
Laughter was no longer heard, only the screams of wounds I could hear, the thousands of hopes shattered and disappeared, I could not hear the laughter and see the smiles adorning my face, I was wrong to guess the meaning, I was wrong, to the end of suffering, now I am helpless, only hoping for the help of the power.
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When I was desperate I didn't know what to tell and to whom, to tell all the burdens of my life.
God is tired, tired of living uselessly in the eyes of people, everything I do is always wrong and wrong.
Once in my snapping was thought of, I wanted to end my life in order to meet both my parents and brother.
I am desperate for the life I live, I am in this world without anything, no one loves me. No one will care or cry for my death.
My father and mother had died at the age of ten, my father and mother had died from being stabbed with a sharp weapon by the begal who took the property of my father and mother, he said, the situation was very agitated when found by the police.
When I heard from the police, my heart broke into pieces and I promised one day I would find the man who killed my father and mother.
I only live with my older sister, who has to bash her bones to make money for both of us..
When I was seven years old, June 30th was my birthday, I couldn't wait to meet the older sister I loved so much.
At that time my brother promised to buy me a laptop on my seventeen-year-old birthday.
Because I love learning about hackers in internet cafes because I didn't have a leptop back then. Until the day I began to know how to program computers.
At that time I tried, hijacking Facebook, Twitter, WhatsApp.
I easily hijack other people's accounts and I was able to create applications to help my performance. My sister knew about my programming skills, because my sister always asked me for help when all my sister's accounts were hacked by other people and I was petrified to fix my brother's problems, and I hacked back the guy who always bothered my brother.
On my birthday, I've been cooking for my sister because soon my sister is coming home from work.
But my sister did not come home from work, worry enveloped my heart. Makes my heart fret unsettled like always.
The night was getting late, my heart was really worried for my brother, but suddenly someone knocked on my door.
I thought my brother came home but instead two policemen came and told me the news that happened to my beloved brother.
When the policeman told me everything about what happened to my brother, I couldn't believe what the police said and handed me a gift.
My brother died in the hospital because he could not be saved, because he was stabbed by a sharp weapon that was very deep.
Time to keep the leptop my brother bought me for my birthday.
The police arrived when they saw the crowd watching my brother who was seriously injured, My brother clasped a police hand and told the police before being taken to the hospital, to deliver birthday gifts to my sister and finally my brother was taken to the hospital after ordering to the police. But my brother was not saved, my brother breathed his last in the hospital.
My heart broke for the second time, my first father and mother, my second brother.
From then on I promised myself that I would find the man who killed my parents and brother and that I would avenge the criminals who killed both my parents and my brother.
“In times of despair I always remember both my parents and my brother, my parents and brother always told me. Your deck must be successful and live happily in order to petrify people who need help, one more message both my parents and brother, never leave prayer,” said the message of both my parents and brother.
When I opened the package, I found a letter.
For my beloved Adek who likes to make his brother proud.sister has bought a laptop for Adek, because he has promised to buy a laptop on Adek's seventeen-year birthday. Hopefully the laptop that you buy is useful for Adek and adek can be the most powerful programmer. Use this leptop as best as possible yes, do not use for macem-macem yes deck.
I've been using that laptop ever since to find the criminals who killed my brother and both of my parents.
In the end I had discovered the incident that befell both my parents and brother, upon seeing that, my heart was burning with emotion and darkened eyes and forgot the messages of both my parents and brother.
Life had to be paid for, from that moment on I kept looking for people who were involved in everything that happened to my brother and my parents.
Finally I've made an agenda about the killer of my brother and my parents. On the agenda were the people involved in the deaths of my brother and my parents and there were pictures of the criminals..
One by one the criminals are dead, but it looks like an accident.
Because I only rely on my leptop to kill people.
In the end, all the criminals were killed. Since then I have been content to avenge both my parents and my brother.
Until one day I dreamed of meeting both my parents and my brother and advising myself to always kill the bad guys with my brother's leptop.
Finally I kept the leptop and never used it again, I heard the messages of both my parents and my brother.
In order not to leave the prayer and always spread kindness, I woke up from my sleep and cried because all this time I had left the prayer and lost my anger.
I took ablution that night and surrendered to the creator, O Allah forgive me for all the sins I have committed in my life. Until I forget you, God, thank you for showing me the way and guiding me. From now on I will always spread kindness and seek true meaning.
... ⁇ ️may be amused ajay️...
... ⁇ ️Take the positive side️...
... ⁇ ️Throw away the negative side of it️...