Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 41

"I'm in love with someone who already has into love"

I have to be ready for everything that happens.

accepting reality is the best way, because we can't be more than friends and I understand that.

I don't blame myself for falling in love. At the wrong time..

Same with me to you.

Might be difficult.

But those of us who have power over our minds, go forward or give up is a choice, sometimes falling in love comes from the eye down to the eye..

It all starts with looking and becoming a stop.

Thinking mature and wise is action.

It difficult? Yep. Taking it off is not as easy as imagined.

This is where logic comes into play.

Be self-aware and look at their relationship, which went through it long before you knew it.

Until finally my willingness and keihklaskan accept the fact that has shown my maturity .maturity is the way we look at life and live.

I trust.

The one who comes will go and vice versa.

Those who leave will be replaced or replaced.

Be a good person you think.

I chose to be honest and express it.

I don't want to lie to myself, I know if I lie, that lie will ruin my life.

Just to pay attention I can't?

I'm afraid you're staying away from me

I was so scared of being a stranger again.

After God gave me a way to know you.

I would love to pay attention to you.

But I'm afraid.

You uncomfortable?

With all the attention I give.

With all the chat or whatever it's called.

I love you, it's just that I don't want to be a bully over the story you're currently living with.

I don't want to be a destroyer in your love story.

But I don't know what I'm thinking right now.

I'm fretting.

I'm restless.

I'm afraid you're getting away from me.

It's okay you don't love me.

It's just that I hate losing someone again and again.

I just want to see you happy, let me be your friend who shares your story with you.

Take it easy I won't interfere with your relationship with the one you love.

Don't ever change because I've honestly exposed this feeling to you.

I hope we can be best friends without any restraints that make us awkward..

I'm happy even if I just see you from a distance, I'm happy if you're happy..

don't erase your laugh-joking smile because I've said I like you.

love does not have to have and not everything we want we have to have.

I will still love you because of the God and faith I have.

It's okay if you're a match with someone else but let me always love you because of God.

I will stay happy.

seeing you happy, because happiness is not about having but about the clarity of the heart.

So don't go far, huh?

I'll do whatever you say?

if you're telling me not to fall in love with you and hope for you more or whatever it's called.

I'll do it with keihklasan.

But one thing you need to stop by, though,

don't stay away from me. Don't ever change.

don't fuck me yeah.

What else decides the relationship between me and you.

I just want to be friends without any more feelings involved.

my feelings at the moment