Wife Brought
Explanation

"I felt that the hospital was a very scary place" Rama said, starting serious talks between the two of them.

"Why could that be?"

The child who had entered the SD bench looked down. "Mother believe me if I ever feel like a destroyer of the happiness of others? it means I feel my existence has a bad influence on others and even makes others sad. Mommy believes it?"

Annisa straightened her position when shocked.

Intentionally Annisa sat cross-legged on Rama's mattress, so that the stomach and the top of his legs do not feel sore. He looked at Rama who was still looking down.

"When? and why do you feel like that? what does this have to do with hospitals?" asked Annisa unconsciously made Rama chuckle.

"One by one dong mah, do not nanya wholesale gini. Rama will be clear to be the same mama."

Annisa rubbed her nape. "Ah sorry ya."

"The bottom line .. Mamah would know if I was born and my mother died? hmm, Rama meant the fact was that, right? Because what I used to know is that. Once I was in this world, my mother died. The point is that mom died because of me."

Annisa gasped at Rama's words who could still laugh while talking about this matter.

"Keep also .. pas I was very small, oma never again take care of me. I kept running to the streets when the oma had forbidden me repeatedly. But because I was a frantic wayward oma immediately chased after me and pushed me. There was a car that was running pretty fast. So, oma saved me but because of this oma even went to the hospital."

Rama closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He dared not look at Annisa. The boy looked far away at the door of his room that opened slightly. Not forgetting his hands were hugging the pillow. It is good to channel his pain when remembering that moment.

"The gas .. opa same father no one is angry at all. They consider this pure destiny. But auntie came and without the same opa I know, auntie said that I'm an unlucky carrier."

Rama.

"Because of my behavior, I've got two people in the hospital. Auntie, you know me, because I'm Sakilla's mother, she's dead. Aunt also wronged me because of the state of the oma at that time. I'm actually told that I'm just a carrier of bad things for everyone."

Rama swallows saliva. His throat was dry and his breathing was blocked.

"I ... said not worthy of birth with aunt. From there I always thought about this. And the shadow of the mother who died because I kept on being taken to the hospital as a state of blood."

"..."

"I remember everything. Pas oma in pain, fitting oma's hand that is still bleeding but can still smile while holding my cheek and say that everything will be good. I still smell the hospital and it scares me. Don't know why ..."

Rama smiled miris.

"It's a little disconnected, but that's what happened. After my aunt said I was a useless child, I hated myself and I didn't like hospitals. While promising myself not to take another victim to the hospital. That's why I'm always afraid I don't want to go to the hospital. Because the hospital itself made me so scared. The hospital has been a bad thing that I've always wanted."

Annisa clasped Rama's face, making him stare at her. Since then Rama has been deliberately absent.

And it was true that the boy immediately cried as he looked into Annisa's eyes. The heart of which parents do not hurt just know there is a child who turns out to have kept the pain so deep.

"Do you know about this?" ask Annisa worried. "Dad Bram know that you are in evil with your aunt? Which aunt is it? mamah ever see him? or do you know him?"

Rama who shook his head made the woman's body become limp instead of playing.

"Son .. Why doesn't your father know? so all this time you've been watching this painful thing yourself? oh my goodness, son. You keep saying because of this problem you're afraid of the hospital. So what do you know why you're afraid of hospitals? if your dad doesn't know about this auntie thing?"

"Dad only knows I feel guilty about you and afraid to see blood. Just because of that."

Annisa. She rubbed her nape, a little upset with her husband who could still relax just as important.

Later after meeting Bram, she had to tell him about this matter and tell him that her husband should know something as important as this.

And ... trying to make Bram the same attention to his own son. So that Bram can know the same problem like this.

"I really don't have a problem, ma'am. Aunty also runs out of it never look out again and this aunt is a distant aunt that loh, mah. So I'm a little bit grateful for this. Because of that I never heard from him and if I could never see you again."

"So much son ..."

'..."

"How long have you been dealing with this problem yourself? how long do you feel sick because of your aunt's talk. Oh, my God, you're really angry. Son ... You're okay, right? don't ever feel like the aunt's bullshit."

Rama nodded.

"This is all fate. Because of the passing of Mama at that time. I'm afraid of a lot of things too, Mah. I depend on living with Mom. I was so sad when my mom left. So, I hope your mom will never leave me. Mom promised yes. Mamah don't ever leave me, because I'm so sad ..."

Degh's!

Annisa's heart felt hit with an unusually heavy object because of Rama's speech.

Turns out he was one of the people who added trauma to the boy.

"Mah .. Never go again. I'm really scared. What else was my father leaving. I'm afraid that you're leaving me. If you want to go, tell Ramah. Don't leave suddenly like that. I'm really scared."

"Jeez son ..."

Annisa's heart was crying. His face was too calm, not wanting Rama to be sad because he was also sad. He tried to smile while looking at his son's face.

"I love my mom and dad. You live me, if there are none of you I have to live with who? rama's life will be destroyed if there is no mom and dad. So ... don't ever leave me here" said Rama pleading.

"Son .. Mama may tell you painful things but this is a fact that you must accept."

"Huh?"