw Bagas sleeping on the sofa. Nadya approached, and she did not want to take off her eyes at least from the handsome face of Bagas who was sleeping quietly. Unknowingly, his eyes were dewy again. He regretted hurting a man as good as Bagas, even though he had hurt him.
Nadya further slashed the distance, sitting on a dark gray fur carpet in order to align her face with Bagas' face. Then, he smiled.
“You must be disappointed with me, right?” the whisper was right in front of Bagas' face. His palm stretched out just like that to wipe doubtfully the black and bushy mane that belonged to Bagas soulfully. “Yes. We're same. I am also disappointed in myself, Gas.” Nadya said honestly.
Again Nadya commented the smile wider and more sincere for Bagas. “You know, I was so scared when you saw Hansel holding my hand. I'm really scared, Gas. I'm scared.”
Bagas was still asleep in the dream and did not seem to feel disturbed in the slightest because Nadya said very slowly. “You know one thing I kept a long time ago? Since the first time I saw you?” whispered Nadya, again directing the Bagas Mane with a gentle swab. “I may be a hypocritical woman, and can not keep our promise to just put our feelings just as a friend,” Nadya recalls how her meeting with Bagas first time in High School at that time. It was fun, and also impressive. “I like you, since the first time you came to me in the park. And you never know about it. I..love you, Bagaskara Adewangsa. Don't leave me.”
The atmosphere remained silent, only the sound of the swish of the air-conditioning machine softened into a breaker of silence between them. Nadya bowed deeply, holding back tears until her shoulders shook. His lips were bitten to an ache, and tears flowed without compromising.
Till...
Nadya was surprised at the touch on the top of her head that was so soft. The crying and the timing seemed to have stopped then and there. Slowly, he lifted his head and found Bagas's bead of eyes looking at me full of sadness towards him. Their pupils were locked, and Nadya shed her tears in front of Bagas. The crying sound was increasingly heard when Bagas' palm touched Nadya's reddened white cheeks.
“I love you too, Nadya Ayunda. Why is that feeling we've been saving for so long, and only now are we revealing it?” tanya Bagas who followed Nadya to shed tears. Bagas still let himself lie on his side on the sofa, because with this position, he could see how beautiful the wife's face was. “Why have we been hiding behind our egos all this time?” connect Bagas sniffle. His lips trembled violently as his heart ached so much in this first fresh cry he shed.
Nadya nodded on the sidelines of her increasingly becoming cry.
“I also don't want to lose you, but—”
“Ssshhh..” Nadya stopped Bagas' words by sticking her index finger on the man's lips.
“Why are we like this, Honey?” ask Bagas again.
Later then...
Bagas slightly raised his body, he cupped both of Nadya's narrow shoulders and brought her up to climb onto the same sofa as him. Then, he brought Nadya into a hug until their position was now lying on her side, with Nadya in a warm embrace Bagas.
Very closely, as if hinting if Bagas also did not want to lose Nadya. Now, they both cry. Lamenting and weeping over the fate of their miserable marriage.
“I'm sorry yes, Nad.” said Bagas interrupted sobs no less loud than the sound of sobs Nadya. Bagas tipped Nadya's head, giving comfort to his beloved woman to feel safe.
Nadya shook her head at Bagas' chest. It's not all that guy's fault, it's all his fault. Unable to say, Nadya just shook her head and tightened her arms around Bagas' waist.
And there is a sense of relief in each of them after revealing all the chaos in the household and also the cheating that had occurred.
Nadya buried her head deeper and deeper in Bagas' chest.
“I love you. Don't stay with me, please.”
Bagas peaked Nadya's head and gave a definite answer to her woman's statement. “I love you too, baby. Let's start from the beginning in earnest. Let's promise each other, there will be no more secrets or cheating between us.” []
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