
Bram slowly opened the door of Rama's room and entered, closing it again just sitting on the edge of the mattress looking at Rama who was still sitting on the mattress with a folding table on his feet. The boy is reading a book.
“Woah .. I look around there are very diligent. Already malem, close first yuk book.”
Bram forcibly took Rama's book and put it on the table, again sitting near Rama. Looking at Rama, Rama was looking down. Without noticing him at all.
“Rama ... I'm sorry,” said Bram in the end.
Rama looked up and bit his lower lip, starting to feel bad.
“Dad apologized for making you sad because of the father's talk at the time. Real dad does not think that you know this because of the father's talk is again emotional. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to say that to you. I'm really sorry ..”
Rama turned and cried. He hit his father's body and sobbed in Bram's arms.
“I should be sorry to dad, because it's so evil with dad. I shouldn't have been angry with my dad at the time. My dad is super good with me. My father just told me the facts. But I'm angry with Dad. I'm diedemin dad. I'm sorry you're such a bad boy. Though dad always said that I should be a good boy, but I was naughty ..”
Rama wept even more in Bram's arms, making Bram the initiative to lift the boy still holding him. He rubbed Rama's back while nodding.
“It's not your fault at all, it's dad's fault for being a selfish dad. What you do is just the form of your emotions. You must be confused and even indirectly angry with father. I'm sorry about you. I don't mean that ..”
Rama nodded.
“Sorry father ..”
“Nak, we missed it yes. We forget all the talk that dad said at that time, rather than thinking about it and even make sad doang. We live the life we now live. You, father and mother. We'll find happiness together. You want to, right?”
“Mamah?”
Rama looked back and forth to find the whereabouts of his mother. “I want to be equally mamah, I want to apologize equally mamah because it is evil as mamah. I made you cry, because it was me.”
“...”
“Dad ...,” whine Rama asked to come down and Bram immediately lowered his son and Bram chose to kneel, to equalize the height between them.
“Yes, son? Why?”
“I was wrong with Mom. At that time I had made mamah sad and had promised to apologize. But I'm too ashamed of my mother, so I haven't apologized to you. That's why .. I want to apologize. But fear.”
Bram started brainwashing, a little curious about what was going on here. He tilted his face, trying to figure out what was really going on here. She did not know why Annisa was crying because of her son. Bram shakes a little, because he has promised to forget the past problems.
“No... mamah it's very good loh. Or do you want me to say I'm sorry for Annisa? I'm pretty sure that Mamah Annisa will forgive me. As long as you are sincere and promise will not repeat again.”
Rama nodded.
“Oma also said it was like that, but still I was afraid ..”
“What is it?” the Excited Rama
Bram chuckles, “secret .. Dad will tell you that you've apologized to Annisa maamah yes.so, you're sorry.”
Rama nodded while looking down.
Subsequently,
Bram took Rama into the bathroom. Rama climbed into a small chair to align with the sink that has glass. Bram stood behind Rama's body and rubbed Rama's hair. He looked at his son's face from the glass in front of them.
“Daddy is really sorry because it has caused you to cry continuously. Surely these eye bags exist because you cry continuously right?” regret Bram while taking a deep breath.
“Sorry father ..”
“Not to apologize, son. It's not your fault at all. But it's dad's fault for being mean to you. I promise to the future will not make you sad again. I also promise not to talk about emotions if you are the same again.”
Rama nodded and smiled faintly.
“I also promise to be a good boy. I promise I won't like this again.”
Bram smiled faintly and turned on the faucet and washed his hands with tap water. He washed the face of his son who was very damp because he had just cried, not forgetting he rubbed Rama's cheek.
The taste of haru again enveloped the man's heart.
Bram just realized that he had never done anything small like this before. It is true that his mommy said that he was not a good father to Rama. Bram looked up at the child and took a deep breath. The feeling of tightness makes Bram nyesek himself.
He could not give anything to his own family.
“Dad to napa?” rama asked who realized that the look on his father's face had changed. “Daddy all right?”
Bram fell down and knelt down in front of Rama, wiping his son's hair and Rama's cheeks. Look at her child with sparkling eyes. He swallowed the saliva and took a deep breath. The feeling of haru again enveloped his heart.
There are a lot of questions on his mind.
Since when has her son been this tall? since when has his son been good at doing various activities? Since when did Rama speak?
Bram has missed many things in the growth of the child.
Bram pulled Rama's body and hugged her very tightly. He continued to rub Rama's back while continuing to say regret in himself in his own heart.
“Sorry .. sorry dear father. I'm sorry I was so mean to you. I promise to be a good father and keep up with your growth and development. Sorry for being such a bad dad for you.”