
"Son .. You won't understand."
Rama's hand outstretched over Sakilla's hand from her arm. He got up and put some distance between them.
"I don't care. Whatever your reason, aunt. The fact that aunt has made me the same father hurt and super disappointed. I also know how heavy my aunt's father is here. But for my sake, dad's doing this all for me. But I just want to hear aunt's explanation. But I think I've been going to aunt. There is no answer at all. Ah, mendingan aunty back home. I'm so sorry it's the same aunt."
Rama got up from his seat and patted briefly his slightly achy buttocks and allowed his tangled clothes.
"OKAY! Mother does not think about your feelings at all!" honestly Sakilla finally made Rama's move to leave it stopped.
Rama was stunned for a moment before approaching Sakilla once more.
"So ... so far aunt really no think I'm the same father? it means that really if the aunt is selfish and still does what the aunt wants by herself, right? without thinking I'm the same father at all."
Sakilla refused to answer.
"That means .. if my aunt doesn't care about me. Why does a pretentious aunt care about me now? why does this aunt sok feel like a lot of things from me? if aunt really cares about me. Why didn't aunt come from before? why didn't aunt meet me just right?"
Rama took a deep breath. The pain and disappointment came back.
"I'm trying to waste my mind when my aunt throws me away—
"Mother don't throw you away, dear." Sakilla approached the child with slow steps. His gaze began to soften and saw the chaotic face of Rama. The long-lost inner bond seemed to be back in motion and Sakilla was very sad and confused for now.
Sakilla ends up kneeling in front of Rama. His hand wanted to reach Rama's cheek to stroke him. But his hand only stopped exactly 5 cm from the cheek of the child and he clenched his hand. Unable to touch his own son's face.
"But with aunty go that way. Aunty threw me out. Aunty doesn't want to take care of me with dad anymore. So, aunty does not need this martial arts. Because now everything's getting clearer."
"Much clearer?" confused Sakilla while researching the face of the child.
From a fairly close distance, Sakilla only realized that Rama was very similar to Bram. His son was so big and tall. It was like Sakilla was hit hard to see the growth of Rama that she had never seen at all before.
In fact,
In the past .. he did not see his son's face at all and chose to do his plan just like that. Without thinking anything strange at all.
Rama waved his hand in front of Sakilla's face and the woman woke up from her daydream.
"At first, many want Rama to ask the aunt. But the first question aja aunty already talking gini and yes .. without having to ask the rest of the questions. I knew my aunt never cared about me. I was also confused what to do. The point ... I want to thank you because my aunt has met me in this world. Thanks for the nine months and sorry to lose first I've taken a auntie."
Sakilla shook her head strongly.
"Nobody took Rama. Mother loves you." Sakilla carried both of Rama's arms and immediately grasped them tightly. "Sorry .. sorry. But, is there no chance at all for the mother to deket same you? mother really nyesel because it does not care and evil with you. But the mother promises that this is just a misunderstanding and the mother will not admit what you do not like."
"..."
"Tante" said Rama, stopping Sakilla's call. "Tell" continued Rama with a trembling voice. "Tante late. I found it all in the figure of Mamah Annisa. If only from the beginning my aunt nyariin, maybe I can consider. But in fact the arrival of aunty who is now only on the orders of father. Maybe if I hadn't come here. We haven't met yet."
"..."
Rama took a deep breath.
"I don't want to be stamped as an ungodly child. But I really can't accept aunty anymore. I was disappointed and hurt. It's up to aunty to take me how. But the aunt should know, my choice now is my own. So, auntie don't get me wrong mama Annisa ya."
"Son."
After a long time, Sakilla began to cry as well. Rama's hand tried to take Sakilla's hand off. But Sakilla firmly held him back while shaking her head.
It was as if after the hand was taken off. Their relationship will be the same.
"Son .. yes, the mother promises not to mistake your beloved mama. But help you give a chance to mother," said Sakilla who still offers
"A chance?"
"Mother wants to know you more. Mother does not want to feel failed because it has failed to take care of you. Mother really confused what to do. But please, just think of it as a guilt-redeemer because you've been gone all this time. So .. please give me the opportunity to deket again and the promise will love you. We'll see you more often."
Rama snorted, his hand quickly taking off Sakilla's hand.
"Sorry aunt .. I don't want to make my mother Annisa hurt because of this. Aunty knew for herself that the arrival of aunty who is now alone without the knowledge of mamah and I am sure if you know, must be sad mamah. So I don't want to add to your sadness because it's more deket same aunt."
Sakilla stared in disbelief.
"But I should have told you that you know that mother is more entitled to you. So he can't make it up if you have to be closer to him, right? so it's okay dong if mother deket same you? because you're more entitled?"
Rama laughed miris.
He repeatedly explained, but it turned out that the adult woman in front of him still did not understand at all.
"And I was clear aunt," muttered Rama full of emphasis.
"...."
"It is not mamah that maksa akh. But it's my own decision because I don't want to be hurt. I keep my feelings very mamah and do not want to mamah heartache. So, don't mistake Annisa. Because it's me who wants to."
"You are that unfortunately, the same mom you were with?"