
“So so mom the story ..”
With a confused feeling, Annisa told her what had really happened. Because of this problem, Chika's mommy had to postpone the flight to return home. She must know what really happened, for she is reluctant to let Annisa settle the matter herself.
“Mommy doesn't know that mommy's son is that stupid. Geez, what did she think while talking to her own son. Until this moment aja mommy is still made to hate the same Sakilla. Maybe he left mommy's son and mommy's grandson just for the sake of his personal happiness. And now Bram's behavior even makes mommy even more upset instead of playing.”
Annisa massaged her forehead.
“I'm confused, mom. Everything is wrong .. said mas Bram, we are honest with Rama. Yes, maybe we should be honest because anyway, in the end Rama will know the same thing, right? But what am I supposed to say? Time yes I have to be honest with Rama if the mother has a gender deviation or period I have to tell Rama that the mother has not died because she chose to go from Rama?”
Annisa ruffled her hair, very frustrated. This was just like the first life problem she had to face at her wedding. This is much more difficult than having to face the attitude of her husband who is very stubborn and does not want to admit himself.
“Mom ... What should I do? pity Rama, at a young age when he must know the attitude of his mother who is like this?”
Mommy Chika took a deep breath.
“Will mommy help talk to this mommy grandson. You calm down, mommy will call her daddy Bram first to explain the situation here.”
Annisa nodded in understanding and thanked him.
“Oh yes ... his daddy Bram says hello to you and apologizes for not being able to come, because there is no time. Bram's dad is always busy! Anyway mommy promise, if this mommy husband is not too busy. We'll come here. You don't have to worry. Daddy Bram is not angry with you kok.”
Annisa was immediately relieved to hear it.
“I wait ya mommy and sayin daddy if greetings from me.”
“Hahaha yes nak Annisa ..”
***
Newly cooked sponge cake has always been a favorite of everyone, including Rama and now Annisa has made food for her son. Especially for Rama, because until this moment the child has not changed. Still more silent and do not want to talk about anything other than answering questions from Annisa, it was only a short answer.
“Hopefully this time succeed ..” please Annisa
He knocked on the door of Rama's room, the boy had just returned from tutoring. And just coming home, Rama did not greet them at all and went straight into the room. Annisa didn't know the boy at all. From what is usually always spoiled, now Rama much prefer his own and most do not like if there is already a skin ship between them.
There was still no answer at all to make Annisa take a deep breath and try to calm herself, not want to be carried away by emotions at all.
“Mamah enter yes, if you still do not open at all,” said Annisa which of course is not answered at all. Makes Annisa dare to enter.
The woman's body was transfixed when she saw Rama sleeping on his back. Rama usually chooses to sleep during the day, when the boy usually chooses to play in the backyard.
Annisa came in and closed the door again. He placed the cake on Rama's study table and sat down to Rama. Annisa sits on the edge of the mattress while rubbing Rama's hair. There was no rejection at all. Annisa glanced at Rama, she saw his son's eyes were still open. The sign of Rama did not sleep at all.
“Rama .. mamah is sad if you keep gini. You really don't want to tell the same story what happened?”
“...”
“You also want to hear your story, you do not want if we kayak first again?”
“...”
“Mamah really misses you who used to be... You really don't want to talk to you anymore? If it wasn't you, who would have made you mamah seneng here? Nonexistent. Because it's just you—
“MOMH SILENCE!” rama's cry suddenly made Annisa's hand stop her swab.
“Rama?” annisa said softly, shocked to hear the boy's scream.
“Mamah can not, I think again. Mom is noisy know that! It goes on, I'm not ready for a story yet. I don't want to. Is it wrong if I don't want to tell the same story? No right?! So ... don't force me.”
“Ah ...,” muttered Annisa then smiled sorely. He walked away from his son's bed. “You don't like it.”
“Mamah just makes me dizzy doang! I just want to be alone, can't!” rama screamed very loudly. “Out mah! I want to be alone.”
The woman's heart was really very tight to see her child like this. Annisa involuntarily shed tears. He quickly wiped his tears and nodded, though he could not see Rama because he turned his back on him.
“Sorry .. sorryin mamah, because it has made you uncomfortable,” said Annisa in the end.
Before finally Annisa ran outside the room and closed the door of Rama's room tightly, because it was unable to withstand the crying that was getting down with a rush.