Wedding Dust's
6. Bagaskara Adewangsa

Happy Reading's...

Nadya's right. I never get tired when it comes to bedding, because to me, Nadya is a palanquin. Opium in all the things I don't think I've met anyone but him. Nadya is the true definition of perfect, in my opinion.

I stared at Nadya's open shoulder, who had fallen asleep after two rounds without pause. Suddenly there was a sense that I did not understand hit my heart flat which made both my arms coiled tighter in Nadya's stomach. I pecked that narrow shoulder a few times as my mind floated.

Hansel, manor,

Are they the same person?

Hansel Tiono, is that him? If so, I'm afraid something happened to us, with our marriage.

***

I think I had a bad dream. I jumped in shock when I woke up and did not find Nadya beside me. I ran out of the room like a lost man. It didn't matter when my knees kicked hard at the nightstand next to the bedroom door. I kept running, looking for Nadya who left me.

I also called Nadya's name a few times, but no answer made me even more frightened. I ran to the kitchen, where Nadya usually spent time cooking in the morning. Nihil, there's no Nadya there. I ran towards the back, nothing either. Until I walked quickly forward, I found Nadya standing in the living room holding a black plastic bag containing vegetables. Ah, she just finished shopping. I'm glad he's still here.

“What's up? Why is your face so pale?” ask her, then take the steps that I know exactly where she's headed.

“Nyariin. Why not pay anyway?” cercaku while grabbing and hugging Nadya without hesitation.

“Why the hell?! It is strange that you are gas. Build-build kok—”

“I'm a nightmare.” shoot me directly so Nadya stops thrashing. To be honest there was nothing I was rocking, the nightmare did greet my dream last night and I couldn't calm down.

But, Nadya laughed and returned my embrace with a light pat on the back. “It was just a dream, Gas. Sleeping flowers. Why are you kayak gini anyway? Lepasin. I'm going to cook. By bad luck.”

“You didn't just dream what?”

We were quiet for a while. Nadya stopped fighting, and I distanced myself to grab her two shoulders. “Indeed, what are you dreaming of? I die?”

I glared sharply. Why bring dead this Nadya?

“Ngak Nad's. But you left me.”

Nadya's laughter filled me with shock. “Cock laughing?”

“Yes, I left you. To Ari's tea house for shopping.” his successful cock makes me snort as hell. Nadya's jokes aren't funny at all. “Udah ih. I'm cooking gas. You can be late to work later.”

“Please don't stay in me.”

Our eyes meet. Then Nadya rubbed my cheek gently. “Neg. I will not stay with you. Udah, freelancing.”

I clucked and let Nadya go to the kitchen. My eyes glanced at the wall clock that was still pointing at the number five. Five o'clock in the morning and I was thinking bad before Nadya went to the office.

Hansel's name really made me unable to calm down and sleep well.

“I cook stir-fry kale. Do you want to be packed what?” nadya yelled out my daydream and walked towards the kitchen.

“Yes. A lot of supplies. I'll be home late.”

Nadya froze at my answer. He did not look over and seemed to be holding back something he wanted to say. But his voice sounded a moment later. “What is dinner at home? If not, I want to eat fast food.”

“Nknow. I'll call.”

There was no response from Nadya. He headed towards the kitchen table in silence and started taking out three kale ties and started picking them.

“Nad,”

“Hmm.”

Okay, let's talk.

“Hansel, will you be involved in a lot of cooperation with him?”

Nadya was silent again for a while, then looked down after having a glance at me. “Eumm. I'm his assistant, of course I'll be involved in a lot of cooperation with him. He's the head of the new Gas Division, so there's no way he's sat-set and can handle everything at his new workplace. You know that, right?”

“You don't have to be afraid of me cheating. I can't possibly do that.”

I know Nadya can't possibly do it, quite relieved to hear it, but there is fear if the hunch could happen later. I'm afraid Nadya is comfortable next to Hansel. The next second there was a painful nyess when the sentence was spoken from Nadya's lips. It was as if he was telling the truth with an insinuation to me that treated him unfairly in our marriage.

“Yes. I believe in you. But,” I paused the sentence this time made my heart feel like it wanted to explode because of strange feelings that continue to fill the brain. “... I can't guess if your boss won't be interested in you.”

Nadya put a small knife on the marble table and turned to me completely. “Gas, you why the hell?! If it's all about your dream, please forget, it's just—”

“I know one guy named Hansel,”

“Hansel? Who?”

“Name, Hansel Tiono. She's a two-semester sister at my college first.”

Nadya was silent and did not answer, then turned around and continued her work. “That is, don't be afraid of me cheating. I'm not you.”

***

Nadya's words hurt my feelings a little and slammed my mood this morning.

He refused to take me and chose to bring a motorbike on the grounds that he wanted to stop by the minimarket to buy something and was afraid if I arrived late at the office. I didn't make it and took him off so easily.

Along the way to the office, various thoughts flashed mercilessly within the brain. Nadya and Hansel are in a room that always involves them to be together. I really can't imagine my fear happening. I'm afraid Nadya would prefer the perfect Hansel. I'm afraid Nadya untied us, chose to split up, and leaned on Hansel.

“Shit!!” my curse was hard when a motorcycle overtakes and swoops right in front of the front body of my car. “Sial!!”

I don't know who I cursed twice for. For that bike, or for my mind that I don't want to compromise and calm down.

My phone's vibrating. Nadya sent a message.

Nadya: I have an hour of overtime today. So what time do you come home?

I pulled the car over, paused for a moment to reply to Nadya's message. He arrived at the office.

Not too late. There's only a Gym schedule until six.

There was no reply after I waited a minute, then I decided to step back on the gas pedal and head to work.

Okey. Let's believe Nadya with her words. He won't leave us, and he won't cheat like I did him. Until one idea popped into my brain. Amongst. I want to ask Nadya's friend for help to give me information about Nadya and Hansel. Cunning indeed, but all for the sake of peace of heart that continues to fumble is not clear about the destruction of my relationship with Nadya.

I don't want our wedding to be out flying in the air like dust. []

^^^to be continued.^^^

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