
The wooden box was open and many foreign items were seen in the netra Annisa. He took a lot of stuff and left a letter at the bottom of the box. Annisa removed the wooden box from her lap and left the letter in her arm.
Annisa sat leaning down and stared at the letter with a faint smile.
/For Annisa – sister dear sister
Hello dek .. This is already the first year brother did not hear from you at all. Actually, I regret that I left you. I'm sure that you and your father will never be able to treat you well. So, you must be lonely there huh.
Oh yes ... How are you doing, brother?
That's fine, right?
But, how could you be all right. But I hope that you are always happy. Brother is sorry. Sorry I am still lacking. Brother should be prostrating at your feet. Because you've left a weak brother like you alone. But, sorry. My sister did not dare to go home. I am ashamed of every memory of you. Brother really has become a brother who failed for you. Brother, I'm sorry.
Adekc ...
My sister cannot give you the best. But every month, brother always makes something for you and brother will put it in this box.hopefully this box can get to your hands later.—
Annisa was silent for a moment.
He looked at the scattered stuff he just took out. There are many of his favorite things. Annisa smiled thinly, “real even though we are separated, big brother inget all the items I like.”
Annisa looked back at the letter and continued reading.
Adekc ...
Do you know that this brother loves you very much? In this box there is a big brother's savings all along. Actually, from the past, my brother always left out the pocket money and the salary of his brother for you. Brother deliberately put in savings so that someday, the money can be useful for you.
Sorry if you were impressed by your brother and can not be a good brother.
Brother did it all so he could collect all that money for you. Your password is surely your birthday. You wear that money. Whatever you want, you want to wear to be happy also no problem. The important thing is that money can be useful in your hands—
Annisa was silent again. His hand reached out to the savings book that was tucked between his many items. With trembling he opened all that and he was really surprised to see the money with a sizable nominal collected there. Annisa shook her head and frowned small.
“Hahaha .. is impossible, my goodness what does Namira say to all this for me?” asked Annisa grimacing little. “But not supposed to be Namira's sister this way for me. Oh my brother.”
Annisa again cursed herself who had been angry with her brother. She also remembers cursing her sister because she felt Namira had never helped her at all. Now Annisa sees everything. He saw the efforts of the sister who greatly made Annisa surprised instead of playing.
“Kak .. sorry for the accusations from your stupid sister.”
Annisa put the savings book back in and read back the letter.
My dear sister ...
I hope we meet someday, someday. Brother really misses your cherry-picked voice. Brother misses your nagging if brother does not do what you ask. I miss hearing the sound of your laughter always laughing at trivial things. In the past, my sister always thought you were weird, because the little things you always laugh at. But now you realize that all of that can make you miss. But ...
Brother hope that brother can recover from this stupid disease—
“Gak Annisa, don't cry anymore ..” says Annisa forced herself. “From yesterday you were crying. Poor your son.”
Annisa looked down and looked at her stomach.
But this pregnancy is one reason Annisa's mood changes every day. Annisa can't control anything. Everything looked pitiful in Annisa's eyes. Even the little things made Annisa sad.
Especially this ...
About brother Namira who has always been her favorite until whenever it is.
Annisa took a deep breath.
Trying to calm himself down, before re-reading the letter with an increasingly slashed heart.
Brother is sick deck, sister only found out a few weeks ago and it turns out brother's disease is severe. Hahaha .. maybe this is the reward for the sins of my brother during this time. Brother regretted the deck, brother really regretted for having chosen this path. Sorry brother.
Even now you can just lie in bed. Brother so remember that you used to always do a lot of things the same brother if again sick. You will not be lonely and now you feel regret not playing. Brother needs you. Brother needs a sister who loves this brother very much.sister needs a sister who has been neglected. Brother needs you, deck ....
Deck ...
If someday you can find this letter and brother is no longer in this world. Brother put yourself away. You should always be happy, brother. A promise? Whatever happens, never give up this life. Find your own happiness. Never feel alone, because up there you will always pray for your sister.
Also ...
Never cry over your sister at all. My sister does not deserve to cry from you. You must be happy, whatever it is and please remember all the gifts that you love. Brother really loves you. Happy to continue ...
Annisa wiped her tears down. He grimaced at the thought of how bitter his sister's life was at that moment. Annisa stared at this cold-looking mattress. Maybe a while ago, her brother was on a bed with a pale face.
“Kak Namira ..” he said very raucous.
He hit his chest very tight.
“If I come sooner. I am sure that now my sister is not like this. Brother must still be the same me and I certainly still see the face of brother. Not like this that can only mourn the cry of doang without being able to hug brother at all.”
Annisa grimacing.
Just a little more writing from the letter.
Dek .. believe that you are the most dear brother. Never cry over your sister at all. You must always obey God. Don't be like a big brother like this. You must be his obedient servant. No matter what you choose, you will always be supportive.
Happy always deck .../
Annisa closed the letter with tears in her eyes, hugging the letter. Hoping that her brother who is currently hugging her. “Kak .. I really miss big brother.”