Wedding Dust's
53. Nadya Ayunda

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“Resign?” ask me while meeting our beads.

“Yes. I resigned. There's nothing more I need to be afraid of getting out of here. Thanks for making things easier. Bagas also nitip salam for you. Thank you, he said.”

Hansel grinned and stared dislikefully at me. Then, he distanced himself from the table and leaned on the back of his chair without breaking his eyes on me.

“Eumm, you can't be afraid. But remember, I am your boss, and your resignation letter will not be valid without my signature. You forgot that procedure?”

Yep. Iforgetit. I forgot that letter still had to get Hansel's approval. Shit, you know I was being nice until he signed my letter first.

Feeling stupid, I tried to cover up by shaking my head. There's no way I'm admitting my stupidity in front of him, I might be stuck with his game again.

When I was drowning in my daydreams of my recklessness, Hansel was already standing beside me. Not long, because after that he sat on the edge of the table folding his hands in front of his chest and smiling at me. Love the same smile, a smile that offers comfort. “Nad, you don't have to be naive. Tell me if you still want to survive here.”

“No. I want to stop working because I want to focus on sa—” household

“Home stairs bullshit!!” he quickly cut my sentence with a terrible grin I had never seen before. “Look back to how your husband behaved behind you. Still trying to fix the marriage. The ones you have are hurting each other even further.”

Why would Hansel provoke such a thing? I was afraid and doubtful. What if Hansel's words are right. Bagas and I could have failed and ended miserably.

“Already. Just trust me, Nad. I'm not a good person waiting for you to part with your husband first. But I am the one who can make you comfortable—”

“Stop! Stop underestimating Bagas in front of me.”

“The reality is so, dear.”

I snarled as his arm stretched out and was about to touch my chin.

“Please sign my resignation letter. Because only in that way can we stop this relationship.”

Hansel stood up again. He walked the distance until now we were facing, and I could feel how his warm breath touched the surface of my skin. “Bby, but with one condition.”

I glanced wide at hearing that. A condition? Should he behave like this? So devious.

“Tell.” my word is firm.

Hansel brought his face close to my ear, then whispered. “Company me at Kempinski hotel, one night only. After that I will release you, we end.”

FUCKING*CKING Hansel!!

I know what it means, One Night Stand.

He thinks I can use him like a ja-lang? Fuck the signature. To hell with severance pay or stifled pay. For God's sake, I hate this guy. I will not come to this place again.

Without saying anything, I turned away from Hansel. I threw out my bag and was about to get out of the room with a burning rage, and self-esteem that had been stepped on at the bottom until I felt unworthy of being loved. Most importantly now, Bagas and I will stay together.

But my steps that were already standing at the door were again held back by the sound of Hansel and the step with the pantofel shoes knocking on the floor was heard approaching. “If you come out this way, today I will embarrass you in front of all the residents of this office.”

Fuck'em.

I grabbed the doorknob, but he managed to catch my waist until I screamed stifled.

“Release!” seriously door. I was afraid someone would suddenly come and enter this room.

“You can't do this to me, Nad. You've made me fall in love half dead to you, now even you want to leave me? Cannot. If I can't get you, Bagas also can't!”

“Lease!!”

Hansel it, reckless.

The door opened without being knocked, and the familiar face I had seen, looked at us straight. The voice of the little boy calling him mama, made Hansel instantly release his embrace on my waist and run towards the woman named Yuana. Yes, Hansel's wife came without the man's knowledge. And to my surprise, Yuana walked quickly to the sofa, put the beautiful toddler there, then walked quickly towards me. Staring pushyly with teary beads at me.

“What are you doing here?”

“Ana, this is not what you think.”

“Shut! I didn't ask you!” yuana snapped loudly enough to Hansel that the sound soared up thunderously filled the room. “Jawab me. What are you doing here?!” he shouted loudly without any manners in front of my face.

Is it time I used it all to attack Hansel? He wouldn't be able to do anything if I admitted this relationship in front of his wife.

“Mommy, Mommy, why is Mommy angry?”

Yuana silently did not respond to her own daughter. He seemed busy harboring emotions that were about to explode because of Hansel, I mean, the actions of the two of us.

“Say, before I finish you both!” the pressure is cold, but it doesn't stop me. I took a smile as an option. Then I looked down for a moment at my pantofel shoes that felt uncomfortable all of a sudden.

“Try asking your husband, madam? Ask her, what is our real relationship.”

Yuana growled and grabbed my shirt crate until my face looked up slightly.

“Ah, your pantesan often come home late yes, mas. So this is the reason?” this time, Yuana turned to look at Hansel.

“Honey, you're wrong—”

“We cheated.” I firmly cut Hansel's sentence quickly, not wanting to get more convoluted because Hansel was berkilah about the relationship that so far he wanted to keep going though.

Feel it. We will both feel the destruction. Especially Hansel who certainly still hides this relationship from his beloved wife.

“Okey. Okey.” sidelines Hansel panic about my confession, interrupted by the tension that occurred. He walked over to mediate us, giving me protection with his strapping back and width. “I want to say. I do have a relationship with him, An.”

“You're going to do it Mas!” yuana shook her head in disbelief at what she had just heard.

The atmosphere in this work room turned into an arena of contention, which of course was not for fighting over a man.

“Sorry, but.. I can't avoid that feeling, An. I beg you to understand me just this once.”

Crazy. This guy really has no heart and no feelings. How could he say that in front of his wife?

“I love him. But I love you too. Loving our daughter.”

“Don't bring my son in your depraved behavior mas!”

However, quickly Yuana passed Hansel, grabbed and pulled one arm, then a slap landed on my cheek. He even pulled my shirt rough until the top button came off. Apparently, this young mother has a bad feeling if being overwhelmed with anger. With a quick gesture, Hansel pulled Yuana away from me, and I glanced at the little girl who had to watch this sickening adult drama. Poor, pity him.

I walked once more to the door, and grabbed his knob without thinking much about Hansel and his wife who might be arguing inside.

Let me be a loser just once, to defend my decision to leave this office. All eyes were on me who was coming out in a bit of a mess. No exception, Tara—my close friend in the office.

I ignored whispers saying I was shameless, I was a bad woman, and I was a ja-lang. Yes, Nadya. Just ignore everything, then you will be fine. Let my ruined reputation here be, the more meaningless it is in their eyes. Most importantly, I was detached from this sickening place and environment.

After arriving at the parking lot, I immediately got into the car and encouraged him to leave the building without looking back. Consider it all the past that must be in the grave and not to be remembered. Let's just say it's all a nightmare, and now it's time for me to wake up from that dream, to see the reality that my future is so much more beautiful if I join hands with Bagas.

Yes, Bagas is my goal. Bagas is my home, my place back from all the complexities of life that are whack and sharpen my mind.

Bagas was the most expensive piece of any piece of my pride that had been destroyed by myself. And I, am a lucky person who can still feel his affection. The love of a Bagaskara Adewangsa. He is everything to me.

***

I got home at exactly nine in the morning. It's only been an hour since I left home, and I'm relieved now. At least the source of the problem has now been resolved.

I wouldn't care if Hansel called me, begged to come back or apologized. I assume everything is clear. Done it.

The living room sofa became my main goal. I took off my shoes and sat on the padded rectangle while pulling my phone out of the bag. I'm looking for a contact named Hansel and blocking his number right now. I don't want to go back in the shadows of past and problems. And after that, I sent a message to Bagas.

Clear.

Husband: Clear? Meanin?

Short solid and clear. But for some reason, Bagas was confused by the contents of my message. Maybe in his mind, I still have to finish a few days according to the work agreement that has been agreed.

I don't need a signature approval for resignation.

I need you.

The content of the message was quite laughable, but I liked it. []

^^^to be continue.^^^

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Comment from dong...

Uh, a few more chapters of Wedding Dust have passed BTW. Later Vi's post a new story that is certainly exciting and slightly different from the Vi's stories in general.

Wait for bestie...