
Bram looked closely at his son who had fallen asleep because of his rubbing. He looked amazed and happy at once. Amazed that he managed to put his son to sleep. Happy because this is the first time he put the child to sleep. After a long time he left it to the people who were guarding Rama.
"Father just realized that all this time has been lacking attention to you," murmured Bram while rubbing Rama's cheek. "Dad was a bad parent. Dad drowned with sadness. Even a little blame you for Sakilla's passing. Until I silenced you, but you did not understand. You don't know what's going on here. But what?! I don't even care and keep you quiet."
Bram's heart felt faint. He switched to holding the child's hand.
"Hearing you just ask me to make it often at home to look for a walk with dad, make me realize that your request is small. You really don't want to ask for a lot of money. You just need a lot of love and an abundance of attention and that makes my dad very sick."
"Two years ..You grew up alone without a mother or father around you. You are strong and even grow well. And I'm really sorry. One thing that makes me lucky. I can finally meet the woman who understands you."
"Ah .. Your mother loves you very much. Even his blood doesn't flow in your body. But it's his sense that he knows you better than his own father."
Bram was silent and let out a small breath.
He lifted his face and looked around the room. He just realized many pictures of Rama attached around the wall and it again even hurt him. It's really very sad.
I'm home from work at about ten in the evening. Usually Bram will immediately meet with the guard Rama who permits farewell. Then, next he will go straight into the room and never care at all with Bram. He's gonna rest. Without looking at Rama at all.
The next morning, he would wake up and only meet Rama who had breakfast then without breakfast Bram would leave. There was really no interaction between them and it made his heart quite poignant.
Recently after marriage, Bram had little time to meet the child. There is rarely a small interaction.
"Oh my goodness .. What kind of father am I? failed, very failed."
Bram remembered that time. The period where he really wants a child until he promises to continue to love his child in any condition. But why after his son was born in this world, he broke his promise?
"Rama .. I promise I'll learn to be a good father. I'm sorry if this disappoints you, but I'll learn a lot. Just for you."
Bram took a deep breath, Suddenly the door of Rama's room opened and made a soft sound. He turned his head and he saw Annisa sticking her head out from behind the door.
Bram rubbed his chest. "Oh my goodness, Annisa! surprise me," she whispered slowly. It's midnight and he sees a head without a body? who isn't afraid anyway?
Bram justifies Rama's blanket before approaching the door and opens it wider until Annisa steps back. Bram turned his head slightly into the room and turned off the headlights until the sleeping lights lit up, illuminating the room. He closed the door slowly.
"Why?" bram asked after the door closed
"No. I just want to know if everything you asked me was ready and I also want to see if Rama had slept. You see, Rama is quite fussy if you are sleepy. Afraid you're overwhelmed."
Bram.
"She was very picky, probably tired. It's yuk, we're down."
Annisa heaved a sigh of relief and nodded, following her husband from behind.
***
Annisa rewinds her body when she sees Bram coming down from the top floor while carrying a p3k box on her arm. Annisa's gaze squinted while shaking her head.
"No need to miss it, it's the same hand cheek you must treat. I see, you just let it go. I thought you would treat, but instead let it sit. Are you afraid of infection?"
Annisa laughed as she touched her wound and ended up grimacing a little. It still seems a little painful. The problem from that moment he was busy until he forgot the same wound. So, he doesn't care at all. He looked at Bram again.
"No need to be .. small wounds doang. It used to even fall from the tile I just rest doang. No need to believe it. So, just calm down. Don't worry at all."
Bram's eyes are breaking.
"Oh my goodness .. How can you fall from a tile?" exclaim Bram while putting alcohol on a cotton swab. His eyes focused on taking the medicine he thought he could use to Annisa. "You're a girl, right? why can you climb up from the roof? no injuries, right? oh my goodness ..."
Annisa laughed a little.
"There was a leak in the house, right in my room. But you don't want to be real and I'm also disturbed if it keeps leaking. What else is that time in the rainy season. So, I do not want if the leak interrupts the time I fit again work or study. Hence, I took the initiative to ride it myself and actually it was a tile. Her name is also female, I don't understand. But ... fitting up anyway everything is safe. I also managed to patch it up as much as I wanted. But it's down. I got it wrong and fell. It is still on the first ladder. Sick tau ...," she's like a child
"Jeez Annisa .. Why?" bram who did not think alone. "Thankfully, it's not leaking now. My warden has already remodeled everything. So, there's definitely nothing leaking at all."
Annisa looked surprised.
"Huh?! handyman what? how to— AW!" surprised Annisa while staring at Bram who even touched his cheek casually. "It hurts ..."
Bram clucking.
"Nobody's sick, even if it's cotton. At most it's cold on your cheek," said Bram who knew that Annisa was lying.
Annisa blinked and rubbed her nape and laughed. "Hehehe .. therefore I am the same, I am silent. The hunt for his snacks is cold as the drink so it's not warm anymore."
Bram holds Annisa's cheek and forces her to stare at him. He treated Annisa's wounds as well as the area of her arm that was very reddened.
"This is Annisa .. I told you from the beginning. Marry you the same way I paid for you and all your family. So, why are you surprised? even from the beginning of marriage I immediately brought a handyman to your house and the house was so a few weeks ago. But why are you surprised? didn't your parents say anything at all?"
Annisa shook her head small.
"I'm really surprised ..."
"Couldn't you? aren't you guys contacting each other at all?"
Annisa.
"Boro-boro" he said strangely.