Wedding Dust's
52. Nadya Ayunda

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“How was your meeting with him, earlier?” askaku in the arms of the comfortable Bagas.

“Regular aja. Hansel is still the same as it used to be.”

“Hansel sent WA to me.”

“Ngapain?”

“Read it yourself.” My word is stiff while thrusting the phone in front of him.

Hansel: Tell your husband, don't be a real person. He is not so different from a traitor.

After that, Bagas put my phone on the nightstand.

Either it's just my feelings, or it's true, if Bagas seems to be hiding something from me. But, I won't ask that until he himself will tell me.

“Dia...no stop Nad.”.

This is what I mean. Maybe Bagas had trouble figuring out a way to tell me about Hansel's decision from their conversation this afternoon.

There was a long pause, I also did not know what to answer. Because Hansel once said that. In fact, he would be willing to let go of his family for my sake. Crazy right?

“Do not worry. I won't repeat my mistake again. I don't care anymore about him.” I said trying to channel positive energy to Bagas who looks desperate. The past that I didn't know fully was like a time bomb for our relationship. Moreover, Bagas who chose to keep and close the past from me. Just a few things he told me. “I want to fix everything just like you, live a quiet and happy life with you, Gas.”

Bagas pulled me into his arms tighter. “Thank you for believing in me. I hope we'll make it all right.”

I nodded and rubbed the chest of his field gently.

“Sure. We will definitely succeed.” I said.

“Nad,”

“Hmm?”

“What burden did you carry during my marriage?” ask Bagas suddenly. This isn't Bagas once, surely Hansel has already said something to him.

I looked at her sad face. She looks tired and, I don't know, I can't read her face right now.

“By the way is she the same as you?”

Bagas shook his head, but his expression could not lie. He was thinking something. “Ngak. I just want to know, how far I've been acting jerk to you all this time.”

I bowed back, heaved a heavy sigh and began to string words together. Okay, I need to be open, like what we both agreed to.

“I don't know what Hansel said to you, but I don't want to hide anything from you, including my feelings.” I feel Bagas rubbing my hair slowly. “You don't mind me speaking honestly?”

“Eumm. By the way.”

Once again I searched and scooped the air as big as possible so that I could calm down. Being required Bagas like, makes me a little uncomfortable when discussing the past. But it's okay, let's try.

“Actually, since you agreed we were married, I am not sure because there is Hera for you.” I said opening up between us. “You said you loved him, and I didn't expect much of a relationship like you were trying to offer at the time.

But, because I could not refuse your wishes at all, I finally tried to accept us. Including Hera, in our marriage.

At first I thought it would be hard, but it's not. Everything is passed just like that even until the age of our marriage is not small until now, and of course, our marriage has no purpose at all.

“Until Hansel comes and everything becomes like this.” I continued down.

I grasped the T-shirt in Bagas, holding back the pain that came just like that when remembering the mistakes I had made, even though it was not intended to reciprocate Bagas' treatment, I'm guilty of playing with fire behind him. “I didn't do that because I loved Hansel. I just feel comfortable just like you used to give me comfort when I shared the burden with you. That's it.”

“Then, how do you feel about me now? Is it still the same?” bagas' question left me gasping in shock. Then I nodded.

I felt a warm, mint-scented breath from Bagas. “Thank God, then. At least you still love me. Still want to be with me.”

I slid my arm between his arm and arm, hugging him tightly. “I love you.”

“Iya. I know.” replied Bagas while giggling seductively. I tried to hold back a smile, but I was annoyed by her embarrassment.

I pinched his back until he complained and kissed my forehead. “Iya, I also love you.” these words are what I want. I want to always be sure that Bagas still loves me after everything that happened between us.

“I, will resign from the office.”

Bagas took off our embrace and distanced himself. “Serious?”

I nodded and was able to catch a happy and relieved twinkle from his eye bead. “Yes. I will focus on household, and also our program to have—”

“Yes. I'm glad to hear that, Nad. I'm glad we both want to have kids. I can't wait for tonight. Or, just now?”

“Hey—”

***

It's not Bagas' name to just take me off. Three days we spent the rest of the day, three days were also we wrestled in bed day night like newlyweds. The power of Bagas seemed endless, and I could not resist when Bagas started to touch me again and again.

Tomorrow we must return to the complicated world of adult human life. Moreover, I have to meet Hansel and return to the room with him. Patience, just counting the days after I submitted my resignation letter.

“Gas, it's over!” my protest was when Bagas wanted to start again after two rounds without pause. My body is limp, my energy is drained because it compensates for the game of the Bagas bed...WAW.

If you think about it, Bagas is indeed qualified in this matter. He was good at getting me to bend my knees, and only called his name when struggling on the bed. Bagas always makes it hard to forget his pleasant treatment when we are in a row. Yeah, I admit it.

“One more time huh? This promise is up sleep.” the door is spoiled to me who has fallen.

“So you also promised so.” my sulukan without wanting to distance yourself from Bagas's deck. “But what?”

“This one is really. Promise me, I'll sleep.”

I crumbled, turned around and cupped the face that I've been thinking about lately.

“OK. One time, after that shower keep sleeping.”

Bagas laughed and began to position himself above me.

“Agree.”

***

I entered the room with mixed feelings. All the memories of a few days ago were forced to swarm my confidence. I was afraid, but I had to stick to my original goal, which was to resign from the office and focus on my household with Bagas.

People look weird on me. They look like I'm a woman who shouldn't be here. Let it go, we won't meet soon either.

After I passed the glass doorbar of the room, I saw Hansel sitting at his desk. I sat down with the computer and smiled when I saw me enter the room.

“How was the holiday, Nad?” I asked as if nothing had happened a few days ago.

I didn't give an answer, just put down my bag and turned on my own computer, then filled out the attendance. After that, I took out a clean brown envelope of my resignation letter and walked over to Hansel's desk. He grinned, and I became more and more convinced of my decision.

“Resign?” ask me while meeting our beads.

“Yes. I resigned. There's nothing more I need to be afraid of getting out of here. Thanks for making things easier. Bagas also nitip salam for you. Thank you, he said.” []

^^^to be continue.^^^