Writing a Story on Earth
CHAPTER 3
The vicious circle is never separated from human life on this earth. All human beings are not holy, all human beings are wrong and sin.
I also experienced getting lost from a vicious cycle that made me forget all the dreams I wanted to achieve.
I almost forgot all I wanted to be happy with when I got lost in the prison valley that made me opiate.
Drugs, illegal drugs with liquor that makes me opiate, all of it is not separated from my daily life.
Sometimes the rice halusi drug influence makes me feel calm with all the problems in my life that make me almost desperate and almost give up. It makes me want to end my life on earth.
drugs, liquor was a sedative for a moment that made my life more ruined than what I was currently feeling..
The circle of Satan makes the blind to God subhanahuataala place pitting all restless fidget among my stories.
O Allah I am lost in the valley of Satan, which always circles my life with its candor.
When I got stuck from that illegal stuff, it made me forget my life purpose. I'm crazy not to wear that shit..
A friend sia** has made me addicted to that illegal item.
set me up when I was devastated by the death of someone I loved.
I love her so much, why did your God take her from my life in such a way that I was devastated and didn't want to live anymore.
She died saving my life, god why she had to die, why don't you just take my life. I really love him but fate says something else.
He is my lover who always accompanies every step of my story in the land of people. He has always encouraged my life.
I always share the wounds and sorrows of my stories, I always tell him that makes me able to keep smiling and eager to achieve my dreams.
After she was gone for good from my life, I kept blaming myself for everything that happened to her.
Until I fell into a vicious circle that I didn't want to feel a second time.
Until I dreamt of meeting my beloved who I love and motivate myself while crying to see my situation is so worrying that at any time can die from surgery.
He said to me “You until when you blame yourself, until when you become such a malnourished that your life is ruined, this is the destiny of the power. I hope you can move on with your life and get away from the vicious cycle that made you forget your god. A place where all the restless fidgets between your stories. Look at your future back and get what you want to achieve don't keep on giving up. Take care of everything that happens.
Life is not for crying but living to be happy for what you want to achieve in your life.
I saw a lamp that lived and died, and I began to understand and wanted to change my life as I used to when I was with him..
White and Dark have led me back to the path of Allah subhanahuataala.
Because God created all things in balance.
Make all the lessons that happen in your life, so as not to happen in the future.
Stay away from the vicious circle of your life.
The circle of Satan forms whatever blinds the eyes of your heart and turns away from the path of Allah subhanahuataala.
Stay away from drugs that make you opium and various illegal items that make your body and mind damaged under the control of the devil.
A true story but with a little more of my heart.
Happy reading. Because reading is the wisest and most loyal friend that accompanies your day.
By reading that is useful to you, in this holy month of Ramadan.
Let's share the goodness.
Take the good. Throw away the negative for you.
As with all the stories I write, Take the positive side of her throw away the negative side.
Congratulations to Author-Authhor.
Don't forget to keep smiling in this blessed month of Ramadan.
Whether I like it or not, I will continue to write, Valued or not I will still shine like the sun that always gives a lot of life for humans and the creation of God. Beloved or not, I will continue to share the good and always make a souvenir for everyone with a deep sense and understanding.
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