
“Ehm ..”
Slowly Bram took off a hug between the two of them. An awkward atmosphere ambushed and they could not afford to look at each other. The two are busy with their own feelings until,
“Sorry ..”
Annisa lowered her head, not daring to answer at all. Annisa tried to neutralize her feelings. He was still shocked and did not understand what was happening. He looked down until the woman's hand was held the same Bram.
“I'm really serious Annisa, you don't have to worry about anything anymore. Think of it as a sign that I am really serious about you. About my family. They live abroad and never care about my life. That's one of the reasons I haven't seen you. And .. if you want to meet them. I will find the right time to take you abroad.”
Annisa swallows saliva. It really feels pretty choked up.
“I'm really serious about you. You have to trust me. I beg. We started everything from the beginning. Or ... what should I do so that you can trust me? I will do whatever you want.”
“Please meet me with my sister,” said Annisa in the end. “And I want to hear you who turn your own wife.”
“That's it?” ask Bram. “What else? I'll do it all for you.”
Annisa shakes. “Nothing else I want. That'sallthatis. I hope you can promise your own words. Don't make me believe that all men are the same, I hope you can agree. I'll trust you if this is you.”
Bram nodded.
“Promise .. I promise to come to your sister in front of you. I will also ingest Sakilla as you wish. But, please believe that I am serious with you and never want to play at all. You believe it, right?”
“I'll try to believe.”
“Ya already .. I just want you to believe that I'm really here for you. So now let's just take a break and don't forget tomorrow, I want to eat your cooking. So, don't forget to cook ask ya.”
Annisa smiled knotfully and nodded.
They get up and Bram takes Annisa first to his room. Annisa who was still not used to the same all of this just smiled awkwardly and thanked kaish. The woman was able to breathe a sigh of relief after the door of her room was closed. Annisa blinked and hugged her body while shrieking in a stifled voice.
“Ih ... what the heck, so gemes.”
Annisa ran to her bed and hit the mattress along with screeches that kept coming out. “Ngak .. This is not a dream, right? Oh my God, if this is a dream, don't wake me up. I actually really do really want to see the Bram mas like gini.”
“But this is really right?” annisa asked as she sat on the bed and stared confusedly. “Any the hell because yesterday aja mas Bram is still ordinary and there is no talk to change. But this is why all of a sudden ya say gini?”
Annisa remembered something and got off the bed. He went to the dresser and sat there. In his eyes was the cheek of him that had been covered in cotton to cover his wound. Annisa carefully touched her cheek and smiled again. Recall again when Bram's face was so close when treating his cheek.
Tadi ...
Annisa could see the good looks of her husband. Although just wearing a polo shirt, but the firm aura of her husband no one can want at all. Remembering that made Annisa come back excited.
"At my current age, this is my first time, my goodness," Annisa said excitedly. "I've never thought of gini and it feels really good. Can't .. I'm actually really smart."
"Duh," Annisa exclaimed as she touched her still thumping chest. "Stop dong, don't beat like gini. Shame .. Don't expect Annisa too!" remember Annisa to herself. "Fear this is just a mere talk and later can change."
"But ... What should I believe?"
Annisa gave a rough sigh and went back to her bed. He fell asleep there while looking up at the ceiling.
"I was just talking about it. I really don't understand what just happened. I'm afraid of disappointment. I'm afraid I'll hope and end up in disappointment. If I'm really in love, it must hurt if it's in another disappointment?"
The woman breathed a rough sigh.
"What should I do ..."
"Also .. if later mas Bram managed to come to Nami kak here. What should I do? what can I say to Nami's sister? I really don't know what to react to."
All that confusion made Annisa become dizzy herself.
His body fell asleep sideways. "But .. today I'm really happy, really happy" he said slowly while taking a deep breath.
A lot of things happened today. From crying, tightness to happiness. Until Annisa still does not understand what to react.
There was a thin smile that was reviewed before the two eyelids finally closed perfectly. Accompanied by the silent voice that accompanied that night, the woman who had just felt her first thump. Slowly start to close his eyes.
***
I don't know why this morning Annisa woke up so fresh. If every night, usually he woke up just to the bathroom, to the kitchen to drink or check Rama in his room. But this time he was completely asleep from night till morning.
Even since then Annisa just smiled thinly in doing her activities.
"Mbak looks very happy" said one of the officials when Annisa was wearing her pink apron.
Annisa turned around and laughed a little.
"What does tea look like?" annisa exclaimed while covering her face which instantly flushed red.
"Banget mbak .. mbak aura is usually bright and always looks happy anyway. This time, the double double is happy. So, a really good kayak. I think there's something like that."
"Hahaha .. You really are. There is something that makes me happy. Thank you for watching me realize my happiness."
"Tea who saw him was happy," said the waiter suddenly. "Mbak should continue to be happy like this. Never be sad. Because after I was in this house. It's like a real home."
Annisa who was cutting instantly turned her head and looked at the puzzled.
"You mean?" ask Annisa.
"Yes .. This house used to be somber. Mr. Bram just came home in the evening. It is rarely seen in this house. Though this house is the foundation in Mr. Bram. Den Rama is also often lonely. But even so, Rama is always strong. Anyway it's really quiet. We are working to feel sorry for Rama."
"Isn't it okay if I tell you about Miss Sakilla? whatever it takes, it's Mr. Bram's wife. So, I'm afraid of the wrong talk and even make mbak so sad you know."
Annisa laughed while shaking her head.
"Tell me, I want to know what happened. How Bram's attitude must have changed after Sakilla left this world."
"Mr Bram really focused his world on Sakilla. That's why Miss Sakilla is gone, Mr. Bram is also destroyed. From his hilarious mannerisms, his jokes, his laughter, all of it completely disappeared. Until all the workers here even feel that Mr. Bram is a different person. We are confused as to what to do. On the other hand, we can't ignore that because there are babies that we have to take care of."
"..."
"Mr Bram is a little bit back to what he was since Annisa was here. At first we were confused. Well, because we don't know when Mr. Bram gets married, but we don't care. Seeing Mr. Bram who started kayaking activity first again really made us relieved. What else when he found out that Mr. Bram began to pay attention to the same den Rama. We're really happy."
"Indeed, is Bram the same attention as Rama?" confused Annisa started cooking again while continuing to hear the story.
"Banget mbak .. actually Mr. Bram just luangin holiday time if they want to go to the tomb doang and yes after that Mr. Bram never tuh ngebiarin den Rama out. All the needs of den Rama just keep his guard who guards."
"But why have I never seen Rama's nanny?" confused Annisa. "If you go to tutoring too, most are in the same care of mothers who usually work at home too, right? no one is taking care of Rama."
"Before there was kok .. maybe because there was already mbak Annisa. That's why he doesn't work anymore. I also do not know, anyway after Annisa mbak lived here. Her mother was never here again."
Annisa nodded.
"Ah .. thanks a lot because it is clear and answer some questions that have been bothering me. Once again I want to thank you because you are super good to explain everything. Now please do another job. Let me cook the rest."
"Hahaha both mbak. Thank you for bringing change here. I'll take care of it."
after the woman's departure, Annisa was pensive but her hands continued to sausage the sweet sour sausage that would become their breakfast side dish. Annisa took a deep breath and exclaimed in confusion.
"Actually .. Sakilla's influence is really strong for Bram mas huh. What if later Bram mas smitten again mbak Sakilla and mbak Sakilla also finally choose Bram mas? keep me ... Should I go?"
Annisa's clucking small.
"The problem ... why do I make a sigh so that Bram finds out Kak Nami anyway? which means if there is Nami's sister. It means that Bram must have met Sakilla."
"Runyam is .."
Annisa shook her head and shook her hands in the air. "Udah is .. do not want to be thought of again. Which is even makes tired at the same time dizzy himself. Now I wake them up."
Annisa glanced at the wall clock that was in the living room and frowned. "Tumben's already at this hour, but no one's down yet."
Finally Annisa increasingly rushed to pour her cooking on a plate and arrange it on the dining table. After that she directly went up to the second floor to wake her two men up.
***
Annisa knocked slowly on Rama's room door before opening it. He turned on the light and smiled faintly. There Rama was asleep. He came to Rama's bed and sat on his side. Annisa rubbed Rama's cheek making the child's sleep disturbed. Cold air from the hands of Annisa makes Rama groan still with his eyes closed.
"Hayo wakes up. .. your child must wake up."
"Hoah .. in five minutes. I'm still so sleepy."
"Loh .. loh ..." Annisa plays her finger on Rama's stomach making the boy giggle, holding back the amused. "I think there's forgotten that today at the tutoring place there's a swimming lesson. You don't like swimming the most. If you wake up late, it means you are late to school and finally do not enter. Well ... later miss the swimming lessons."
Hearing that Rama immediately woke up sitting making Annisa laugh again. He managed to wake the boy.
"Well .. 'cause you're awake, you take a shower there. Let mama prepare all your bags. Surely you were not ready, right?"
Rama nodded and shook.
"I forgot," he whined as he shook his head. "Usually fitting malem we both like ready-made goods. But then I forgot about dad not ingetin. Is it okay to pick up my stuff?"
"Yes .. Is it okay dong? why indeed? you took a shower first. The same sports towel is in the bathroom. For today you want to wear a swimsuit of what color? let me prepare."
"The blue one ..."
"Okay."
After the bathroom door closed Annisa immediately tidied Rama's bed. Not to forget he also immediately prepared goods for tutoring Rama.
***
The bathroom door opened and Annisa inhaled the scent of soap from the child's body. Without a second thought, Annisa put wind oil, powder and others on Rama's body. When he was ready he gave his thumbs up.
"Enough .. Mamah's son is very handsome. Now you wake up your father."
"Ih but equally mama," whined Rama while holding the hand of Annisa.
"You want to warm up the food first. You alone are. It's okay, right?"
Rama nodded and pouted. "No. This is the first time I built you. So, I'm afraid you're angry."
Annisa took a deep breath and finally nodded. "Mother cementin, but just look at you. You woke up dad yourself. Learn how to be brave, son."
With carefree steps Rama nodded and followed Annisa out of the room. Once outside he immediately opened the door to Bram's room after knocking on it.
Rama looked at himself and Annisa nodded.
Until finally Rama ran and jumped directly on Bram's body, Annisa screeched. But seeing Bram who woke up and looked at Rama with a smile made him immediately snarled.
Happiness ...