Wife Brought
Bitter Reality

After the act of hugging it, Annisa feels Bram and Rama to be much closer. Sometimes they whisper to each other, but Annisa is forbidden to know. The woman just pretended to be upset, because in the depths of her heart the innermost Annisa was happy because Bram same Rama became closer.

Leaving the couple of children and father who were busy chatting, Annisa went into Rama's room to tidy up the toys that were piling up.

"In fact, I forbid mbak from entering Rama's room. Let Rama know, if forever he can not continue in layanin for the neat problems of his room. But here's the room, my goodness ..."

Annisa piled books scattered on the table. From various reading books that make Annisa suddenly so dizzy.

"Oh my goodness .. have not yet entered SD aja, Rama's reading has been this much. What else later if it's school," continued Annisa put the book according to the size to make it more pleasing to the eye. "What is the same in Bram? until Rama was diligent as a gini."

His hand searched for the correct reading book for a child as small as Rama, but the woman found only reading for an adult child. Even the book of sickness is on Rama's bookshelf.

"Geez this Mah Rama does not need to go to Elementary School again, he immediately told me to go to college" Annisa muttered with a small laugh.

Annisa can never be quiet when she is at work. His mouth will grimace things until he feels self-conscious. But if he had spoken, he would have cleaned up quickly and forgotten all the work he was doing.

Turning from the study table, Annisa comes to Rama's toy place. He shook.

"It could be Rama's toy to this extent, oh my goodness.it's a child, really."

While busy tidying up, Annisa heard Bram's laughter with Rama from below.

"It feels like my heart is kind of calm if they get along gini. Oh my goodness, please keep them together. No one makes trouble first. Because they're so funny that they're together."

Annisa continued to tidy things up, after she was done. He went into his room.

"Eh .. I just realized that it has not been a long time ago mother deh," said Annisa slowly. His steps stopped, he looked at his phone. "This is me so confused. Want to be angry with mom, but it feels sorry if everyone is angry with mom. Though here I do not dread alesan mother ngelelakuin it because what. Even if everything you do is wrong."

Annisa shook her head, put her phone back.

He will give a longer time so that his mother can think back to the mistakes he has made.

Annisa comes to Bram with Rama watching.

"Mamah denger listen, you guys are really fun from earlier. Don't pity that's the eye for watching?" annisa asked quietly as she passed them and carried the empty jar that was on the table. "Don't be long, Bram is his son" Annisa told Bram. "Pity Rama's eyes if you keep watching TV like that."

"I'm fine, Mah" said Rama as he turned to Annisa. "This is again exciting, so it's okay if today Rama watch TV longer."

Annisa smiled faintly while continuing to tidy up the house.

"Watch the TV is not long, but surely from earlier you have played on a tablet, kept a laptop right? nih mamah saw it from the beginning. But it seems like the time has come for you to be given a schedule to use it gadget so that your eyes are also not damaged."

"Kok mamah that's it?" rama's protest that did not accept while slightly scowled.

Annisa came to them while putting a snack that had been poured into the empty jar earlier, then put it there.

"You're too much if you play gadgets, read books you like while sleeping. Poor maat you. The problem here is that you never want to eat carrots or anything that makes your eyes healthy. Is it not mas?"

Bram who was asked was immediately aghast and nodded despite being confused what they were discussing.

"Oh my father, why not defend me?" exclaims Rama

Annisa ruffled Rama's hair. "Not protest. In the current age of kanu, you are already overused using gadgets. Nih mamah take deh, all of you will immediately be made a schedule."

Annisa's departure makes Rama just pout. Gadgets are like dead lives. Rama always plays all his gadgets when he is bored but if in confiscated kayak gini? what should he be?

A swab on his back made Rama look at his father.

"Just know what you want. He's a gini also because of your kindness" said Bram, nodding.

Wanting to not, Rama nodded back.

Meanwhile, the,

Annisa is looking for all the gadgets that Rama has been wearing. His heart was really complaining, seeing the difference in his life as Rama lived when he was the same age as Rama. For the size of Rama, Annisa feels Rama has got everything that even Annisa has never felt so far.

Although ... never wear it all, but Annisa knows how dangerous gadgets for a child. Because he had read from a journal.

He was collecting all the gadgets and toys Rama always played on the mattress. Annisa misfocusses when Rama's phone rings. Annisa went out of the room but her steps stopped when she saw the name 'mother Sakilla' plastered on the phone screen.

His body as if feet saw that, Annisa glanced at Rama same Bram who was still engrossed in watching. Make him slowly go into Rama's room and lock from the inside.

He looked at Rama's phone again and a similar name was still there. Her brain felt dead, the woman did not know what to respond to. Breathing's tight. He swallowed the saliva, shaking his head. Trying to think good is okay. Not wanting to make bad assumptions makes their relationship bad.

After a while,

He was a little relieved that the call was dead. But a few seconds later, the call re-connected and her ex-husband's writing remained on the screen. Made Annisa decide to lift it with an erratic feeling.

/Son ... This is mom? sorry just bales your message, because the new mother is given HP same man your father. So, hows? you wanna meet? your father also told you that later we can meet. But don't tell me the same mother connect you the evil one yes. We'll meet you both. Let your mother explain everything, so you don't misunderstand./

Annisa shut her mouth hearing that cry.

/Son? why are you keeping quiet? we'll meet soon. Mommy wants to see you, mom misses very much with you./

Unable to do it anymore, Annisa chose to turn off the phone. He threw it on the bed and shook his head. He laughed sweetly.

"No way, right? I must have heard wrong, right?"

Rama's phone rang again making Annisa hysterical with a soft voice. Still confused, he turned off Rama's phone.

Annisa tried to think about what had just happened and after her consciousness returned, her body fell to the floor. Annisa was crying with her hands closed her mouth, not wanting the sound of her crying to the outside.

"Am I lying to Rama and Bram?" annisa said with great disappointment.

Annisa laughed disappointedly.

"That means all this time Bram asked Rama to meet secretly with his mother behind me?" ask Annisa slowly. "Means the Bram mas talk that says that Rama will not be given permission to meet mbak Sakilla is a lie?"

Annisa could not believe that the two of them had made her almost disappointed to this point.

The sound of footsteps rang out, making Annisa hastily wipe away her tears and reach for Rama's phone. He removed the raised call history and Annisa also washed her face with water in the bathroom.

"Moment." Rama knocked on the door from the outside. "Why is Rama's door locked."

Annisa's movement stopped when she heard the child's voice. He still could not believe that his son who he already believed had betrayed him. Annisa tries to control herself before opening the door.

But the face of Rama plastered directly in front of his face makes Annisa again sad. Her body trembled slightly, but Annisa tried to clench her hands. Controlling his emotions and without a second thought, Annisa smashed into Rama's body and ran down.

"Annisa .. eh?"

Bram is confused as Annisa passes him just like that and instead runs away leaving him. Bram did not catch up because a small hand held his arm.

"Then you go to napa?"

Rama shook his head while staring confusedly. "I don't know either. But, said our father to take care of mother first. I just saw that Sakilla's mother called."

"Ah is he calling? yes, we talked about it above."

The two go straight to the top without caring that Annisa already knows all this and are very disappointed by the actions of Rama the same Bram who did all this secretly. As if he was not considered at all his existence.

***

Annisa continued to run out of the house, passing the guard who just wanted to ask but stopped because Annisa's face seemed not in the mood to be asked.

Annisa continued to pass through the path with mixed feelings. Even the woman just realized that her self is still wearing a home cellop that is so thin. Making his feet hurt while stepping on the sharp pebbles. But it didn't matter, because Annisa's heart hurt much more than anything.

Annisa took a breath and stopped stepping.

"What do I have to harepin anyway?" ask Annisa softly while grimacing. "I'm just a stranger coming into their lives. So I can't expect to be with them. Because it must hurt so much to hope."

He squeezed his chest while grimacing.

"It's like gini .. it hurts so much," Annisa hit her chest softly as she continued to breathe out softly. Trying to eliminate the feeling of tightness in the chest.

With her eyes clouded with tears piling up, Annisa looked for a seat. He found an empty motorcycle base. Like it is uninhabited. He approached and sat there on the outskirts.

"If indeed from the beginning Bram wants to meet them both, Bram should say the same to me. Not even like this, not wanting to. But silence even want to bring them together without my knowledge," he said issued uneg uneg and heartache in his heart.

Annisa wiped her tears down.

"Have my efforts never been seen in their eyes? am I not enough. Or have they always thought I was someone else in their life? I can't be a good family to them. Because they're like this to me."

He took a deep breath, laughing. Laughing at his always funny life. As if he never sided with himself.

"I just mengseneng because Bram is the same Rama who is very good. I am just happy because I have never had a good person in my life. But they're not as good as they thought."

He swallowed the salivary.

"And .. I'd better be sick with someone I don't know. Compared to the same person I trusted."

Annisa exhaled her breath repeatedly.

"Oh Allah .. This is very sick!" his screeches.

The feelings of uncertainty, disappointment, hurt, anger, annoyance, sadness were all completely mixed up. Annisa who has been trying to open her heart the same they even feel like this.

"Means ... They intend to meet later, right? then, I also have to prepare myself because of course Rama will prefer his biological parents in my appeal that only other people in their lives, right?"

Annisa smiled faintly.

"It's always kind of like this, right?" annisa muttered softly. "From the beginning I was always the last and the best. So, it's only natural that now I'm going to be dumped again with them."

Annisa nodded for sure.

"Yes .. seems like, from now on I have to start taking myself away from their lives."

Just imagine it had made his heart so sick. Annisa folded her legs and sunk her face into the folds of the legs. He cried again, really let out a cry that he had been holding back.

A quiet and rarely passed place made Annisa content to let out all the grievances in her heart. He continued to cry while thinking about this disappointment and imagining that in the end he would be wasted here.

Till, until,

Annisa heard the sound of the feet stepping on the approaching dry leaves. Annisa tried to hold back her crying and looked up. A man who seemed to be Annisa's age approached.

"Cry, I'll take care of you here. The danger of women is here alone. You know your sadness, don't take me here."

Annisa looked down and cried, completely ignoring the man who deliberately stood beside the ojek base and relaxed playing his phone. Completely keep the gaze of the woman crying beside him. He just wants to keep because he knows the area here often occurs crime because it is quiet.

The man glanced at Annisa. Who would not be saddened to hear such a painful cry? The man stretched out his hand to wipe the back that looked very fragile.

But her hand stopped in midair, for fear of disturbing Annisa. Because really the man first saw this crying woman in his neighborhood. He also does not want to be considered a bad person because he has messed around.

But his humanity is very high.

"Sorry," said the man before rubbing Annisa's back, trying to calm her down.