
Sakilla's really tight-lipped.
"Honestly .. I need an explanation not for anything or to think about your real reason. But I'm just curious. Let me not keep thinking about this either. Because ... strange to know Sakilla! if it was from the beginning you did. Why did you marry me?"
Bram breaks the table until Sakilla gasps.
"I really feel like I'm lying to Sakilla! ye know? at first, I did not believe in Annisa. I assume he's just talking nonsense until this fact slaps me."
"..."
"It feels like you've joked about our relationship in the past and that. Oh, not enough. Unless I was very disappointed. So then! I asked again. If you really like each other. Why did you marry me? and since when?"
Sakilla took a deep breath. His hands were clutched together indicating he was very nervous.
"From school," I'm Sakilla at the end. "Sorry mas. Sorry I lied to you. But I'm really comfortable with you. That's why I accepted you. Even though I was wrong because we used to close my situation like this. But I'm really comfortable with you. You have made me feel appreciated and I am so happy to know you. So, sorry if you feel that I am evil to you. I have no intention of being evil with you. Really is."
Bram.
Anger does not mean he failed to move on the same situation in the past. And accepting everything doesn't mean Bram forgives Sakilla's mistakes.
Many people say that peace is the best way to forget the past. So, Bram doesn't want to get stuck anymore. After all, now he already has Annisa who has much more everything than anyone. So it was only natural that he was silent with no expression at all.
"I'm sorry, '" said Sakilla again who felt unable to respond from Bram. "I really feel guilty. Sorry I wasn't honest from the start. I'm really sorry, mas. Now go ahead ... What do you want? you want me to do what. So you can get an apology from you? I'm not going to complain anymore, promise. I'll admit to everything you asked for."
Bram chuckles.
He sat on the sofa.
"Not a plate? I feel like I have been lied to you. I feel cheated on you. I feel like everything we've been through in the past is just a memory. I was embarrassed" he said with a small laugh
"Tempo?"
"Yes ashamed" Bram explained. "I thought you loved me so much. I'm arrogant because I've told everyone that you love me. We show everyone how happy our marriage is. But in fact, it's not so. You are not happy with this marriage. You think of this marriage as a mere trick and you play around in a marriage as sacred."
"Sorry ..."
"I swore to take care of you and love you forever." Bram took a deep breath.
"..."
"But this ripple is also I want to cancel all the promises in the past. I also apologize for being a failed husband to you. I'm really sorry. From this moment on you are no longer mine. I've been taking care of our divorce. Now you can be free. I just told you not to be a bad person anymore and not to disturb people's happiness. I am the victim here. The rest don't."
Sakilla's heart as in the grip is so strong that his heart is broken unformed. His chest felt empty and tight. He was confused to have to defend himself like again. Because all that comes out is tears.
"Yes Sakilla .. sorry because I also can not easily forgive you. A long marriage, in fact, I was lied to all that time. So it is natural that until this moment I am lazy to see you. Also ... Please take responsibility for all your actions. Because there are so many victims of you."
"Sorry ..."
Bram.
"I don't need to apologize anymore. Sorry you didn't change everything, did you? the fact that you hurt me and Rama also made me reluctant to forgive you. Even so, I am not that bad to unload all your crimes in the mass media. I leave you to the authorities. Please do it next. Because I'm not your guardian anymore."
"Maas ...."
Sakilla continued to roar small.
Bram's heart was not even moved in the slightest to hug Sakilla. It feels so foreign. The woman who lived with him a few years ago, so Bram always promised to give his best to Sakilla, not even allowing her to cry. But now, Bram doesn't care.
"No need to cry, this is what you have to accept from all your actions, right? you don't have to be so angry. Should have thought from the beginning using the brain. Love is blind. But yes not at the expense of many things like this."
Sakilla nodded weakly.
"I'm sorry, my. I don't know what to do. It hurts so much to know the same child my ex-husband hates me to the extent. I promise I won't do this again. Again sorry mas .. I don't know if everything will end like this."
"Hmmm ...."
"It is .. remove your tears. I don't want people to think I hurt you because you cried so. And what should be sad is me and Rama because they have been deceived by women like you!"
"Yes, yes ..."
Both are silent. Sakilla was trying to calm her soul and stop her crying. And Bram who was busy watching Sakilla with very flat eyes.
"Better now you go! your business is done here. So, please take your foot out of this house."
Sakilla stood. "Before I go home. I can go to the bathroom."
Bram just cleared his throat to respond.
Sakilla hurriedly went inside the bathroom and did her business. When he finished, he took the time to look at the entire house before returning to the front of the house because Bram was waiting there.
"Mas .. before I actually left. I can't just minjem your HP. Make contact with my family kok mas," said Sakilla quickly. "You told me yourself that you're not my guardian anymore. But I still have something to do with the authorities. So, I want to call my family. Can you mas? I beg you."