
After asking for that, Bram just looked at her in surprise and without answering anything immediately left Annisa. It's as if Bram doesn't want Annisa to meet Sakilla at all. Until now, they're back to their usual kayaks. Interact like it never happened. But every time Annisa alludes to the matter in that direction, Bram will be silent again making Annisa her own grunt.
"Mas ... Why can't I see Sakilla?" annisa asked as around them were just the two of them.
"..."
"There's still a lot I want to say to Sakilla. I've thought a lot of things. So, give me permission to meet you. Come dong mas .. give me permission. I'm not really going to macem up with Sakilla."
Still no movement from Bram made Sakilla frown in her seat. He took a breath and became sad himself.
"Don't tell me you didn't give me permission to meet Sakilla's mom because you're afraid I'm the same macem-macem as Sakilla?" accuse Sakilla with a very small voice but able to make Bram attention distracted and immediately look at him.
"..."
"Do you still love Sakilla, so you're afraid that I'm macem-macem with Sakilla? is that why you don't give permission?" he said it again with more courage. "Don't say .. yesterday you told me to come home to say something to Sakilla and you didn't give me permission to tell you what you said?"
Bram tilted his face, not liking Annisa's vague assumption.
"Mas just don't want you to be sad anymore. But how do you even accuse me of kayak gini?"
Annisa pursed her lips.
"You're weird, mas. I just wanted permission to meet Sakilla Doang. Don't ask anything weird about what else bothers you. But I think that's really hard. How could I not suspect? it's natural that I suspect you. Who knew you were doing this intentionally? that's why I thought that."
Bram puts his briefcase roughly on the table making Annisa swallow the saliva, a little scared.
"Mas still want how fragile you fit to meet Sakilla at that time and mas just do not want to see you like that time again. Worrying about you is broken, make your heart become chaotic. So naturally dong if you forbid to meet with Sakilla? I just don't want to see you sad. But why do you even accuse me of not wanting to?"
Bram was wearing socks with mixed feelings. He put on his work shoes and picked up his briefcase again.
"Now it's up to you to think what," grumbled Bram. "Terserusah .. mas menggelakuin this all for your good. Mas do not want you to go to napa-napa or even jerumusin you to bad things. But yes, you can't see good faith. So mas can what .. mas pamit."
No hugs, warm kisses or salim as usual. Bram who passed away and Annisa who was just silent on the sofa because her body was completely stiff heard Bram's nagging.
"Oh my goodness .. Why me?" Annisa questioned herself and hit her forehead softly.
"Why am I so stupid and even a vague accusation. Oh my goodness .. "
Annisa shook her head slowly. "This is the first time Bram has been angry with me. I should what?"
***
"Next week we have to find a school together yes son," explained Annisa so that the child just the wayangnya not forget the same talk of her parents at that time. "You've started SD. So mad you can be more mature and not much angry because of the little things again."
Rama nodded as he tightened the backpack in his carry.
They were waiting for an invitation outside.
"Do you know which school you want to go to? if you are still confused, you will ask your father. Mamah will also look for school information near here, so you can look around first."
Rama nodded again.
"Terah mamah aja, Rama follow. Rama does not understand the school. Any school is free. What matters is the theme."
"That's definitely dong." Annisa rubs the top of Rama's hair. "You're a good boy, so there's a lot of people who want to meet you."
Rama.
From a distance there was a familiar car. Mini bus with TK Rama finally arrived. The boy hugged Annisa for a while and salim before getting into the car that the teacher was waiting for. Rama continued to wave until he sat down. Until the mini bus goes to the housing complex.
"Be happy, son," he explained and went inside.
When stepping into the house. Somehow Annisa so remembered that she had just marahan with her husband. Her heart became anxious instead of playing and finally, Annisa covered her room-in-law and knocked on the door.
"Mommy," call Annisa.
"Just go in, son. Mommy's again neatin' the room."
The woman opened the room door and saw a lot of furniture that had just come here yesterday afternoon. Because mommy Chika does intend to decorate her room to be more at home in her room. Annisa had already made an offer to help her. But mommy Chika even forbade because she did not want her daughter-in-law was exhausted and told Annisa to do other work.
"Eh Annisa ... Have you left yet?" greet mommy Nadya while washing her hands in the bathroom which is always available in every room.
"Yes mom ..."
"What's wrong? you think you need something?"
"Mom ... Annisa can confide in continuing to ask mommy for advice?"
"Yes, you can dong!" mommy Chika replied quickly.
With confidence, Annisa recounted the feud between her and Bram since yesterday. Until the peak. Until Bram doesn't eat breakfast or do his usual activities. Guilt back ambushed Annisa makes the newly finished Annisa storytelling it chose to bow.
"Yesterday I thought nothing of my mom. Until now Bram negasin talking like that makes me realize that I have been excessive. That's why I feel so guilty."
"..."
"Why if Bram gets angry like I did for so long? what if Bram hated me for this? How about Bram not care about me anymore."
Mommy Chika laughed making Annisa confused and looked at him.
"You don't have to panic like that. Mommy child if you already like the same people will not be up to all. He just snapped a little so that the person was aware and the rest he would not be angry with you. You calm down."
Mommy Chika smiled.
"Mommy's son is very bucin. You know, he used to be the same ex-wife not so much at the beginning of marriage. But different from you, not yet a year of marriage, he was already tired of his bucin seedlings. That's why mommy tuh just want to say to you if you're excited to face mommy's son who is like this."
"Spirit?"
Mommy Chika nodded.
"He was so sorry for the other person, even turned into a possessive. That's why mom used to be angry with him, because don't be too possessive. Because many people do not like being possessive. That you? do you feel sprained if you're possessive or even like it?"
Annisa.
The woman so imagined the figure of her husband who later became a figure of bucin and forbid him to do this because it means well. Imagining it made Annisa smile to herself.
"I think .. I like it when Bram is possessive of me" I'm honest Annisa. "Soalnya if in possessifin that we feel very dear to each other. But ... Is there a mom who doesn't like being possessive?"
Mommy Chika nodded.
"But it's good that you like possessive people. Klop is really the same mommy's son."
Annisa laughed softly.
"And about your question. There are many people who do not like possessiveness. Because I felt in that bridle. Anyway, that's how it is."
Annisa nodded.
"But I'm really scared of Bram being the same as me."
Mommy Chika dodged it by shaking her head.
"Mom sure if it's right to go home from work just a mommy child must have been mengelupain all the same this problem and back to usual just like you. You just calm down and do not have to panic what else is worried like that. Anyway now you rest assured yourself and then don't forget to apologize."
Annisa nodded.
"But ... What exactly is the reason you want to meet Sakilla? is there any more business? Didn't finish talking yesterday?"
The woman shook her head.
"Yesterday I was too laughing and even crying doang. The rest of me was just angry with Sakilla. But now I already know may say anything to Sakilla and peeper once met. Now I'm starting to be sincere too. There will be no more crying."
"..."
"Kan .. mbak Sakilla is the last person to be with sister Namira and because of this, I really want to meet Sakilla mbak for her talk about sister. I'm not the same brother and this is just a doang that I can do. There are no new memories that I can imagine of my brother."
"Oh my goodness .. yes already then, later mommy explained to Bram. Who knows he changed his mind after knowing your reason."
"There are still many yes mommy .. but, according to mommy there is no way I can minimize the anger mas Bram same me."
Mommy Chika glances at the alarm clock on the nightstand.
"Now it's ten o'clock in the afternoon. Gih you cook and bring provisions to your husband's office. Who knows if he's gone down and he's really happy to see you come there. Bring your husband's favorite food."